2/28/08

I'M A TERRIBLE PERSON

Happy birthday Yang!

... Yeah, I remembered that during Spanish. I'm a terrible person.

Ms. Tanaka's so morbid. We were talking about romanticism paintings in Humanities. She was so excited when she was telling us all the grusome details. I like the medusa one. It's very interesting - and reminds me of the Titanic. Except no tragic love story.

Heh heh. They ate each other.

Rawr, I'm a terrible person... I was laughing when Danny Noriega when he was singing & when David Archuleta was crying... >___>;; Ahahahahahaha.... Danny looked like such a girl today. xD;;;

Rawr, I'm so exhausted. Swimming in the morning & afternoon SUCKS. I can't wait for the weekend ;_;.

Lalala, David Archuleta is so cute, he's probably the target for all the rapists with little boy complexes. :D

... I HAVE WEIRD FRIENDS OKAY.

And Manga supports pedophiles. -cough- Sailor Moon -cough- >___>

2/26/08

REWJJHTIET

RAWR I HATE YOU T. DROPS 6 SECONDS IN 200 BACK @ JO'S. FUCK YOU, YOU FRIGGEN 8TH GRADED POWAYER. DISGRACE. DISGRAAAAAAAAAAACE.

... Sorry, I'm pissed off at him. I needed to get that out. Darn stupid face.

.... AMERICAN IDOL'S ON G2G.

I AM SO NOT A NOOB.

2/25/08

very platonic

No me gusta waking up @ 5:15 in the morning ~___~

Wahhh, Swim this week is painful. Swim in the morning & Afternoon...! How frightening..

I GOT A 100 IN A TANAKA ASSIGNMENT!!! -dances-

... And then I got a 78 on my sonnet test... -falls to pit of despair-

Heh Heh. Dobby Tsui's got a new crush. It's sooooo fun teasing her. :D She gets soo mad~ <3

You know, it's weird. I found KOB's old hat in my closet. It's a pure black trucker hat with a patch in the middle that says "Kill them all! Let God sort them out!" ... It made me remember alot of bittersweet memories of the freshman year.

... Maybe then it really did look like we were "going out" huh...

Regardless, I never felt anything really over platonic. He was (and still is, even if we don't talk as much anymore..) one of my best friends and the closest thing to a big brother I've ever had. I love him very much. In a very platonic way. :D

... I don't think I'm even capable of liking people unplatonically, I'm just that stupid... >___>

I do miss having big brother, little sister time (SHUT UP, HE'S LIKE A BIG BROTHER TO ME.) with KOB - but life goes on, and my family situation is ALOT better than it was freshman year, along with I'm actually not very close with alot of my friends anymore. Well sort of I am, but I kind of feel like one of those background friends...

Oh well, everything will figure itself out in the end. I'm an idiot, and will forever remain that way~

... DUDE, BROWN HAS THIS SUMMER PROGRAM... AND THEY HAVE SOOOO MUCH HISTORY CLASSES!!!!! O___________O <333333

... shutupIlovehistory D:

2/23/08

Just your atypical teenager

HOMG 3 DAYS SINCE UPDATING!

Sorry. In between swim, guitar hero, and TV there's nothing really to talk about.... Life is really dull right now... D:

Well I started looking at colleges again (What ELSE am I supposed to do with my free time nowadays >_>;;) Here are my top choices right now:

1) Yale -
2) Brown
3) Bowdoin

... All of these are on the East coast. Wow. Cold stuff coming my way. ;_;''

"I'm not going to be someone's honey, baby, sweetheart"

Listening to "Love Song" by Sara Bareilles and getting to know all these guys on my swim team... I don't really care about this anymore. I keep trying to imagine myself with someone and nothing appears. Not even a dream guy. It's just blank. Is something wrong with me? Aren't teenagers supposed to have uncontrollable hormones or something? Then why am I so disgusted / not caring about relationships?

