fallin fallin :O

Bahhhh, Bones was incredibly awkward today. It was hard to watch, lol.

So I'm just going to post some quotes cause I'm really tired for some reason... -le sigh-


“Maybe it doesn't really matter if you wear your heart on your sleeve or if you lock it up in a box away from the world. In the end, everyone gets hurt.”

“Please don’t forget that there are people out there who really matter and who really care.”

“When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.”

“"Pooh?" asked Piglet,
"You have a lot of friends, don't you?"
"Yes," said Pooh "But only one Piglet."”
(I’M SO SORRY. IT’S JUST… SO ADORABLE. :D)

“Teenage love is like a light bulb. It turns on and off.
Sometimes it just decides not to work.
At the beginning of the relationship it’s bright, but at some point of time,
the light bulb is going to die. And you end up replacing it.”

“Love is a little bit like a roller coaster,
it has its ups and downs, highs and lows, twists and turns,
but in the end, you'll end up smiling or crying.”

“Never tell people to remain the same,
because the truth is everyone changes.
Every little decision you make, changes you.
People change everyday.”

“It doesn't matter where you came from.
All that matters is where are you going.”

“You wanna know why goodbyes hurt? It's because
people usually say goodbye at times when you least expect it.”

“Experience is a hard teacher. It gives you the tests first.
& the lesson comes later.”

Words can't bring us down!

HAHAHA, I'm becoming such a gleek. :)

But I digress: First about the swim meet. Lost, FUUUUUUUUUUUUU. At least I dropped a second in the 500... It was really close meet too! But I love my team. We're so great, haha. WV Varsity foreverrrr <3.

SO. Glee episode. God, I just... I just loved it. I loved how much more they got into Kurt and Mercedes, and no excess of Rachel singing. Cause damn Mercedes and Kurt can SING their faces off! Especially Mercedes version of "Beautiful" by Christina Aguilera. I really also liked "A House is not a home". Really touching song choice. And the bonding moment between Quinn and Mercedes? It melted my heart. It was beautiful. I feel like Beautiful was almost written for Mercedes as a character. It just went so well with... with it. It was just a wonderful episode. Well. Other than Mr, Schue and April. That was weird. But it was ok, just definetly not as good as the high school stuff. :).

So yeah. I definetly don't have Mercedes "Beautiful" song on repeat. Cause Lord knows I'd never be caught DEAD listening to Christina Aguilera. :D

NOTHIN ON YOU. :P

Thank you for existing. Seriously, thank you for making me who I am now. Oh don't flatter yourself, it's not any real influence of you. You just helped me go a different direction then I was before. Hun, I'm a completely different person than the one then y'all first knew.

For one thing, I've become more foul mouthed. I've become a hell lot more closer to my family. And closer to alot more people. I know alot more people, and I actually talk to people. And I don't give a shit about the people I don't like. I'm pretty sure that girl still dislikes me very much, but is it bad that I don't give a shit if she does? I've become alot smarter, alot less emotional (although they're still there. I slip every once in awhile but who doesn't).

I think before I wasn't really sure. About anything. Now I'm sure of alot of things. Even the things I'm unsure of. If that makes sense. I guess it doesn't. I'm alot different, and I think alot better. Not sure if it was the same for you. I hope you didn't become something... well idiotic. That would be quite tragic.

Swim team is AWESOMEEE.

OMG, Iron Man's was the greatest. EVER. :). So I swam the 500 girls relay, 200 coed relay & 250 wild card for girls. Really fun day. We got 4th (STUPID EXHIBITION LANE. FUUUUUUUU), 5th, and 2nd respectively for those events. Wild Card was major fun. We were all like: "Ok, as long as Suranee gets the 100, we're fine", haha. Suranee said that Coach wanted her to swim the 100 back. Welp, she got the 100 back. FUUUU :X. Hahaha. Still got 2nd.

We got alot of first places. It was awesome. Especially our 250 coed wildcard. So we were talking about it earlier how our perfect wild card race would go: Christine swimming the 100 free, Jaromy with the 50 breast, Chi with the 50 back & Anton with the 50 fly. And guess what. DREAM RELAY HAPPENED. And we beat the record by 2 seconds! HELL YEAH. Plus we got to see Jake jump when he saw the time. He was SOOOOO excited, LOL.

So they were annoucing points and who won and all. AND WE GOT 1ST. WE WON IRON MANS. WE BEAT RB. HELL YEAH. WE GOT FREAKING FIRST. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAH. Soooo freaking epic. It was frakking great man. 8D. I feel sorry for the 2nd place team. We were all screaming and exicted when they annouced 2nd because we knew we got first, haha. XD. So all in all great swim day. Although I'm sick now, haha. I can barely talk cause I screamed so much. Plus I woke up with a sore throat. Fuuu.

Oh yeah. I also have a date to prom. It's one of my friends, but he's pretty cool so it's all good. :D. It was hilarious how he asked me though. "Will you go to prom with me?? I don't have anyone else to go with... D8". FUUU haha.

Blah, I'm so tired. I'm probably going to retire relatively early today. :/

btw I LOVE WESTVIEW VARSITY SWIM TEAM. The picture of y'all, I'm most definetly hanging up in my dorm room when I go off to college <3>

OPEN YOUR HEART TO ME~

HAHA, I'm so loving glee at the moment. But first: it was sooo depressing. The clouds looked so promising that it was going to lightning. And it didn't. We even did the lightning dance Shuchi taught us. When it actually did lightning. FUUUUUUUU. D8

Anyways. The icon? Yeah. My favorite part of the episode. :). Made me LOL so hard. Listening to the Glee rendition of Open your Heart on repeat. I really really LOVE IT. I loved the scene too. It made me actually like Finn and Rachel as a couple. Personally, I really like Puck and Rachel. Cause I'm a weirdo like that. But it was adorableee. And yeah, Jon Groff freaks me out, I'm NOT going to lie.

