3/30/08
WE PROTEST, YAY.
Gahh, Jess' bf sounds so nice. I want to meet him to see if he's good enough still... D:<. Lol, "If he breaks your heart, I'll break him"
Me, Erika, Sophy & these 2 Asian guys had alot of fun in between test for the mock Sat's. We talked about random stuff & played King's Corner. Haven't played that game in awhile :].
... VAMPIRES ARE COMMUNISTS.
And Werewolves are Fascists.
And Zombies are Socialist.
And I'm pretty sure Fairies are Republican ;D
Our school is so awesome. WE PROTEST. YAY. I love you WV <3.
... I'm so weird, I know.
And there are some really good songs in different laguages. Russian sounds nice, Swedish is good too, and Spanish is LOVE <3. TENGO LA CAMISA NEGRA, LOL.
AND NOTHER SURVEY. I KNOW, ANOTHER? I HAVE NO LIFE, SORRY. XD
Go to urbandictionary.com, and type in your answer to each question in the search box. Only use the first page.
UH OH. URBANDICTIONARY. WATCH OUT. o___0
1. Your name? Hoshi
Japanese word for Star (LOL IT DOES. BUT IT'S NOT MY REAL NAME, SO I WIN)
2. Nickname? Manders
An endearing short-form of the name Amanda
3. Relationship status? Single
When you are currently not in a relationship with a significant other.
It usually does not bother you, but the problems start when selfish and inconsiderate assholes rub in the fact that they have someone, and start saying they "love their oh-so-sexy boyfriends/girlfriends" and start going on and on about what he/she does for them, CAN do, and blah blah.
NOBODY CARES HOW GREAT HE/SHE IS TO YOU!! If you're taken, and love your partner a lot, then good for you, but for goodness's sakes, at least show some consideration for SINGLE people! Some of these people may even be heartbroken ones, who have been abused by past partners, or just simply some that are sick of hearing about some stupid narrow-sighted people who only see either how "hot" their partner is, or how much money he/she has.
Talk about your partner if you want to.. but.. just calm down about it. Your life does not fucking revolve around him/her, so don't act like it. (LOLLL. SO TRUE)
4. You describe your best friend as? Wacky
A word that means 'crazy', as in weird, different from others, silly or funny.
5. What should you be doing? Sleeping
Not being able to catch on to new or up and coming trends; or not being able to recognize when something new is the bomb or great.
6. Favorite Food? Pocky
Delicious and addictive (yet overrated) snackfood. Primary source of food for obsessed anime nerds, especially at anime conventions (places you probably will want to avoid at all costs). Green tea Pocky isn't bad.
7. Home State? California.
A state where it takes an hour to get from the beach to the snowcapped mountains.
8. Finish the line: "the best thing[s] in life is/are __?" CHOCOLATE
A drug for people with no money; health necessity for women. (LOLOLOL)
9. One word to describe yourself? Naive
A person who despite overwhelming blatant evidence is oblivious to what’s going on in his/ her surroundings. (Yup, that's me)
10. Your best friend: Tsuki.
Another word for assassian. (LOLOLOLOLOL)
3/28/08
-steals quiz-
Yay, stealing quizzes is fun ^^
1) Full Name: Mandy
2) Male/Female: GIRL PRIDE.
3) Were you named after anyone: One of my dad's favorite songs / D&D character. xD
4) Does your name mean anything: Lovable. :D
5) Nick Name(s): Hoshi, Manders,
6) What do you think you look like: medium height, brown short hair, ok face.
7) Date of Birth: 9/4
8) Place of Birth and Current Location: In the world.
9) Nationality: Chinese, Czehoslovakian, Viking & a dash of German :D
10) Astrology Sign: Virgo
11) Chinese Astrology: Monkeyy
12) Religion: AGNOSTIC
13) What's your favorite smell: Clorine <3
14) Political Position: Moderate?
15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning: Chocolate Milk <3
16) Hair+Eye color: Brown & Brown
17) Do you look like anyone famous: ... Does looking like Haruhi count?
18) What do you look like: A girl. And you asked this already.
19) Any unusual talents: I swim. Really well <3. And I memorize lyrics pretty well.
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous: Righty
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other: Straight
22) What do you do for a living: I mooch off my parents
23) What do you do for fun: Swim, Read, Write, Hang out with my friends, Watch Movies, Play video games, etc.
