... well, I made a mistake. I'm going TOMORROW. heh heh. Leave it to beaver to make such a stupid mistake :]
I'd Lie by Taylor Swift I WANT. Along with the remix of Heaven. That song makes me cry ;_;. I'd Lie reminds me of Zutara..... XD.
Don't know what to write. I did have something but I forgot. Oh well.
Wonder how many people read this... XD;;.
You know, I wonder what it feels like to have someone care about you. I know, yadda yadda yadda, people do care about you, but I mean... really care. Does it feel good? or bad? or what?
I remember people complaining about how I was questioning... feelings. They got extremely mad over nothing - it was ridiculous. Our word is full of people with tight faces. They don't know how to have fun. Like my brother.
... XDDDDD
6/14/08
6/13/08
DREAMS R WEIRD. :D
Before I really forget, I want to talk about the dream I had last night.
I was a girl in a tribe. One day a person from the "Aztecs" visited us to create a treaty. I saw him holding a box and when he wasn't looking, I opened it to see two puppies with blonde hair. I asked; "Why are you carrying puppies?" Then one of my friends from the tribe appeared next to me just as the Aztecs were about to strike, and shot all of them with needles. "RUN!" he shouted, and I remember his face was first Nareen's, and then switched to Roshan's grabbing the box. We both darted across the plains. And when I say darted, I mean like cheesy Chinese Kung Fu Movies. It was amazing.
So we got to an amusement park, and we hopped onto a roller coaster track as the roller coaster was coming. And we dissappeared.
Later, we were in a hotel room.... and there was another girl with us. I don't remember the rest.
Then I continued the dream when I fell asleep again. This time, it was a group of 4, including me. We walked into a very snowy town which was all dark. Next thing I know we're in someone's backyard, trapped, people coming in from all sides...
Then I wake up.
... in the second part, the guy had Joe Jonas hair. XD
Well first official day of summer. Wo hoo! Gone for 16 in Europe starting tomorrow, so don't except to see me for a bit :P
I'm going to miss you VJ D':. DON'T EVER LEAVE US. ;_;. Stupid seniors gone and graduated. D<
Welp, Sophomore year was a good one. Don't need to say anymore than that.
Next stop, Junior year <3.
I was a girl in a tribe. One day a person from the "Aztecs" visited us to create a treaty. I saw him holding a box and when he wasn't looking, I opened it to see two puppies with blonde hair. I asked; "Why are you carrying puppies?" Then one of my friends from the tribe appeared next to me just as the Aztecs were about to strike, and shot all of them with needles. "RUN!" he shouted, and I remember his face was first Nareen's, and then switched to Roshan's grabbing the box. We both darted across the plains. And when I say darted, I mean like cheesy Chinese Kung Fu Movies. It was amazing.
So we got to an amusement park, and we hopped onto a roller coaster track as the roller coaster was coming. And we dissappeared.
Later, we were in a hotel room.... and there was another girl with us. I don't remember the rest.
Then I continued the dream when I fell asleep again. This time, it was a group of 4, including me. We walked into a very snowy town which was all dark. Next thing I know we're in someone's backyard, trapped, people coming in from all sides...
Then I wake up.
... in the second part, the guy had Joe Jonas hair. XD
Well first official day of summer. Wo hoo! Gone for 16 in Europe starting tomorrow, so don't except to see me for a bit :P
I'm going to miss you VJ D':. DON'T EVER LEAVE US. ;_;. Stupid seniors gone and graduated. D<
Welp, Sophomore year was a good one. Don't need to say anymore than that.
Next stop, Junior year <3.
6/8/08
What's wrong.
When did hate become the new cool?
When did beauty mean fake?
When did love turn into nothing?
Watched Hairspray and 27 dresses Today.
It's such a shame when you see these girls at your school act so... fake. They put on a pretty face with an ugly smile of knives and simply... choose to ignore the good things in life. So wrapped in themselves, pretending to laugh at things they don't find funny. 5th graders going out as a status symbol.
What the HELL is wrong with us?
What is beautiful? Is it the girl with an angelic face and skinny body, who treats you like shit?
Or the girl who's a little chubby and has a few pimples, with all her own little quirks, but is still a good person?
My friends may not be considered "beautiful" by today's impossible flawless standards, but they are good people. So I think they are. They can shine like stars whenever I want, because they can just roll out of bed and still put a smile on your face.
I don't consider myself beautiful. I don't really understand this image of beauty; because it seems I don't qualify because I'm not a stick and I eat like a pig.
I have my quirks. But I'm NOT typical.
It's scary y'know? When you see people with pretty faces. They all look like... clones. Straight hair, red lips, little bodies...
Conform, conform, conform. That's all I can hear sometimes.
I may be shy sometimes. But I will tell you exactly what I think. I won't sugarcoat it.
We all have our quirks. It makes special.
It makes us beautiful
When did beauty mean fake?
When did love turn into nothing?
Watched Hairspray and 27 dresses Today.
It's such a shame when you see these girls at your school act so... fake. They put on a pretty face with an ugly smile of knives and simply... choose to ignore the good things in life. So wrapped in themselves, pretending to laugh at things they don't find funny. 5th graders going out as a status symbol.
What the HELL is wrong with us?
What is beautiful? Is it the girl with an angelic face and skinny body, who treats you like shit?
Or the girl who's a little chubby and has a few pimples, with all her own little quirks, but is still a good person?
My friends may not be considered "beautiful" by today's impossible flawless standards, but they are good people. So I think they are. They can shine like stars whenever I want, because they can just roll out of bed and still put a smile on your face.