... I guess I'm just your atypical teenager. Considering what I do, that's probably true. xD

What Should Your Zodiac Sign Be?
SurveysThatAmuse

Capricorn [The Goat]
[ ] You usually have a good sense of judgment.
[ ] You are well-mannered.
[ ] You set many goals for yourself.
[x] You hold grudges.
[ ] Patience is a strong point of yours.
[ ] You always make people laugh.
[ ] You keep your emotions to yourself.
[ ] The worst could always happen.
[x] Everything happens for a reason.
[ ] You can be greedy.
Total: 2

Aquarius [The Water Carrier]
[ ] You are friendly to people you meet.
[x] You hardly cry over things.
[ ] Honesty is the best policy.
[x] You like to be unique and creative.
[x] You are stubborn.
[x] People say you’re unpredictable.
[x] You are intelligent.
[x] Some consider you a rebel.
[ ] You’re good at arguing.
[ ] You’re always there to help a friend in need.
Total: 6

Pisces [The Fishes]
[ ] You are very sensitive.
[x] You have a wild imagination.
[ ] You’re very compassionate and kind.
[ ] You’re more of a follower than a leader.
[ ] You tend to put loved ones over yourself.
[x] It’s hard for you to choose sides.
[x] You don’t care too much about material things.
[ ] You have good instinct.
[ ] It’s hard for you to keep to your goals.
[x] You often try to escape the bad things in life by daydreaming, etc.
Total: 4

Aries [The Ram]
[x] You like adventures.
[x] You can be selfish.
[x] You don’t have much patience.
[x] You have a lot of pet-peeves.
[x] You have courage.
[ ] You have a lot of confidence.
[x] Sometimes, you can be over-enthusiastic.
[ ] You are good under stress.
[x] You don’t have much common sense.
[x] You’re always changing.
Total: 8

Taurus [The Bull]
[x] You are very reliable.
[ ] You get jealous easily.
[ ] You are loving towards everyone you know.
[ ] You are patient.
[ ] When you have your mind set-you accomplish it.
[ ] You are calm in most situations.
[ ] You need to know that you’re loved and protected.
[ ] Things are rarely good enough for you.
[x] You’re easily annoyed.
[ ] Your point of view rarely changes
Total: 2

Gemini [The Twin]
[x] You easily adapt to change.
[ ] You are talented in many different ways.
[x] You are outgoing.
[ ] You are good at getting your way.
[x] People say you’re very smart.
[x] You always express your emotions.
[x] You’re immature at times.
[x] You get nervous easily.
[ ] You don’t really think in-depth.
[ ] You are cute and pleasant to be around.
Total: 6

Cancer [The Crab]
[ ] You are very emotional.
[x] Sometimes you don’t have a reason- you just know.
[ ] Your feelings get hurt easily.
[x] You always approach with caution.
[ ] You can be a bit over-protective.
[x] You’re moody at times.
[ ] Most of the time, you’re right about things.
[ ] You can be clingy.
[ ] You hate changes.
[x] You’re very creative.
Total: 4

Leo [The Lion]
[ ] You’re very generous.
[x] You can become obsessive over things.
[ ] You can be bossy.
[x] You’re very tolerant of others.
[x] You’re willing to talk about your problems.
[ ] You are always faithful to the one you love.
[x] You are very nosy or curious.
[ ] You are more serious than playful.
[ ] Sometimes you think you’re better than others.
[x] You are very loving.
Total: 5

Virgo [The Virgin]
[x] You are shy.
[x] You’re very modest.
[ ] You’re quick to judge people.
[ ] You try to make everything you do as perfect as possible.
[ ] You’re good at categorizing things.
[ ] You listen to facts-not beliefs or theory.
[x] You worry over little things too much.
[x] You tell people how it is-even if it hurts.
[ ] You’d rather not bring a lot of attention to yourself.
[ ] You’re a conservative.
Total: 4

Libra [The Scales]
[ ] You are very romantic.
[x] You can never make up your mind.
[ ] You have a certain charm about you that lures people in.
[x] You’re very easy-going and laid back.
[x] You can be gullible.
[x] You are always looking for company.
[x] You like to bring peace to things.
[ ] Some people would call you sophisticated.
[ ] You like to flirt.
[ ] You’re good with dealing with people.
Total: 5