24) What kind of material do you like to use: I don't understand the question.
25) What kind of materials would you like to work with: I don't understand the question.
26) Have you met your grandparents: I've met all of them except my grandpa on my mom's side. Though I don't remember my dad's daddy.
27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: No one! I OWN.
28) Crush: Some idiots.
29) What celebrity would you date if you could: DAVID ARCULETA PLZKTHX... And Jeremy Sumpter is pretty hot too... <3
31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): ... whu?
32) Favorite place to be: The beach, the mountains, the pool, my room.
33) Least favorite place to be: ...
34) Do you burn or tan: ... definetly tan. xD
35) Ever break a bone: No!
36) What is your favorite cereal: Cheerios.
37) Person you cry with: Myself. <3
Do You Have...
38) Any sisters: No & I'm happy for that.
39) Any brothers: Yes. He's... tolerable. XD
40) Any pets: No.
41) An Illness: Does Nerdiness count?
42) Pager: Lol, no
43) A personal phone line: No.
44) A cell phone: Yes.
45) A visible birthmark: Yes.
46) A pool or hot tub: None.
47) A car: None.
Decribe Your:
48) Personality: Happy, hyper, obnoxious, honest, blunt
49) Driving: When I drive, you will hear sirens. Constantly.
50) Your clothing style: Monochrome (black / white) shirt, Jeans, Black swim jacket & sometimes a hat. Yep, that's my style.
51) Room: Computer, Desk, Books, Bed. And other stuff. Yep.
52) What's missing: A Tv.
53) School: WVHS.
54) Bed: A ton of stuffed animals, pillow, sheets.
55) Relationship with your parents: Pretty ok.
56) Do you believe in yourself: Perhaps.
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: HA NO. No one's proven me wrong yet.
58) Consider yourself a good listener: I listen, that's fer sure.
59) Have a future dream that you would like to share: Be happy & have people remember me when I die. :]
Do you:
60) Get Along with your parents: Yes, pretty much.
61) Save your emails: Sure.
62) Pray: When I really want something.
63) Believe in reincarnation: Sure.
64) Brush your teeth twice a day:... NEXT.
65) Like to talk on the phone: NO, XD
66) Like to eat: Chocolate & Sweets. <3
67) Like to exercise: Swim forever, dearies. :]
68) Like to watch sports: Football's pretty entertaining. ^^
69) Sing in a car: Duh.
70) What is a dream that you have all the time: ... none?
71) Dream in Color: Yes. All the time.
72) Do you have nightmares: Not alot.
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: I sleep with Kyo, my kitty plush <3
74) Right next to you: My Pepsi One. And magazines.
75) On your coffee cup: ... Pooh Bear? XD
76) On your mouse pad: ... BELKIN?
77) Your favorite flavor of gum: Fruity
78) Your brand of deodorant: ... NEXT.
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Hong Kong would be nice, But I wouldn't mind Hawaii. Or Disneyland.
80) Your dream wife/husband: No one?
81) Hiding in your closet: ... my dresses -shudderes-
82) Under your bed: Clothes. And stuffed animals. XD
83) The name of your closest/best friend: Tsuki & Dobby Tsui.
84) Your bad time of day: The morning.
85) Your worst fear(s): I don't like fire.
86) What's the weather like: Sunny. Duh.
87) What's your favorite time of year: Summer. But I love all seasons pretty much the same. :]
88) Your favorite holiday: Christmas
89) A material weakness: CHOCOLATEEEE.
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: CHICKEN FEET. :D
91) The top of your "to do list": NOT FAIL LIFE.
92) The hardest thing about growing up: DRAMA.
93) A pet you want: A doggie.
94) Your scariest moment: ... I don't know.
95) Your attitude about love: It's there. And I really don't mind, unless it comes to find me. Then run away from it. :D
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex: ... Me being myself?
97) The worst feeling in the world: Feeling Alone.
98) The Best feeling in the world: Knowing you swam hard after finishing a race :] <3
3/27/08
GOD MUST HATE ME.
... Communist Vampires. LOLOL. XD
Life is Life. Oliver Twist is freaking depressing D:. No me gusta Fagin.