And I loveee Kurt and Mercedes as characters. And in general. Same with Tina and Artie. SO FREAKING CUTE ARGAGAGAGAGAGAGA.

Off to read some trashy Puckleberry (This is the legit name for Puck and Rachel. I know I LOVE IT) fanfiction :)

Only got 4 minutes man

So today was pretty much a WASTE of school, haha. Got to school at around 9:30, then half of my classes I went to AP bubbling. Which I only have to do once. So it was pretty dumbastic. 3rd period was pretty awesome. Art class we spent the whole time making a horseshoe tosser thing. And played horseshoes for like the last 15 minutes of class. Awesome. 8).

Swim meet was ok. Just like to note that I loveeeeeeee my swim team, haha. Didn't swim that great, and it rained but dang I love them. So awesome. :).

OMG I LOVE GLEE. Even it's awkward conversations. I just love Glee. :D. The Madonna episode was PURE GOLD. I love the rendition of 4 minutes. And also the song Rachel and Finn sung together? Soooo deliciously awkward :)

KEEP YOUR HEAD UP!

Haha, in kind of a silly mood todayyy. Listening to Keep your Head Up by Milkcan on repeatttt. So excited - I get to sleep in for the rest of this week! HOORAYYY :). Great song, I lurveee it. :D

BTW, the 1940's version of Pride and Prejudice is HILARIOUS. I suggest you watch it if you've watched the other versions. It is GREATLY DIFFERENT. And so bad, it's good. :)

Quotes? plz.

“Our dreams are what guide us, our future is what forms us
The lessons we learn are what built the better in us.”

“Worrying is a waste of time. It doesn't change anything, it just messes with your mind and steals your happiness.”

“I kinda just wanna run away. Not cause things are bad, or cause there's something to run from, just cause there's nothing in particular keeping me here.”

“Someday I'll fly, someday I'll soar. Someday I'll be so damn much more 'cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for”

“Everything I'm not, made me everything I am.”

“A 5 year old boy asked his friend what is friendship?
He replied, "friendship is when you steal my chocolates
everyday from my bag, and yet I still keep them in the same place.”

Ok, just one sappy one. I think it’s cute. For some reason.

“How do you know when he really loves you?
It's when you scream and he calms you,
when you slap him and he kisses you,
when you cry yet he hugs you,
when you tell him you hate him, he tells you he loves you.”

Just live~

SOOO I watched the Eden of the East movie. King of Eden. It was... awesome. And weird. And cute. And just generally a very enjoyable movie. I REALLY can't wait for the next movie! D8.

So there was this scene (SPOILERY.) In which they go on the merry go round, and if they collect the rings. And if you get it, you can get another free ride on the merry go round. I SO KNOW THERE IS ONE HERE WHERE I LIVE. I HAVE GONE ON IT. Haha, except for them, you have to collect all 10 rings or something to get a free ride. I remember me and my friends went on it, and Tony got all but 1. He was so pissed, haha.

So, I am DEFINETLY excited for my prom. Like irrationally. Our theme is James Bond and it's at a really pretty place downtown. I REALLY want to have a squirt gun fight through the fountains there. And I really want to get a dress like Camille from Quantum of Solace wears. But then I need to find a douche looking white guy to be my Daniel Craig. :). (seriously, because of watching the Power of One, I now can only look at Daniel Craig and think: NAZI.) It's a really pretty, simple black dress. :D

... so yeah, I'm pretty kinda randommm right now. :P

Shit happens.

You know, I used to think we'd always be friends. Then you know, shit happens. I did stuff, you did stuff - friends no more. Sure fine. People change - I can understand that. I was never mad at you, ya know. But guess what? Now I look at you, and I honestly feel pity.

I remember you didn't give a crap what you looked like. Now your all dolled up, in nice clothes, putting on makeup and doing your hair. I don't understand girls like that honestly. I wonder if that stuff is comfortable. And I wonder if your trying to impress anyone in that getup. Cause hun, your not impressing me.

And yeah, you have the maturity of a three year old. Do you really know shit about life? About people? Girl, she was trying to be your friend again than one day you just go back to disliking her again? Man, sounds like 1st grade all over again.

And actually? This all rather annoying. Alot of people are. I don't know how I tolerated it back then. I'd be quite satisfied with punching a couple of you in the face. Just get over yourselves. Stop with the shit drama.

Kids these days.

BOLLYWOOD LOVE.

Fuuuuuuuuuun meet if I do say so myself. I didn't swim very well, but I love cheering. I cheer so much, my feet hurt from walking back & forth on the deck, haha.

OMG, I LOVE BOLLYWOOD. So much. Makes my life. Especially Lagaan. I love Lagaan soooo freaking much. We watched another Bollywood clip where he sings Pretty Woman. Which is... absolutely hilarious and awesome at the same time. It's awesome. So cheesy from what we watched though, haha. Dude, the rain song from Lagaan was stuck in my head ALL morning. It sucked sooo bad yet was totally awesome. :D

& he's in every flinch I make
When I think of that time.
He's in every blank stare
given to the ground
He's in my clouded eyes
when I happen across
a picture on my phone.
It's not usually there
but when it is...
I don't know what to do.

you begin to wonder why you came

"What are you doing here? I need to be sleeping..." She looked around the darkness that surrounded her. "And aren't you supposed to be a girl? It's been awhile since I've seen you though."