Scorpio [The Scorpion]
[ ] You are very hard-working.
[ ] You are passionate.
[x] You like to watch and observe things.
[ ] You’re more of a leader than a follower.
[ ] You are charming.
[ ] You need self-discipline.
[x] You act like you have OCD sometimes.
[ ] You tend to be secretive.
[ ] You do not forgive easily.
[x] It’s hard for people to control you.
Total: 3

Sagittarius [The Archer]
[x] You are very optimistic.
[x] You like your freedom.
[ ] You’re religious.
[x] Sometimes you are careless.
[x] You’re cheerful most of the time.
[x] You can be irresponsible.
[x] You don’t worry about offending people.
[ ] You are all about reality-you don’t daydream often.
[x] People easily make you laugh.
[x] You’re always active-it’s hard for you to sit still.
Total: 8

i should be:: Aries / Sagittarius

... But I'm a Virgo... >____>

2/20/08

OBJECTION!!!!11!

I am now officially in love with David Archuleta. xD <3.

Okay not really. I sort of am. >__>;; He's so cuteee I can't help it. D:

Uh. Swim practice is fun. Hope it doesn't rain tomorrow so Sarah can't come D:, since she has to ride her bike to practice. Poor soul.

... RAWR SOMEONE GO WRITE MORE PRINCESS TUTU FANFICS. THERE'S NOT ENOUGH ON FANFICTION.NET ;______;

And I want to read the manga too , to see if she ends up with Fakir... -So does not support FakirAhiru-

HOMGSURVEYSSS

Are you currently taking any science class in school? Ha no.
Where is your cell phone at? ... Crap, where is my cell phone. o-o
What is the most played song on your music player? Accidently in Love last time I checked... which was awhile ago.
What was the last thing you had to eat? Uh. Chicken.
What does your hair look like? Like a dead raccoon :D
What was the last compliment you received? I don't remember! :D
Would you ever donate blood? Sure. If I wasn't afraid of needles.
How many people are currently online your aim list? 11
What was the last television show you watched? Supernatural <3
What was the last movie you watched? ... I think it was Pride and Prejudice <3
Are you craving anything right now? Sure.
Do you think that you're attractive? NO LAWL.
Do you have Myspace? If so, what is your url? Sure.
How many friends do you have on Myspace? Probably less than 10 -is extrememly lazy-
Do you prefer white meat or dark meat? Dark
What was the last thing you thought was funny? Meme's on DeviantArt.
What did the last shoes you wore look like? Shoes that are a gray shade when they were once white.
Do you label people? Sure.
Do you have/want any piercings or tattoos? Lawl no.
What would be your choice of weapon, if you had to choose? My FIST.
What bones have you ever broken? None.
Do you ever make fun of other peoples survey answers? Sure.
Has anyone ever made fun of your answers? Lawl yes.
What do you currently hear? My brother complaining. As usual.
Do you have a favorite quote? ... I don't want to type it out.
Have you ever been in a mosh pit? Wtf is that.
Do you have an occupation? Sure.
Who do you think is the sexiest person alive? ... Ewan McGregor or Gerard Butler :D
When was the last time you took a picture of yourself? ...?
Would you move, if given the chance? If so, where? If not, why? Sure. And I'd live anywhere I want.
What music artists would you like to see live? Taylor Swift or Jonas Brothers.
Do you like rap music? Hell no.
Is there anyone you would like to fight? Sure.
How much money do you have on you? ... A GOLD PENNY.

UNO DES MAS!!!!