And these pajamas are so cute. They have hopper on them. (from Bambi). Yeah... their cute, just not on me... >_>;. And I have a terrible goggle tan. Curse you Californian sun! D:
YAY SURVEY TIME.
My name is Katie.
Or, it starts with the letter K.
I used to be a GirlScout.
I'm addicted to MySpace.
I like the movie RENT.
I also know all the songs.
I've read a book by Sarah Dessen.
And I must say, I really liked it.
I make mix cd's for other people.
And they love them, because I put the most random songs.
I wish the sky was another color.
I want a new cellphone.
..I don't even have a cellphone.
I think that it's all a conspiracy and Dumbledore isn't really dead.
I wish that was true ^^!!!
I can't wait for July 21, 2007.
I don't even know what that date signifies.
I enjoy photography.
I hate my older sibling(s).
I've tried to lick my elbow before.
I hate the movie Napoleon Dynamite.
I think it's a complete waste of time & energy.
I have a Backstreet Boys CD.
My math teacher is a bitch.
I miss the days when boys had cooties.
I'm complicated.
I have a chapstick collection.
No, but I love chapstick.
I think reading is a joke.
My mom's into scrapbooking.
I love Christian-Alternative music.
I've heard the band Daphne Loves Derby.
And I must say, they're pretty good.
No, I hate them.
Actually, I've never even heard them.
Whatever happened to Ruben Studdard on American Idol Season Two?
I've stapled myself before.
I hate my World Cultures teacher.
I've heard the song "Pretty Fly for a White Guy" and I don't think it makes any sense.
But, I love it anyway.
I love the movie School of Rock.
Jack Black is hell awesome.
I'm obsessed with a band.
I have pretty much every Disney movie known to man.
And they're all on VHS, not the Special-Edition DVD versions.
I think Walt Disney is pure genius.
I hate my family.
I have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
I know exactly what he/she is doing right now.
Actually, I'm on the phone with them right now.
I slit my wrists for fun.
I think that's stupid.
My name has a Y in it.
I looooooove Hello Kitty!
OK Go is cool.
I write in gel-pen
One of my siblings are gay/lesbian.
One of my friends are gay/lesbian.
I don't have a MySpace.
I have a multicolored umbrella.
I have songs from Grease on my iPod/mp3 player.
I wear headbands.
I have one grandparent left.
I'm in a content mood.
I hate people who make fake Xangas/MySpaces to imitate celebrities.
I've painted a house before.
I love the beach!
My dad works in an office.
I've watched the TV show, The Office.
My favorite color is turquoise.
I wish I was British.
I hate posers/fakes.
The bathroom at my school is what people would call, "ghetto."
It has writing and graffiti and Sharpie marker all over it.
Not to mention, toilet paper stuck to the ceiling.
I'm usually the one who does all the damage.
I get detentions a lot.
I'm in love with my best friend.
He/she knows.
He/she doesn't know.
He/she loves somebody else.
I prefer acoustic jams.
My heart is broken in two.
I'm melodramatic.
I usually impress people.
People impress me.
I hate everything.
This survey is long.
My best friend plays pop music too much whenever I'm with her/him.
I wish I had a better job.
My car is dirty and dusty.
..I don't have a car.
I'm jealous of somebody.
I like whales.
I've never been to SeaWorld before.
I tYpE lyKE dIs.
I haven't rode in an airplane in over three years.
I go to a private school.
I use ` as apostrophes.
I know someone who uses ` as apostrophes.
I'm annoyed by people who always use periods at the end of their sentences.
I own a digital camera.
I have a cup with a character from the 80s-90s on it.
Hell yeah, I loved Barney.
My little sibling(s) can't watch Barney, since nowadays they make crap like The Wiggles and Playhouse Disney.
Hey, Playhouse Disney is not crap!
I've watched The Backyardigans before.
I think their songs are pretty catchy.
Britney Spears is overrated.
I don't care about Anna Nicole Smith.
I don't know who that is.
I'm messed up, complicated, and I like to eat.
This survey was weird.
This survey was cool.
This survey was random.
This survey was a mixture of all three.
I liked it (:
How preppy ARE you?