"I'm a figment of your mind. I don't have a gender." he snorted, rolling his eyes. "And you know why you can't sleep. Both of us know why."

She stays silent, because she doesn't want to talk. She wants to sleep. "They just... I just keep thinking of them. The memories. So sweet yet so... so bitter. I don't want to. I want to sleep. I want to forget."

"Whatever will you do? It's not like you can get spontaneous amnesia. We're not in an anime. You're just going to keep remembering." He sounds bored, like he's heard it before. He probably has.

"I just have to live with them. I... He was the sweetest person I've ever met you know. Too nice for his own good. Too good for me. I would of broken his heart. Or maybe I already did. I think I ended up hurting myself more in the process. I'm... I'm plagued with these thoughts now. Of just... him. I wish I could hate him and never think of him. I wish I could. But I just get... these memories playing in my head. Over and over."

"Why?"

I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know....

"Hun, we both know the memories will die down. They did last time. But what'll happen when you see him again?"

"The same process will happen. This is why I need to get out of here. Get the fuck out of here, and never see him again. Maybe they'll go away. You know, it's hard. Acting like something's not eating at you. It's not big, but it makes you blanche. Just... I'm strong now. I won't cry. But sometimes I feel like... I dunno."

"Well, our time is up for today." he interrupted. "I'll see you tomorrow"

She slowly starts to fade into her dreams "For how long? How long til I return to normalcy?"

"Hun, that's your choice. Not mine."

How to save a life.

I wish you were the worst person in the fucking world. I wish you would have treated me like shit. Like I deserve to be. Maybe then I wouldn't flinch when I see you, and struggle whether I even want to see you, or if I want to run away.

Maybe that's why I ran away then. I hate thinking about this. I hate it, but I feel like there's some reel in my fucking head to a movie I used to love, but I can't watch it anymore because it's too painful, but the TV won't turn off. I wish you would have chased after me. Back then, maybe if... I probably could of been convinced otherwise. Or did you feel the same as me? Now I look back and wondered why I didn't even try talking. And I always know why I didn't.

I'm too far gone. I've always been too far gone. I don't know why I thought I could. I wanted to believe I could I guess. That I could give someone something that didn't feel worthless. I don't think I can.

You are the reason I want to get the fuck out here. I never want to see you again because it causes me too much pain. I want to just run away, get out. Just get out and erase all those good memories from my head. The ones that are always in the back of my head. I love them and I hate them, love hate love hate love hate love hate hate hate.

Don't get near me, Don't ever look my way, just go away. I'm trying to be strong, you see. I hate being weak. I hate feeling like I'm about to break under all the pressure that mounds up in my body. Sometimes I wish I could go six feet under, or just disappear from the face of the planet, and I wonder if anyone would notice, or care.

It's hard to think sometimes. Because they come back and I can't stand it. I wonder if you can't stand thinking about it too. Probably not. You probably don't think about it at all. But I do. I do I do I do I do I do I do I do. I wish they'd go away. Usually it's not bad though. Usually it's just a flash. A flash of bittersweet uncomfortability. Now it just overflows and I knew this would happen.

I want to disappear. Turn into nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing.

Breasthat. :O

SO I TOTALLY WENT TO SEE HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON TODAY. AND I FRIGGEN LOVED IT <3. No seriously, It was one of the most charming, awesome, adorable movies I've seen. I love the characters, especially Hiccup and Toothless. Hiccup is such a klutz, and just all around likeable character. And Toothless. GOD, I WANT A DRAGON NOW. :. I just loved him. He is so friggen adorable. Everything about him is adorable. I could rant on and on about how much I love him, but that's not going to happen, since I can see you already get the point that I love that friggen dragon. :D

Oh and my dad got FF13 today. But won't let me play it til he's done. OTL.
But I saw the beginning sequence and the very beginning of the game. And GODDAMMIT it is the most stunning animation I have ever seen in my life. Ever. I'm jealous of how beautiful the game is. EXTREMELY jealous. And dammit Lightning kicks so much ass. D8. I'm definetly most jealous of her ass kicking ability. D:<

And I saw my old ENS 3-4 teacher at Wendy's. It was kinda weird. I haven't seen him in 4 years, so at first I was like "LOL WHO ARE YOU, AND WHY DO YOU LOOK FAMILIAR D:" but then I figured it out. It was awesomely weird. :D

So... I'm going to go back to reading this manga. It's really weird. But it's decent, :)

battlefield? :O

Surveyyy blog. Hahahaha. :P

Stereotype Bolding
[made by Brianna @ xanga.com/surveys_for_nimrods]

HIPPIE.
1x I love long, flowy peasant skirts.
2x I wear circular-shaped glasses.
3x I have long wavy or straight hair.
4x Peace and love, baby!
5x I own a peace sign necklace.
6x I'm very anti-war.
7x Make love, not war!
8x I'm a big environmentalist.
9x I prefer to go all-natural; so no make up for me, unless it's a very little amount.
10x Oh, and I don't like to shave either. It's just hair!
11x I could never hurt an animal.
12x I boycott products that test on animals.
13x My dream car is one of those vans with all colors and flowers painted on it.
14x My hair is to my hips, or longer.
15x I smoke weed frequently.
16x I think it should be legalized, too!
17x I own items with the cannabis symbol on it.
18x I wear sandals a lot.
19x I'm a vegetarian.
20x I try to recycle as often as possible.