1. i keep most things to myself
2. some people can make me smile just from being in the same room with them
3. i am addicted to starbucks
4. i love deep conversation with my closest friends
5. i worry too much
6. i have tried to stop smoking
7. if i really like a song, i listen to it over and over
8. i used to talk to myself
9. i still talk to myself
10. i have a pet
11. looking at old photos makes me sad
12. i dance in my bedroom

13. i sleep too much
14. i love my mommy
15. i have a lot of favorite songs
16. pretentious people piss me off
17. i hate school
18. it's very hard to make me cry
19. i like my teeth
20. i love to sleep
21. i tend to get stupid when i'm drunk
22. i hate men who bitch like little girls
23. i hate when the rain makes my socks wet
24. i can be obsessive about some things
25. i tend to scream at traffic
26. i like tight hugs
27. i like it when people are happy
28. my hair looks the same as it did a week ago
29. i take pictures constantly
30. i hate it when i don't understand someone
31. i prefer summer to winter
32. i'm not a fan of swimming in the ocean

33. boys frustrate me
34. i like to burn matches for the smell
35. i like nicknames
36. i hate the show laguna beach
37. i would die without music
38. i like pictures from photobooths
39. i enjoy swearing
40. i get drunk every weekend
41. i wish i wasn't so shy
42. i like routine
43. i have a lot of siblings
44. i wish i wasn't so lazy
45. i wish i still talked to some people
46. i like writing poems
47. i am an only child
48. i go to church a lot
49. i wish i exercised more
50. i love country music
51. i color my hair a lot
52. i miss being a kid
53. there are some moments i wish i could have back
54. i have an addiction to smoking
55. i make no sense a lot of the time
56. i am overly paranoid
57. i love music
58. i wish i was more outspoken in class
59. i hate people who agree with you just to impress you
60. i need to get back into photography
61. sometimes i keep feelings bottled up for the sake of others
62. i watch too much tv
63. i wish too much
64. i love christmas
65. i hope my family and i move
66. i hate feeling nostalgic
67. i live in california
68. i don't like it when people don't leave messages
69. i have small hands
70. i wish people would grow up
71. i play sports
72. i hate talking online
73. i hate reality shows
74. i like the feeling of knowing someone thinks i look really good
75. i'm perfectly happy doing absolutely nothing for hours at a time
76. i'm a daydreamer
77. family meals are a rare occasion
78. nothing would make me so happy as an A in math
79. i am very insecure
80. i love to run
81. i love to make people smile
82. i like songs that remind me of being a kid
83. i don't like it when people hold grudges
84. i cannot wait to graduate
85. silence can bring a smile to my face
86. i can cook all by myself
87. i'm always late
88. i wish i knew espanol
89. i have a boyfriend
90. i'm too forgiving
91. i'm too critical
92. i think i smell fine
93. i take a shower everyday
94. i love to sing
95. i wish i had more money
96. i wish i could commit to a serious relationship
97. i don't feel the need to have lots of friends
98. i like laughing
99. i love inside jokes
100. i'm single

Okay I lied. One more.

I am wearing socks.
My TV is on.
I'm watching the TV as I do this.
I am cold.
I'm getting ready to go out.
I'm bored.
There is someone in the room with me.
I'm happy.
I'm waiting for something.
I have music on.
That music is rap, rock or country.
I have a friend over.
I'm in my own room.
There is a pet in my room.
I can hear someone talking.
My window/balcony is open.
The computer I am on is not mine.
I am wearing more than 3 pieces of jewellery.
The room I am in is messy.
The weather is really nice.
The A/C is on.
I am naked.
I'm going to bed soon.
I'm sitting on a chair with wheels.
I have a bag on.
It is past midnight.
I'm worried about something.
I'm avoiding something by doing this instead.
My garbage can is empty.
My blinds/curtains are shut.
I am mad at someone.
I am hoping someone messages or calls me.
I just did a survey before this.
I am doing another one after this.
I just came back from work or school.
I'm hoping this survey ends soon.
There's a candle burning.
The computer is the only source of light.
I can smell something.
The sun is still up.
I need to pee.
I should be doing something more important.
I have more sites open.
I am signed on MSN/AIM/Yahoo.

I am chatting to 3 or more people.
I have some kind of game opened.
I don't know why I am doing this survey.



2/18/08

Princess Tutu.

I finished Princess Tutu the series today.

Well, It started yesterday with me watching this DELICIOUS video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHZqxecCukg

It got me really interested in the series - so I started watching the Anime. And what I found was... was...

