I'm going to leave you.
I'm sorry, but I'm going to leave you
And I'm going to make you cry.
Because I love you.
And I don't want to.
You don't know me.
I hate feeling this way. I hate it
the feeling I get when your not there
it tears me apart and I can't take it anymore.
I can't take feeling weak.
I can't take feeling so alone.

Guess what you fucking dumbass?
I hate walking home by myself.
If you had any brains, you should've walked me home
even when I wanted to push you away.
You should of forgone them and...
God, I hate that. I hate how they just want to go do...

... do this all the time.
I love them so much but now...
it scares me. And your not helping.
I swear to god if I find out you did...
I will feel no remorse in leaving you.
It will all be gone, and I will just leave.

I hate this. I hate you for making this way.
For making me love you.
Your the first person I've ever been in love with, you know?
But I can't do this.
I can't be in love because it scares me
And I'm never going to get over it.
Because I don't want to be in love.
A lot of the times I wish I wasn't even alive,
What would make me want to be in love?
I should of died that night, not him.
He had so much more to live for.
While I...

I should have never let you in,

Leave me alone I'm so done with this.
I'm so. done.
I don't want to leave you but I am.
I'm so sorry.

Laying in bed talking about thing from Hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy to cats.
My night in a nutshell.

Wo Ai Ta

I don't know how long this can last.
I'm just waiting for him to get tired of me and leave.
I don't know how to believe him
when he says he loves me.
How can I believe something like that?
That someone.
Loves.
Me?

Inconceivable.

He can't love me.
Because I love him.
I love the color of his eyes.
I love his sheepish smiles.
Wo Ai Ta.

No one I love could possibly love me back.

One more day here.

DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK. DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK.

I miss people but.
I don't want to see you.
I don't know what I'll do.

I'm safe here. I can get over it fine here.
There, he's everywhere.
I don't want to be broken again.