PUNK.
1x I love the Ramones.
2x I wear a lot of skinny jeans and Doc Martens.
3x Oh, and I do love plaid!
4x I love go to shows performed by local bands.
5x I've had a mohawk, or considered getting one.
6x My hair has been dyed a crazy, unnatural color before.
7x I have facial piercing(s).
8x I stretch my ears.
9x I can't stand when people say Good Charlotte is punk. They're not, damnit!
10x I'm in a band.
11x I play an instrument.
12x I do things my own way, and I don't care what anyone thinks.
13x I'm a big fan of DIY.
14x I make a lot of my own clothes, or alter a lot of them.
15x I support independent stores and local bands.
16x I'm not a fan of most mainstream things.
17x I can see myself ending up with a lot of piercings and/or tattoos.
18x People stare at me or my clothes a lot when I'm out in public.
19x I like the Misfits.
20x Oi!

GOTH.
1x My favorite band is Bauhaus.
2x I wear a lot of black.
3x Where would I be without black eyeliner?
4x Mmm, fishnets.
5x I have jewelry with the Egyptian ankh on it.
6x Marilyn Manson isn't goth. *sighs*
7x Neither is Evanescence.
8x I've been on goth.net before.
9x My grandparents don't approve of the way I dress.
10x I listen to bands that most people probably have never heard of.
11x I frequent goth clubs.
12x I'm very pale.
13x I intentionally stay out of the sun so I stay pale.
14x I'm wearing a black shirt right now.
15x I've worn black lipstick before.
16x Halloween is my favorite holiday!
17x I love spiders.
18x Having a pet tarantula would actually be cool.
19x I write a lot.
20x I enjoy classical music.

PREP.
1x Yay Hollister!
2x I get good grades in school.
3x I actually go to a prepatory school.
4x I study a lot and make sure to focus on my schoolwork.
5x I play sports.
6x I love polos.
7x Most of my clothing is pretty pricey.
8x My parents have a lot of money.
9x I wouldn't be caught dead in all black.
10x Pleated skirts are just so cute!
11x I stay away from drugs and smoking.
12x Some people think of me as a goody two shoes.
13x I wear Uggs.
14x I wear Birkenstocks.
15x I'm in a lot of Honors or AP classes.
16x I get straight A's most of the time.
17x I like going to the beach.
18x I wish I had naturally blonde hair.
19x I'd die without Abercrombie!
20x The only facial piercing I'd ever want is a nose stud.

TOMBOY.
1x Why is everyone so concerned about shopping? It's not that great.
2x I wear baggy clothes a lot.
3x Most of my friends are guys.
4x ...and they think of me as "one of the guys".
5x I play a lot of sports.
6x My hair is usually up in a ponytail, or it's short.
7x I don't bother with makeup most of the time.
8x Sometimes people pressure me to be more "girly".
9x I've been called a tomboy before.
10x I rather play basketball than get my nails done.
11x I've never gotten a manicure and/or pedicure before.
12x I usually don't do anything to my hair when I get out of the shower.
13x I'm outside playing all day.
14x I'll admit, most of my clothes aren't that flattering.
15x I wear sports jerseys a lot.
16x Socks + Adidas sandals = love.
17x I don't care about my looks that much.
18x I've tried makeup, but it just wasn't for me.
19x I rather hang out with my dad than with my mom.
20x I want a career involving sports.

GIRLY GIRL.
1x I love shopping!
2x I'm nearly always texting.
3x My phone is actually pink.
4x Pink is my favorite color.
5x I enjoy anything sparkly or glittery.
6x I wear lots of makeup.
7x I enjoy doing other people's makeup and hair.
8x I don't like to get my hands dirty.
9x I spend over an hour getting ready every day.
10x My dream car is pink.
11x Nothing is more important than looking pretty.
12x I wouldn't leave the house without makeup on.
13x I love boys!
14x I'm a big flirt.
15x Did someone say Starbucks?!
16x Screw school, let's go to the mall!
17x Valentine's Day is my favorite holiday. Sooo romantic!
18x I loved The Notebook.
19x I love Disney movies.
20x I wear high heels.

NERD.
1x I'm on the computer a lot.
2x My best class is math.
3x I get good grades all the time.
4x I wear glasses.
5x I have braces.
6x I've worn suspenders before.
7x I'll admit, some of my pants are floods/high waters.
8x I wear my socks up high.
9x I'm a teacher's pet.
10x People usually ask me for help when it comes to math.
11x I've tutored someone before.
12x My parents are never disapointed with my report card.
13x Unlike most people, I actually enjoy school.
14x I have a pocket protecter.
15x My dream job is an accountant or something else math-based.
16x Bill Gates is my role model.
17x I'm involved in a lot of after-school activities.
18x I'm not on any sports teams though.
19x I don't have many friends.
20x I get made fun of a lot.

AVERAGE JOE.
1x I'm a jeans and t-shirt type of person.
2x I usually go straight home after school.
3x I'm not a great student, but I'm not a bad one either.
4x School's alright.
5x I usually blend right into the crowd because my clothes aren't that special.
6x I'm not looking to go to any special college really.
7x I don't have much school spirit.
8x I'm not in any clubs or on any sports teams.
9x I'm kind of just "there" at school.
10x I wear blue jeans mostly every day.
11x I wear converse--they're simple and go with anything.
12x I don't spend a lot of money on clothes.
13x I like to listen to music and be with friends, like most teenagers.
14x I've tried drugs and/or smoking, but it's not that great.
15x I don't get out all that much.
16x I blog.
17x I don't care much about politics.
18x My AIM font or profile is pretty simple.
19x And that's how I like everything... plain and simple.
20x My room has very little decor.