AMAZING.

I think Princess Tutu is one of my most favorite anime series ever. And I don't like anime as much as manga too...!

Ahiru, Mythos, Fakir, Rue... I mean seriously the only character you can truly hate in this series is the Raven because he beats up Rue / Kraehe. ;___;. I love Rue. And Ahiru. And Fakir. And Mythos. And Neko Sensei xD

"IF YOU DON'T DO THIS, YOU'LL HAVE TO MARRY ME!!!!"

... The ending made me cry though. Dang, at first Fakir was a total jack butt, but then Ahiru came and made him such a sap... in a good way. I mean he promised to say with her forever... no matter what form... and he did... ;______________;

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH. FAKIR YOUR SUCH A SAPPPP.

The Anime raised alot of questions within myself too. About the heart. We feel so much pain from these feelings... yet we also feel so much happiness... Would we be better off without feelings? Without a heart - a doll like Mythos?

Princess Tutu brings alot of hope. As Ahiru or Duck... Gosh, she is the best magical girl ever. SHE SOLVES PEOPLE'S PROBLEMS THRU DANCING. GOSH, ISN'T THAT COOL OR WHAT?

Why can't you hate any character you ask...? Because each one has their own reason for their actions. They want a happy ending for their story. Can we help wanting a happy ending? I mean, I liked Drosselmeyer! He was amusing - even if he did toy with the main characters...!!!

Rue's character was so bittersweet. Sure she could be mean, but it was all because of what she was raised in. And even then, she was still an amazing character.

Fakir & Ahiru.... Ohhhh my only regret is that they didn't bring that relationship up earlier in the series because it was very... inspiring. Makes you think true love exists... <3.

But when I think of Mythos, I think of myself a little. a shattered heart... My heart may be intact, but... I don't know anything about love. It's as if that shart of my heart has gone missing... I try so hard to find it again but...

And I'm also like Drosselmeyer. I like to see how the story turns out too.
When I think of Rue, I'm reminded how strong we may seem, but inside we all need love
When I think of Fakir, I'm reminded how beautiful a imperfection can be.
And... When I think of Ahiru, It makes me feel so much hope. If a little duck can defy her fate... We can stand up on our own two feet and dream big too.

Their all so real... these characters... I feel like I've gotten to know them over the course of the story. And now that it ends...

Who can say if I've been changed for the better...
I do believe I have been changed for the better... but...
Because I knew you....
I have been changed... for good...

2/16/08

Wow, so much happens...

Saw Footloose yesterday & Won a gift basket. I was AWESOMEEEEE <3. LAWLLL DENIM JURASSIC PARK JACKET. <33

Today was the first day of Varsity practice. And let me say, I was SOOO exhausted! Our pool is broken so we had to do dry lands today. UGH I HATE JUMP ROPING!!!! I got SOOO many bruises from that stupid thing!!

But it's nice seeing all my friends from swim again. ^^ I missed Christine.

... I confessed to Cookie. Yeah I know. Awkward. But now... I feel so much better! So glad to get that off my chest...! Getting over people is fun. Heh heh. Or I'm just lame.

... Besides... Sometimes I stop thinking for a moment and he comes. Yes a totally new guy. No T or Cookie. I've decided T is like Reggie - a brother, And Cookie is a friend. But this guy...

It's so weird. I find him appearing in my mind randomly sometimes. So I'm trying to occupy myself with things so he doesn't pop up. He's probably in love with some girl anyways... I don't stand a chance to anyone...

Oh well! I'll call him... Oreo.

NO NOT A DOG. XD

2/14/08

VDAYDAY

I was thinking about not posting but, it's V Day. I have to post.

But then I turned ou Daughtry's "Feels like Tonight" and my thoughts got all messed up. Haven't listened to him for a long time... and I realize I miss his songs. He's a really good <3

So Valentine's Day. Yeah. It's like Halloween except no one's dressed up xD;;. But it was rainy & windy... I mean I walked out of 3rd period and the wind almost blew me over ;___;. Us Southern Californians are the wimpiest people alive when it comes to cold. Lawl.