[x] wear alot of accesories
[ ] carry your cell everywere
[x] say like ,duh and omg
[ ] have alot of nail polish
[ ] wear those sparkly flat shoes
[ ] drool over hot guys
[x] have blonde moments at least once or twice a day
[x] dance
[ ] wear plaid.
total : 4
you were once/still are addicted to watching:
[ ] laguna beach/the hills
[ ] greys anatomy
[ ] gilmore girls
[ ] veronica mars
[ ] one tree hill
[ ] LOST
[ ] the simple life
[ ] desperate housewives
[ ] americas next top model
total : 4
You say:
[x] omg
[ ] thats hot
[x] hot
[x] heck yeah
[ ] cute
[ ] this outfit is hot!!
[ ] totally
[ ] DUH
[x] huh
total : 8
you have shopped at:
[ ] hollister
[ ] aeropostale
[ ] charlotte russe
[ ] pac sun
[ ] abercrombie & fitch
[ ] icing
[ ] american eagle
total : 8
you like:
[ ] to shop
[ ] make up
[ ] pink
[x] stuffed animals
[x] jewelry
[ ] Starbucks
[x] traveling
[ ] shoes
[ ] clothes
[ ] purses
total : 11
Have you seen
[x] Legally Blonde
[x] Mean Girls
[ ] Now & Then
[ ] The Notebook
[ ] John Tucker Must Die
[ ] bring it on
[x] how to lose a guy in 10 days
total : 14
COUNT UP HOW MANY YOU CHECKED. MULTIPLY BY 2
THEN REPOST "I am 28% Preppy"
... DANG 28? NOT GOOD.
3/25/08
Caramell Dansen
I thought I had kept it away for good... But it comes back. It's like a disease... an incurable disease that comes back and starts eating at me slowly?
I can't really explain it. I don't have problems socially or schoolly or whatever. Just inside... sometimes it's like I'm missing something. My heart starts to ache and darkness falls.
It only shows when I'm "alone". I honestly, honestly, can't put my feelings to words. It's hard to...
... Ah, no one likes an emo. I apologize. x___X
CARAMELLDANSEN = BEST SONG EVER. XD
140 life experiences.
Level 1
() I have had an asthma attack
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Been drunk
() Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Been In Love or still in love
(x) Been Dumped
( ) Been Fired
() Been In A Fist Fight
(x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House
total so far: 3
Level 2
(x)Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
(x) Been Arrested or Seen Someone You Know Get Arrested
() Made Out With A Stranger
() Gone Out On A Blind Date
(x) Had A Crush On someone older than you
() Skipped School
()Slept With A Co-worker/ team mate
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
total so far: 7
Level 3
(x) Been On A Plane
() Thrown Up From Drinking
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding/Skiing
( ) Been Mosh Pitting
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love(d) Someone Who You Can't Have
() Been in a BAD relationship
total so far: 12
Level 4
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone Puddle Jumping
(x) Played Dress Up
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
() Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
total so far: 21
Level 5
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
( ) Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID
(x) Watched The sun set/ sun rise
(x) Felt An Earthquake
() Kissed A Snake
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
() Robbed Someone (or store)
(x) Been Misunderstood..
total so far: 28
Level 6
() Pet A Deer
(x) Won a Contest
() Been Suspended
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car/ Motorcycle Accident
(x) Had / Have Braces
() Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Had Deja vu
(x)Danced in the moonlight
(x) Hated the way you look
total so far: 35
Level 7
(x) Questioned your heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
(x) Squished Barefoot Through the Mud
(x) Been lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x)Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
(x) Cried Yourself to sleep
total: 42
Level 8
(x) Played Cops and Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x ) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
() Kissed In The Rain
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
() Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe
total: 49
Level 9
(x) Watched The Sun Set With Someone You Care / Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire
(x) Crashed A Party
( ) HaveTraveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
(x) Worn Pearls
() Jumped Off A Bridge
total:56
Level 10
(x) Swam With Dolphins
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/ Freezer/Ice Cube
() Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
( ) stayed Up All Night
total: 62
Level 11
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had / Been In A Tree House
(x) Have been/Are scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
(x) Seen/heard a Ghost/Spirit
(x) Have/had More Than 30 Pairs Of Shoes or Flip Flops
( ) gone streaking
( ) Been to/Visited Someone At Jail
( ) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed Into A Pool With All Your Clothes On
total: 69
Level 12
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken a bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
(x) Caught A Fish
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed
( ) Mooned / Flashed Someone
( ) Had someone Moon / Flash You
total: 74
Level 13
(x) cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French braided someones hair/attempted
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
Total: 81
Level 14
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked a Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
( ) Licked Someone
( ) Been shot at (with a bb gun)
( ) Had sex in or next to a field/garden/lake/ocean/park
( ) Flattened someone's tires
(x) Drove/rode in a car until the gas light came on
(x) Had five dollars or less and bought something
Total:86
86 /140 life experiences.