[made by Brianna @ xanga.com/surveys_for_nimrods]

Bold the ones that you know of!

2000
1.Who Let The Dogs Out? -Baha Men
2. All The Small Things -Blink 182
3. Amazed -Lonestar
4. Oops, I Did It Again -Britney Spears
5. Graduation -Vitamin C
6. Bye, Bye, Bye -N*Sync
7. Independent Woman -Destiny's Child
8. Let's Make Love - Tim McGraw and Faith Hill
9. Zombie Nation - Kernkraft 4000
10. I Turn To You - Christina Aguilera
11. I Knew I Loved You - Savage Garden
12. It's My Life - Bon Jovi
13. Breathe - Faith Hill
14. Shake Your Bon-Bon - Ricky Martin
15. Blue (Da Ba Dee) - Eiffel 65
16. Goobye Earl - Dixie Chicks
17. Let's Get Married - Jagged Edge
18. The Bad Touch - Bloodhound Gang
19. The Real Slim Shady - Eminem
20. Say My Name - Destiny's Child
21. It's Gonna Be Me - N*Sync
22. Party Up - DMX
23. Sexual (Li Da Di) - Amber
24. Country Grammar - Nelly
25. Aaron's Party (Come Get It) - Aaron Carter

2001
1. Hanging By A Moment -Lifehouse
2. Fallin' -Alicia Keys
3. All For You -Janet
4. If You're Gone -Matchbox Twenty
5. I'M Real -Jennifer Lopez ft. Ja Rule
6. Drops Of Jupiter (Tell Me) -Train
7. Let Me Blow Ya Mind -Eve ft. Gwen Stefani
8. Thank You -Dido
9. Hit 'Em Up Style (Oops!) -Blu Cantrell
10. Independent Women Part I -Destiny's Child
11. Again -Lenny Kravitz
12. It'S Been Awhile -Staind
13. Stutter -Joe ft. Mystikal
14. It Wasn'T Me' -Shaggy ft. Ricardo "RikRok" Ducent
15. U Remind Me -Usher
16. Where The Party At -Jagged Edge With Nelly
17. Angel -Shaggy Featuring Rayvon
18. Ride Wit Me -Nelly Featuring City Spud
19. Peaches & Cream -112
20. Follow Me -Uncle Kracker
21. Drive -Incubus
22. What Would You Do? -Alicia Keys
23. Survivor -Destiny's Child
24. Lady Marmalade -Christina Aguilera, Lil' Kim, Mya & Pink
25. Ms. Jackson -OutKast

2002
1. A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson
2. Hot In Herre - Nelly
3. Complicated - Avril Lavigne
4. Girlfriend - N Sync & Nelly
5. Sk8er Boi - Avril Lavigne
6. Can't Fight The Moonlight - LeAnn Rimes
7. Dirrty - Christina Aguilera
8. A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
9. Heaven - DJ Sammy
10. Gimme The Light - Sean Paul
11. The World's Greatest - R Kelly
12. Jenny From The Block - Jennifer Lopez Featuring Jadakiss & Styles
13. Courtesy of the Red, White and Blue (The Angry American) - Toby Keith
14. Goodbye To You - Michelle Branch
15. Can't Get You Out Of My Head - Kylie Minogue
16. The Game Of Love - Santana Featuring Michelle Branch
17. Young'n (Holla Back) - Fabolous
18. She Hates Me - Puddle Of Mudd
19. Starry Eyed Surprise - Oakenfold Featuring Shifty Shellshock
20. The Middle - Jimmy Eat World
21. Say I Yi Yi - Ying Yang Twins
22. Just A Friend 2002 - Mario
23. Hey Baby - No Doubt and Bounty Killer
24. Work It - Missy "Misdemeanor" Elliott
25. U Don't Have To Call - Usher

2003
1. In Da Club -50 Cent
2. Crazy in Love -Beyonce w. Jay-Z
3. Get Busy -Sean Paul
4. When I'm Gone -Three Doors Down
5. Ignition -R Kelly
6. Baby Boy -Beyonce w. Sean Paul
7. This is the Night -Clay Aiken
8. Bring Me To Life -Evanescence
9. Right Thurr -Chingy
10. Unwell -Matchbox Twenty
11. Picture -Kid Rock w. Sheryl Crow
12. Drift Away -Uncle Kracker & Dobie Gray
13. Get Low -Lil' John & The East Side Boyz
14. Beautiful -Christina Aguilera
15. I'm With You -Avril Lavigne
16. Miss You -Aalyiah
17. 21 Questions -50 Cent & Nate Dogg
18. Shake Ya Tailfeather Nelly -P. Diddy and Murphy Lee
19. All I Have -Jennifer Lopez & LL Cool J
20. I Know What You Want -Busta Rhymes & Mariah Carey
21. Magic Stick -Lil' Kim w. 50 Cent
22. Bump Bump Bump -B2K and P. Diddy
23. Flying Without Wings -Ruben Studdard
24. Here Without You -3 Doors Down
25. Work It -Missy Elliot