... And I find it funny how in the Supernatural episode, Dean dies today. LAWLLLLL. ALL THE FANGIRLS ARE CRYING. INCLUDING ME. DEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNN.

Wow. Valentine's Day. Makes me look at the past. I've been through my ups and downs in love. Sometimes it looks so tough you don't want to get out of bed. But you find other things to live for and we move on. Everyone's so miserable for being single. OH GROW UP.

Yes it hurts. But you don't have to bitch about it all the time. You will be okay. You will move on. Just remember, the sweetest revenge is happiness. Show you're happier without them - it feels great when your down saying "I don't need you. I can do this"

Maybe that's just me. I'm a really rebelious person, what can I say >o>;;

2/13/08

Makes me wonder...

Life is normal, I think. Single Awareness Day coming up, along with break.

I don't understand people sometimes. No. Alot. I just don't know how to interact with most of them. I pretend I can, but it's hard to smile and act pretty when you feel so awkward inside.

I don't get along with alot of people. I'm unable to comprehend even half of their feelings; Why do you work so hard to be pretty? Why do you lie to yourself to be popular?

I just... can't put it all into words. I read these books, I'm so happy for them. They find the person they love and they get their happy ending. It makes me wonder...

When will I get mine?

2/11/08

Oh wells...

What can I say? Today's been... how does one say it... sort of bad.

I really need something to do in my free time. All these thoughts about college... It's pretty terrible. Friends, Likes, Grades run amok. I really wish I there was someone I could just fool around with for a few hours just to get my mind off of it. Some of my friends well... they're just being annoying and I don't wish to talk / deal with them right now.

Can't wait to watch Footloose... <3. I'll be so happy if I get to see it... :]

Swim season coming up soon. Sure I get to see all my old swim friends, but I'm going to miss T and those silly guys. >:

La la la...

2/8/08

-sniff- damn cold.

Augh, I think I'm coming down with a cold... My ears are all plugged up as is my nose & I keep spitting out this disgusting mucus stuff... Rawr.. But at least I finished all the tests today without dying. Even if I almost passed out during lunch. I was so tired and hungry...

Yeah motivational speaker today. He was pretty cool. Too bad I can't go tomorrow & Sunday cause of ACT testing & Chinese New Year... >>;;

But.. Argh. I tried to convince myself I didn't like T anymore. But now my heart twists when I see him. He's such a sweetheart sometimes. Just like Cookie. Their both god damn sweetheart that make my heart wrench with a smile or just a hi. RAWR I HATE LIKING PEOPLE. IT'S OBNOXIOUS.

Blehhhh, my tummy hurts... Swim season starts soon... I won't get to see T til it ends... Only a week... Better treasure it...

And cookie. You know I don't know. I can't trust myself with my feelings. Or I'll do something really stupid. Keep them locked away until your ready to let them out.

... But T wants to be a Navy SEAL! A NAVY SEAL! I think he's too sweet to do it... lawll...

2/5/08

FIGHT CALI FIGHT

American who sings in british accent = awesome.

... lawl I love American Idol. It makes me laugh so hard sometimes and it makes me really happy too. Lawl, the guy who sings with the british accent was sort of cute - he reminded me of Nic, Jessica W's bf. Yeah, the boy-next-door cute.

NOOO CLINTON'S GOING TO WIN CALI!!! FIGHT BACK CALI! FIGHT BAAACKKK

Lol, I'm such a spaz.

Hm... what to talk about. urhhh... I don't know. I don't want to talk about THATstuff yet so... toodles! :D

-Man this was a short entry...-

2/3/08

PEOPLE R STUPID

Watching Miss Austen's Regrets was depressing. D:

I hope I find my Mr. Darcy someday. Rich, handsome, awesome personality... Pshaw, I wish. All the good men are taken, gay, or don't exist. At least if I was in a book, I'd know if Iwas going to end up happy or not >>;

Man, I'm such a loser. I have nothing to write about since I don't want to write about my friends retarded drama. Seriously, what's going on with some of them is just STUPID. I want to just kick the crap out them for some of the stupid things they've done. ARGH.