I don't consider myself beautiful. I don't really understand this image of beauty; because it seems I don't qualify because I'm not a stick and I eat like a pig.
I have my quirks. But I'm NOT typical.
It's scary y'know? When you see people with pretty faces. They all look like... clones. Straight hair, red lips, little bodies...
Conform, conform, conform. That's all I can hear sometimes.
I may be shy sometimes. But I will tell you exactly what I think. I won't sugarcoat it.
We all have our quirks. It makes special.
It makes us beautiful
6/6/08
10 things you don't know about me
Just wanted to do this for fun. :] It's kind of a survey so...
1) My dad is the only dad for me. He's taught me so many things, and shaped me to be who I am in so many ways. Everyone thinks he's really scary, but he still plays video games, watches Sci Fi shows with his kids, and do things no other parent would dream of. Maybe that's why I'm no longer ashamed to admit he's my dad and he's the best one I could ever have.
2) Sometimes, it feels like the only place I can really go is to my books, because my friends just won't understand the things that are bugging me. Because their really little things that other people may ignore, but they make me speechless. I'm unable to really describe them without people assuming the wrong thing. So I just read a book and get lost in a different life for a little bit.
3) I sing alot not because I like the sound of my voice or anything, but it helps me get rid of the stress I've bottled up inside myself all this time. Music & Books are my stress relievers.
4) I like to get into love stories and such because I'm very certain no one in their right mind would fall for someone as ungirlish and weird as I am (and I liking them back). And they feed my imagination of day dreams I have stored in my head for stories I'll write down someday.
5) I have alot of good idea for stories, but I can never get them down on paper the way I want to.
6) I'm really old fashioned; I'd never ask a guy out because not only am I too shy, but it doesn't feel right when I think about it. In fact, I'm a romantic. I'd like some guy to sweep me off my feet, but I don't want him to say corny things and stuff. I don't know really... what type of guy is...
7) I'm almost every kind of nerd you can think of mixed into one person. Not like super parts, but I'm probably every kind of nerd in some way. I'm not hardcore, but I could hold out on my own in many discussions.
8) I believe in magic. Don't believe me if I say I don't. Because I always will.
9) I LOVE JANE AUSTEN BOOKS. Even though everyone today seems completely clueless about her... XD
10) I'm self conscious about my image. I don't really care about my clothes and hair in other people's view, but my teeth bother me... >_<. Darn you braces!
1) My dad is the only dad for me. He's taught me so many things, and shaped me to be who I am in so many ways. Everyone thinks he's really scary, but he still plays video games, watches Sci Fi shows with his kids, and do things no other parent would dream of. Maybe that's why I'm no longer ashamed to admit he's my dad and he's the best one I could ever have.
2) Sometimes, it feels like the only place I can really go is to my books, because my friends just won't understand the things that are bugging me. Because their really little things that other people may ignore, but they make me speechless. I'm unable to really describe them without people assuming the wrong thing. So I just read a book and get lost in a different life for a little bit.
3) I sing alot not because I like the sound of my voice or anything, but it helps me get rid of the stress I've bottled up inside myself all this time. Music & Books are my stress relievers.
4) I like to get into love stories and such because I'm very certain no one in their right mind would fall for someone as ungirlish and weird as I am (and I liking them back). And they feed my imagination of day dreams I have stored in my head for stories I'll write down someday.
5) I have alot of good idea for stories, but I can never get them down on paper the way I want to.
6) I'm really old fashioned; I'd never ask a guy out because not only am I too shy, but it doesn't feel right when I think about it. In fact, I'm a romantic. I'd like some guy to sweep me off my feet, but I don't want him to say corny things and stuff. I don't know really... what type of guy is...
7) I'm almost every kind of nerd you can think of mixed into one person. Not like super parts, but I'm probably every kind of nerd in some way. I'm not hardcore, but I could hold out on my own in many discussions.
8) I believe in magic. Don't believe me if I say I don't. Because I always will.
9) I LOVE JANE AUSTEN BOOKS. Even though everyone today seems completely clueless about her... XD
10) I'm self conscious about my image. I don't really care about my clothes and hair in other people's view, but my teeth bother me... >_<. Darn you braces!
6/5/08
X3
HO SNAP IT'S JUNE.
Sorry for ditching y'all. Been up to absolutely nothing. Just whenever I felt like writing my thought down, my computer was not in the vicinity.
I wish my life was a musical. Then I could burst into song without people going "wtf". Instead, they'd join in and we'd have a amazing dance routine that looks so choreographied.
Went shopping with Dobby Tsui & Ai and got a dress & choker and Hot Topic (!) and shoes for the band banquet. Can't WAIT <3.
Err... Life is life as usual.
Sophomore year's coming to an end. I've changed alot. Haven't fallen in love, but I'm in some was more confident with myself. I may be drifting away from some friends, but I'm gaining new ones too.
I'll miss VJ though. D:
Sorry for ditching y'all. Been up to absolutely nothing. Just whenever I felt like writing my thought down, my computer was not in the vicinity.
I wish my life was a musical. Then I could burst into song without people going "wtf". Instead, they'd join in and we'd have a amazing dance routine that looks so choreographied.
Went shopping with Dobby Tsui & Ai and got a dress & choker and Hot Topic (!) and shoes for the band banquet. Can't WAIT <3.
Err... Life is life as usual.
Sophomore year's coming to an end. I've changed alot. Haven't fallen in love, but I'm in some was more confident with myself. I may be drifting away from some friends, but I'm gaining new ones too.
I'll miss VJ though. D:
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