2004
1. Yeah! -Usher
2. Burn -Usher
3. This Love -Maroon 5
4. The Way You Move -Outkast
5. If I Ain't Got You -Alecia Keys
6. Hey Ya! -Outkast
7. I Don't Wanna Know -Mario Winans
8. The Reason -Hoobastank
9. Confessions Part II -Usher
10. My Immortal -Evanescence
11. Naughty Girl -Beyonce
12. Let's Get It Started -Black Eyed Peas
13. My Boo -Usher and Alecia Keys
14. She Will Be Loved -Maroon 5
15. The First Cut Is the Deepest -Sheryl Crow
16. Toxic -Britney Spears
17. Someday -Nickelback
18. I Believe -Fantasia
19. Breakaway -Kelly Clarkson
20. Slow Jamz -Twista
21. Dirt Off Your Shoulder -Jay-Z
22. Freak-A-Leek -Petey Pablo
23. The Way -Clay Aiken
24. Numb -Linkin' Park
25. Dip It Low -Christina Milian


2005
1. We Belong Together -Mariah Carey
2. Let Me Love You -Mario
3. Since U Been Gone -Kelly Clarkson
4. Hollaback Girl -Gwen Stefani
5. Boulevard of Broken Dreams -Greenday
6. Don't Cha -The Pussycat Dolls and Busta Rhymes
7. Candy Shop -50 Cent
8. 1, 2, Step -Ciara and Missy Elliot
9. Gold Digger -Kanye West
10. Don't Phunk With My Heart -The Black Eyed Peas
11. Drop It Like It's Hot -Snoop Dogg
12. Shake It Off -Mariah Carey
13. Disco Inferno -50 Cent
14. Behind These Hazel Eyes -Kelly Clarkson
15. Beverly Hills -Weezer
16. Just a Lil Bit -50 Cent
17. Lose Control -Missy Elliot
18. How We Do -The Game & 50 Cent
19. You & Me -Lifehouse
20. Soldier -Destiny's Child
21. Rich Girl -Gwen Stefani
22. Mr. Brightside -The Killers
23. Oh -Ciara and Ludacris
24. Pon De Replay -Rihanna
25. Hate It Or Love It -The Game and 50 Cent


2006
1. Sexyback - Justin Timberlake
2. Hips Don't Lie - Shakira featuring Wyclef Jean
3. Promiscuous - Nelly Furtado featuring Timbaland
4. Everytime We Touch - Cascada
5. Temperature - Sean Paul
6. S.O.S. - Rihanna
7. Beep - Pussy Cat Dolls
8. Waiting On The World To Change - John Mayer
9. Pump It - Black Eyed Peas
10. You're Beautiful - James Blunt
11. Maneater - Nelly Furtado
12. Single - Natasha Bedingfield
13. What Hurts the Most - Rascall Flatts
14. Lean Wit It, Rock Wit It - Dem Franchise Boys
15. Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson
16. It's Goin' Down - Young Joc
17. Dance, Dance -Fall Out Boy
18. Smack That - Akon & Eminem
19. I Write Songs, Not Tragedies - Panic! At the Disco <- Sins, not songs.
20. We're All In This Together - High School Musical Cast
21. Ms. New Booty - Bubba Sparx
22. How To Save A Life - The Fray
23. Rompe - Daddy Yankee
24. Check On It - Beyonce Featuring Slim Thugg
25. Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol

