HUMBUGGG, I'm so dead. I still have so much to do... :<. Bah, but I don't WANT to anything. OTL.Free pancake daaaaaaay~. So awesome. I lurve pancakes. Especially when they're free. 8D. It was awesome man. We got a receipt for 0.00. HELL YEAH, AWESOME.
I find it amusing that I love really emo songs (COUGH COUGH, RISE AGAINST. God so frakking emo, but The Good Left Undone is so dang catchy D8. WHAT DO I DO?!), about emotions I don't understand, haha. Or not fully anyways... but I understand enough.
Just... damn, I'm so pissed at this one girl. I don't even know her well, or probably at all. But in art class, she talks about her boyfriend. He abuses emotionally and is extremely posessive - a general douchebag. Even the GUYS know something is wrong - they try to talk her out, stop dating such a stupid. But she just smiles, and says everyone tells her that. She says it's all worth it because of the good times.
Where the fuck do I begin with this chick.
Because you love him, it excuses him for abusing emotionally - toying with your feelings, and forcing you from any of your guyfriends since he's jealous, and being a general douchebag. Hell, you even told us he's always been like this. I hate girls like you. I hate girls who use the excuse that you love him and not do shit. Get the fuck out that relationship. He's not worth the time of day. People like that - they are dirt.
Dammit, he is controlling, he abuses you emotionally, and YOU ACKNOWLEDGE THIS. But no. It's all fucking rainbows because YOU LOVE HIM. BECAUSE YOU LOVE HIM. THAT MAKES EVERYTHING OK.
NO. THAT DOESN'T MAKE EVERYTHING OK. I know all the shit about how it's hard for people being abused to leave their loved ones. Fine - but you knew. You KNEW he was like this, from the damn beginning. But you stayed. You. Fucking. Stayed.
And now you can't leave. Because you love him. You don't even talk as much anymore - you said so yourself, but you stay. You just live on a emotional rollercoaster, as happiness turns to sadness the moment he feels it. Because you love him. Because. You. Love. Him.
... I really feel like crying. Because she's going to be stuck in this endless loop of shit shit shit. I hate people like him. Shut your face, shut you fucking mouth, and listen you pile of horse shit.
Stop treating your girlfriend like a fucking skank then. Why don't you, I don't know, try TRUSTING her for once. That's what relationships fucking are. Trust. But no. Oh no. Trust is only one sided. She has to trust YOU, but nope. You can't trust her at all. Since your the MAN, it's ok not to trust her. If she so much as looks at a guy, she's instantly cheating on you.
And you know, it's ok to do other things than shag each other. You can, I dunno, TALK. That's how people form relationships, and have them LAST. Since y'know, that shit can only get you so far.
And you can try not treating her like you can toss her away at any second, and she'd come running back. Cause she will. You know she will. So you play with her and toss her aside, then play with her some more.
Just go die. I'd go kill you myself, but thankfully for you, I have no ways of doing so.
Someone save that girl from herself. I don't know her, and I never will, but someone needs to knock some sense in that head of hers. Before its too late. Because you love him can only get you so far. What will you do when he hits you for the first time? What will you do when you no longer have anyone else to turn to but him? What will you say then? Would you still love him?
And sadly, I think she would.
And now you can't leave. Because you love him. You don't even talk as much anymore - you said so yourself, but you stay. You just live on a emotional rollercoaster, as happiness turns to sadness the moment he feels it. Because you love him. Because. You. Love. Him.
... I really feel like crying. Because she's going to be stuck in this endless loop of shit shit shit. I hate people like him. Shut your face, shut you fucking mouth, and listen you pile of horse shit.
Stop treating your girlfriend like a fucking skank then. Why don't you, I don't know, try TRUSTING her for once. That's what relationships fucking are. Trust. But no. Oh no. Trust is only one sided. She has to trust YOU, but nope. You can't trust her at all. Since your the MAN, it's ok not to trust her. If she so much as looks at a guy, she's instantly cheating on you.
And you know, it's ok to do other things than shag each other. You can, I dunno, TALK. That's how people form relationships, and have them LAST. Since y'know, that shit can only get you so far.
And you can try not treating her like you can toss her away at any second, and she'd come running back. Cause she will. You know she will. So you play with her and toss her aside, then play with her some more.
Just go die. I'd go kill you myself, but thankfully for you, I have no ways of doing so.
Someone save that girl from herself. I don't know her, and I never will, but someone needs to knock some sense in that head of hers. Before its too late. Because you love him can only get you so far. What will you do when he hits you for the first time? What will you do when you no longer have anyone else to turn to but him? What will you say then? Would you still love him?
And sadly, I think she would.
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