Name Someone...
1. With blonde hair;; Saru
2. Younger than you;; T
3. In your class;; Tsuki
4. That you hate;; Ms. Webb
5. You can tell anything to;; Dobby Tsui
6. Of a different race than you;; Tori
7. You used to date;; I'll just put Hikaru here... XD
8. With bad grades;; Yang
9. Who lives far away from you;; Angie
10. You love;; Risu!

The Questions...
How old is #3? 15
Are #9 and #1 friends? Somewhat
Have they even meet? not really?
Does #2 have any pets? I don't know!
Why do you hate #4? It's the webb
Does #5 hate #4 too? Yes!
What is #6's mom's name? I don't remember.
Where does #10 go to school? WVHS
Who do you talk to more, #2 or #8? I talk to T more... xD.
In how many years does #7 turn 21? 5.
What's #5's favorite band? Fall Out Boy
Would you ever have sex with #1? That's disgusting.
Do you love #7? NO. O____e
How far away does #3 live from you? Like up the street.
Do you hang out with #8 a lot? Yeah?
Who is crazier, #6 or #9? Tori?
Where does #10 work? Sure.
How long have you known #4? Since my friends took Band in HS.
Does #2 like #10? wtf AWKWARD.
Would you ever kiss #6? NO.
How old is #1? Older than me?
What is your favorite thing about #8? He's my big brotherrrr :D
Are you even friends with #7? Sure.
Have #3 and #5 made out? THAT. IS DISGUSTING.
Would they? NO. I HOPE NOT. ARGH YURI...
Is #9 related to you? :D no.
What would you change about #10? I wish she'd stop combing my hair ;__;
What color of hair does #4 have? I have no idea. it's like brown & blonde.
Is #1 immature? Yes.
What is #2's favorite color? probably black, haha.
What's your relationship with #3? She's a good friend of mine.
Is #8 still in school? Yes.
Where does #7 live? Somewhere...?
Does #9 have any siblings? yep!
What sports does #5 play? She's in the band!
Have you ever held hands with #1? No.
Who is #2's boyfriend/girlfriend? No one... I hope...
What color of eyes does #4 have? IDC
Have #6 and #8 ever dated? awkwardddd
Would they? no...
Have you ever seen #3 cry? Yes ;_;
When was the last time you saw #6? Thrusday
Do you have any classes with #10? sadly not.
Does #9 drink alcohol? NO. D:<
When is #7's birthday? Februrary 28th
Have you seen #5 naked? ... NO. WTF.

these questions were weird.

2/2/08

Feelings

You know, there are some people who are pretty good looking in tuxes. Like David & Albert from piano.

... but that's only Asians. White people look funny in tuxes. (no, I'm not trying to racist)

Well Yay for Cosplay Tea Party! :D Instead of going to WF, me, Risu, Sora, Erika & Anzu had a tea party & played Guitar Hero 3.

I don't know. Feelings are so conflicting. Who do I support? Who I dislike? Both are my friends but... iunno. People are... weird.

And it's weird. I don't know my own feelings sometimes. They seem all ripped up at the seams. I can't tell what's like or friendship, what's dislike or annoyance... everything seems so jumbled.

My dreams are getting mixed up too. Sometimes I can't tell what's what. Everything's everything. Ugh.

I don't think it's possible for me to fall in love. I don't remember how to. Or am incapable of it. I don't know right now. Oh welll.

2/1/08

ruiejrektnkr e

My right hand really hurts when I move it. ;_;'' Is that bad?