2007
1. The Sweet Escape -Gwen Stefani & Akon

2. Girlfriend -Avril Lavigne

3. Irreplaceable -Beyonce

4. Before He Cheats -Carrie Underwood

5. Crank Dat -Soulja Boy

6. Rehab -Amy Winehouse

7. Umbrella -Rhianna

8. Hey There Delilah -Plain White T's

9. Glamorous -Fergie

10. I Wanna Luv U -Akon

11. Bubbly -Colbie Caillat

12. Walk It Out -Unk

13. Don't Matter -Akon

14. Fergalicious -Fergie

15. Lip Gloss -Lil Mama

16. Candyman -Christina Aguilera

17. Break It Off -Rhianna

18. S.O.S. -Jonas Brothers

19. Stronger -Kanye West

20. Thks Fr Th Mmrs -Fall Out Boy

21. Pop, Lock and Drop It -Huey

22. Shut Up and Drive -Rhianna

23. Because of You -Ne-Yo

24. Home -Daughtry

25. Tattoo -Jordan Sparks

2008

1. So What - Pink

2. Just Dance - Lady Gaga

3. Leavin' - Jesse McCartney

4. I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

5. Gives You Hell - All-American Rejects

6. Damaged - Danity Kane

7. Shake It - Metro Station

8. Love Story - Taylor Swift

9. When I Grow Up - Pussycat Dolls

10. I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry

11. Don't Stop The Music - Rihanna

12. Burnin' Up - Jonas Brothers

13. Low - Flo Rida featuring T-Pain

14. Calabria - Enur featuring Natasja

15. Love Like This - Natasha Bedingfield and Sean Kingston

16. 7 Things - Miley Cyrus

17. Lollipop - Lil Wayne

18. Pocketful of Sunshine - Natasha Bedingfield

19. Circus - Britney Spears

20. Summertime - New Kids On The Block

21. Our Song- Taylor Swift

22. All Summer Long - Kid Rock

23. Closer - Ne-Yo

24. Viva La Vida - Coldplay

25. See You Again - Miley Cyrus

2009

1. Boom Boom Pow - Black Eyed Peas

2. I Gotta Feeling - Black Eyed Peas

3. I Know You Want Me (Calle Oche) - Pitbull

4. You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

5. Lovegame - Lady Gaga

6. Don't Trust Me - 3OH3!

7. Please Don't Leave Me - Pink

8. Right Round - Flo-Rida

9. Poker Face - Lady Gaga

10. Goodbye - Kristinia Debarge

11. Say Hey - Evan Taubenfeld Michael Franti & Spearhead

12. New Divide - Linkin Park

13. The Climb - Miley Cyrus

14. Best I Ever had - Drake

15. Good Girls Go Bad - Cobra Starship Featuring Leighton Meester

16. Lucky - Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillet

17. Waking Up In Vegas - Katy Perry

18. Paranoid - Jonas Brothers

19. Wanted - Jessie James

20. Fire Burning - Sean Kingston

21. Not Meant To Be - Theory of a Deadman

22. Love, Sex and Magic - Ciara & Justin Timberlake

23. Use Somebody - Kings of Leon

24. Day N Nite - Kid Cuti

25. Hoedown Throwdown - Miley Cyrus

Aint that mister mister~

Mmm, lastt day of practices. One more practice and then I'm freeeee! Wheee! Still haven't done ANY studying / homework... >_<;. This weekend is gunna pretty ok though. Going with the girls to decorate our team shirts on Friday, And before I do, probably gunna cut my hair and see a movie with my dad. Thinking of cutting my hair waaaaaaay short. Like Audrey Hepburn in Roman Holiday short. My hair is too long now. I don't like it. D8 Sunday is an Anime Con, which I'm pretty psyched for. :). Never been to one haha. XP.

WE PLAYED HYPOXY PEOPLE TODAY, HAHA YESSSS. And then afterwards I went to b-fast with JonHu, Kotow and Kellio. :) Fun stuff. The guys left me and Kellio by ourselves! Chilvary died when they drove off, lol.

So. One week by Bare Naked Ladies is an awesome song. But damn how can that guy sing it?? O_O. Haha, it was stuck in my head all through practice. That and All Star by Smash Mouth. Both really hyperactive songs. :X

we're wasted, no no~

'Nother roomate survey, haha.

Name: I have a name. :)
Hometown: Somewhere in the USA.
High school: WVHS

Dorm you want to live in: :P
Going to pledge to a fraternity or sorority?: Honestly, from what I've heard from the people who go to my colleges, the sororities get WAYYY out of hand. So I'd rather not.
Any sports or clubs: DEFINETLY gunna try to get in some sports, since I swam througout my entire life. Maybe Club Swim or Waterpolo. But I saw alot of really cool clubs like Swing Dancing. :). So I dunno, depends on how busy I am.

How do you enjoy your time? Doing relatively nerdy things which consist of reading, anime, manga, video games. I love the water though - the beach and the pool are always welcome.
Party? Nahhh, not really.
Drink? I personally don't like the taste of alcohol.
Smoke? And I can't stand cigarettes.

Favorite music (go to concerts much?): Honestly, I've only been to one concert, and it was a country (Rascal Flatts). I should go to more concerts, but loud music gives me crazy headaches. Music I like... I like a mix of stuff. I have favorite artists sure; Mayday Parade, Cartel, All American Rejects - but I more like different songs that just a single artist.
Favorite food: I'm kinda picky... I really like Chinse food I guess (Dim Summm), And Italian Food. I dunno, I like alot of foods and dislike alot. I think my favorites are snack foods though, as I never get tired of things like Goldfish, Triscuit, etc.
Favorite place to visit: The Beach, and just wandering around in shopping areas and such. I like to walk places.
Favorite place to hang out: In my room -ttl loser-

Have you ever shared a room before? Ehh, on vacations with my brother. Don't know if that counts.
Night owl/early bird? I'm not really either. :/
How important are your grades to you? They're pretty important. I like to avoid getting shit grades, thanks.
Mind having people in your room, late night? As a matter of fact I do... only when I'm trying to sleep / am very sleepy.
Mind having people visit from home and stay in the room? Personally, not really. The dorms are small enough as is.
Do you bring the drama? Nahh, not really.
How often do you talk on the phone? I really hate making phone calls. So not alot.
Do you have any unordinary habits? Haha, they should use the word weird. XD. Ummm, Well mostly in just the way I dress I have weird habits. Other than that not really.
Do you consider yourself clean, what is "clean"? Hahaha, I'm probably considered a pig. But if it really is a big problem. I do clean up. Hygenically, I take a shower everyday (sometimes more after swim). I really dislike people who don't have a sense of personal hygiene.
Outgoing or shy? At first, I'm pretty shy. But I'm pretty outgoing after ya get to know me.
Active or lazy? Haha, Both. I can be EXTREMELY lazy, but I do like to go out and do stuff.
Do you know a lot of people going here (currently or next year)? Actually I know only 1 person going there next year. And only because he's in one my HR teacher's classes. I don't know him personally.

Anything else about yourself that you'd like other people to know? I'm really weird.

Roomate surveyyy

Haha, nother post today. Just a random college roomate survey thing. :)

Name: NAMELY NAME GOES HERE.
Gender: Mostly girl.
Intended Dorm: LALALALALALA.
Hometown: ALSO A LALALA
Intended Major: an Engineering
Morning or Night Person: I'm more of a middle of the day person...
Partying: Eh. Not really.
Smoker: Cigarettes are disgusting.
Drinker: And so is alcohol.
Interested In (Boys/Girls): I LIKE BOYS! (breaks out in the dance from Teen Witch)
One Adjective to Describe Yourself: Weird.
Hobbies: I'm really nerdy. So seriously, you wouldn't think its that bad but it is. Video games, Anime, Manga, Comic Books, you name it, I'm part of that nerdiness. But I do swim alot.
Goals In Life: Honestly, my goal is to be happy.
Any Odd Living Habits: Hmmm... I can't think of any right now.
Loud (Y/N): I'm pretty shy at first, but then... yeah, I'm really loud.
Neat Freak (Y/N): HAHA no. Not at all. But I try to keep my stuff in order.
Can Roommates Borrow Your Stuff (Y/N): Ehhh, this I'm kind of iffy on. It really depends on what it is I guess.
Any Other Interesting Facts: I'm pretty much always in the water (this includes the beach. LOVE the beach), I'm really weird, and well I'm me.

Over my head, over my head.

Doing alot of college research lately. I'm in kind of a dilemma of stress about the future, you know? Just looking at the price of the of the materials I'll need to get... Ugh. First I need a drawing kit that will cost about 300 bucks, then I need A set of Adobe programs that's about 400 bucks. Lab fees for all the ARCH classes I'll be taking are 100 per class. For materials. Ugh, I need to get all this stuff. I hope my computer's up to regulation / can handle it. I also need a printer and maybe even a scanner. And probably an external drive to get more memory...

I've got alot to do, and I'm just... nervous. I feel like I'm in over my head with all of this. I dunno. I wish I could just relax, take a deep breath and tell myself everything will work out in the end. I dunno, It's just hard to explain.

Everyone knows I'm in over my head, over my head...

And all the roads we have to walk are winding~

Oh god, as much I love Percy Jackson and the Olympians, the movies sucked.... FUUU HOW DO I CHOOSE BETWEEN HARRY POTTER AND PERCY JACKSON OTL. So yeah, pretty much spent this easter Sunday eating at Dim Sum, browsing an Asian store (Since y'know. Stores run by europeans are all closed due to easter, HAHA), then walking around and getting some yogurt.

Yeah, today's been pretty chillax. Haha, did pretty much nothing. Blah, I'm about to enter Victory Road in Soul Silver. I really don't want to. I hate Victory Road. In general I hate that area since well... lack of pokemon center means I can't switch out my pokemon. And since I'm in a different area, it doesn't work to fly back. FUUUUUUUUU. DAMN YOU KANTO, LET ME FLY BACK TO JOHTO AND TO A DAMN POKEMON CENTER. D8

So yay spring break. SWIMMING ALOT OF THE TIME FTL. >_<;

always look on the bright side of life~

How old is the person you're currently interested in?
Gregory Peck is dead. :. And Ben Barnes lives in England D:

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
Perhaps.

Have you ever made anyone cry?
Hun, we've all made someone cry.

How long do you have until your birthday?
Awhile.

Who did you last talk to on the phone? For how long?
Mom. For not that long. XD

Will the next person you kiss be the same person you last kissed?
Well since the next person I kiss will be my first kiss... I dunno. I'm confused.

Are there any bruises/cuts on your body?
Probably on my knees from getting out of the pool, haha.

How late did you stay up last night?
10:30 >_>;

Do you know anyone who has been arrested?
Nope.

How are you feeling?
I'VE GOTTA FEELING.

Kissed someone in the past twenty-four hours?
Pfft, no.

Do you want someone to call you right now?
NO. No phone calls.

Last person you had a deep conversation with?
Define deep. :P

Do you like hugs?
Of course :)

Are you a loud person?
Er. Um. Yes.

Have you ever found it hard to tell anyone you love them?
No. Because if I do, I do. If I don't I don't.

Are you a shy person?
Kinda.

What is something you really want right now?
Eat gelato in front of the Eiffel Tower.

Is your best friend single?
Mmmm, maybe.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
My car? :D

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Yeah. It does.

Are you currently reading a book?
Not atm, but I am. Anna Karenina, I WILL finish you!

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
Open.

Did you speak with your father today?
Yeppp.

How did you wake up this morning?
Er. Iunno.

What do you want for your next birthday?
I dunno. But atm, GELATO.

What were you doing at 10:17 pm last night?
On my computer.

Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
YES. there are plenty.

Have you ever skipped school just because you were tired?
Nah.

If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
Probably.

How's your heart lately?
Haven't you heard? I'm a nobody. There is no heart to speak of.

How was saturday night?
Hmmm, what did I do? I don't recall at the moment.

How is your life?
Nice. :)

Ever walked on a rooftop?
No.

Has a boy ever called you babe/baby?
No. And if anyone did, I might punch them.

Are your toe nails painted pink?
No. :<

Has someone ever called you beautiful?
Pfft, no. Not that I remember, or care to.

Will you be in a relationship in 4 months?
I dunno. I'll just get into my time machine and ask myself then.

Are you wearing short shorts?
No.

Is your bra pink?
No.

Ever had a boy best friend?
Sort of.

Are you tan?
PFFFT YEAH. SWIMMER.

Do you wear a lot of makeup?
I don't WEAR makeup, lol.

Does anyone hate you?
probably.

What are you up to this weekend?
Going up to LA.

Are you happy with life?
Why does this survey keep asking things like this? are you checking to see if my answer changes as the survey goes on? XD

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No.

Do you miss anyone?
Sometimes.

Flowers?
Eh.

Do you swallow gum when you're done with it?
Ergh. No.

What would you do if you had a time machine?
Burn it. Haha, this reminds me of when I asked Mr. Scruggs what he'd do with a time machine and he answered "Go back to anciet greece... but I'd probably alter history by trying to speak to them in my mangled greek." XD