... HOMG. IT'S KIDS OF AMERICA A DIFFERENT VERSON. AWESOMEEEE.

uh. Yeah. Macbeth is stupid. :D

I don't know what else to right... my hand hurts too much.. ;_;''

SECTION 1 ABOUT YOURSELf
+ Known as: Hoshi
+ Lives in: Cali
+ FiRST BREATH: 9/4
+ School: wvhs
+ Hair color: Brown
+ Eye color: brown
+ Style: Mine
+ Fears: Not alot of things

SECTION 2 HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Cheated on someone? no
+ Been Cheated on? no
+ Fallen off the bed? no
+ broken someone`s heart? I don't know
+ Had your heart broken? yes
+ Had a dream come true? somewhat
+ Done something you regret? sure
+ Cheated on a test? yes

SECTION 3 CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing? My Rainforest Cafe shirt, Beige pants & my Swim jacket
+ Listening to? Jonas Brothers
+ Located? My Desk
+ Chatting with? Nothing
+ Watching? Paint dry
+ Should REALLY be doing? practicing piano

SECTION 4 DO YOU...
+ Brush your teeth? Sure
+ Like anybody? I guess
+ Have any piercing? no
+ Drive? no
+ Drink? no
+ Smoke? no
+ Got a pager? uh no

SECTION 5 FRiENDS...
+ Who is your best? Tsuki / Dobby Tsui
+ Who do you hate? If I hated them, I wouldn't be their friend
+ Who is the shyest? My friends are pretty incapable of being shy
+ Who is the most talkative? Dobby Tsui
+ Who is the cutest? Sora :D
+ Who laughs the most? Dobby Tsui
+ Who have you known the longest? Tsuki
+ Who have you known the shortest? Erica (I have nooo idea if I spelled that right)
+ Who do you miss the most? T D:
+ Who do you go to with personal problems? Dobby Tsui
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex? Sure.
+ Do you trust your friends? With almost everything
+ Are you a good friend? I hope I am
+ Can you keep a secret? Yes.

SECTION 6 THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged? Jessica M.
+ Kissed? No one
+ IMed? Dobby Tsui
+ Talked on the phone? Tori
+ Yelled at? who knows
+ Fell in love with? ... Hikaru...

SECTION 7 PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? Indiana Jones
+ What has been the best day of your life? Too many of these.
+ What comes first in your life? My friends
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? crush.
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? My little fantasies :D
+ How many times have you fallen in love? 1
+ Love your family? Yes
+ Love your friends? Definetly

SECTION 8 FAVORITE...
+ Movie: Hairspray, Treasure Planet, Star wars, The holiday
+ Song: Too many... >>;
+ Group: Rascal Flatts
+ Store: Hot Topic
+ Relative: My brother
+ Sport: Swimming
+ Ice Cream Flavor: Chocolate
+ Fruit: Orange
+ Candy: Sour stuff or Chocolate
+ Holiday: Christmas
+ Day of the Week: Saturday
+ Time of day: At night
+ Color: Silver
+ Name for a Girl: Andrew
+ Name for a Boy: Allen Walker
+ Quote: "Nonsense. You only say never because no one ever has"

SECTION 9 DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs? Yes
+ Like to give kisses? No.
+ Like to walk in the rain? Sure.
+ Prefer black or blue pens? Black
+ Like to travel? sure
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side
+ Think you're attractive? Ha ha your funny
+ Have a goldfish? No
+ Ever have the falling dream? Yes.
+ Have stuffed animals? Tons :]

SECTION 10 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
+ Abortion: Pro-choice
+ Smoking: Is stupid
+ Eating Disorders: Make me laugh. Cause I eat sooo much. xD
+ Suicide: Is stupid.
+ Summer: Rocks
+ Tattoos: whatever
+ Piercings: whatever

SECTION 11 THIS OR THAT...
+ Pierced nose or tongue? nose
+ Single or taken? single
+ MTV or BET?
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?
+ Sugar or salt? sugar
+ Silver or gold? silver
+ Chocolate or flowers? chocolate
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? Black & White
+ Stay up late or sleep in? Stay up late
+ Hot or cold? Hot
+ Sun or moon? Both
+ Left or Right? right
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? one best friend
+ Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
+ Spring or Fall? fall
+ Happy or sad? happy
+ Wonder or amazement? Wonder
+ McDonald's or Burger King? Both are disgusting
+ Mexican or Italian food? italian
+ Lights on or off? sure
+ Candy or soda? Candy
+ Pepsi or Coke? pepsi