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140 Life Experiences.
3/23/08
Who knows...
Simple Plan is love. Got their new CD yesterday. I love it. <3
Is there anybody home?
Who is this savior they talk about in songs? The one who takes away all the pain? I would surely like to meet them so I could do the same. And so I can see people open their eyes to their true worth. It's so sad watching these clouds over their head, when they shouldn't be there.
I wish I could see the stars from my window... Like in Idaho. If you get the chance, go out into the country & spend a night out with the stars. There's so many... you feel so small looking up into them.
They don't know how lucky they are. I wish I could open up my heart to someone, anyone. But once I feel like I really can, they dissappear. They can say I am loved. But I want to love. Being loved is all good & fun - but loving someone feels alot better.
But I buried the keys & I can't find them anymore. I guess that's okay though. Maybe someone else found it. Maybe I will. What does the future hold? Who knows.
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3/22/08
I <3 surveys
They help me procrastinate. :] <3
I have recently had a chest infection
I have plants in my bedroom
Emo: Die. Twice. In the face.
I just want to smack the little "hair over my eyes" weirdos!
I wish my hair was so long it touched the ground
I believe in astrology
There's dew on my windows right now
I like to cook
I have bad skin
I make my bed every morning
My relationship with my mother is non existent
I hate it when people speak gangster
...I try to speak gangster for a giggle
I would never wear a thong
I love the word moor
I know what a palindrome is
I dig musicals
I will be moving house soon
I’m STARVING!
I always have super weird dreams
My neck hurts
Deviantart.com ROCKS!
Today was a really awful day
I have met someone from a dating service before whether it be a telephone service or online
I want to eat little babies
It’s my birthday soon
All I know about King Henry VIII is that he beheaded two of his wives
AOL is an asshole
I’m tired of waiting for the person I love to love me back
Pink and fluffy... Let me smack you
I am a Scorpio
Hanson ARE a cool band, shut up
I want to be in a band
Cigarettes disgust me... Ugh
I have made a homemade dirty movie before
I <3 Porn
My sister THINKS she can sing
I was one of those bratty little kids
Fear my wrath!
Johnny Depp = me + bed
I love getting new jewellery
I love old tales like the Nibelungenlied, Norse Mythology, Shakespeare, Greek mythos, etc.
I use the word cunt an awful lot
I can swear in front of my parents, they don’t care
I’m not wearing deodorant today
I can’t wait to get my own place and do whatever the hell I want
I love the story of Romeo and Juliet
I’m allergic to cats
I have been called a whore before
What the hell is so great about 'Lost'?
I have had crutches before
I don't always brush my teeth twice a day
Aye aye, captain!
The heat sucks
I have big ears
If it was healthy i'd eat at mcdonalds all the time
The Exorcist was so funny... scary? Yeah right!
I have been out of my country
One of my friends died in a car accident
Both sets of my grandparents are dead
I haven't had the chicken pox yet
I have many emotional scars
I went shopping yesterday :)
I am wearing earrings
I get panic attacks a lot
I'm always sick
I STILL have imaginary friends... yeah
When I look out of my bedroom window I see a road
Somebody in my family has cancer
I have green eyes and they're pretty
I have big eyebrows
uno des mas!
[What!]
what is your name? Hoshi
what is your age? Old.
what is your hair color? Brown
what is your eye color?Brown
what is your screen name? Hoshiiakaruii
what is your myspace name? I don't remember
what is your xanga name? I don't remember.
what is your dogs name? -
what is your cats name? -
what is your fishes name? -
what is your hamsters name? -
what is the next concert you are going to? Hopefully a Jonas Brothers one! >:D
what is the next movie you are going to see? HORTON HEARS A WHO FTW.
what is the next cd you want to get? That one OneRepublic one.
what is the next thing you are going to eat/drink? I want orange juice.
what are are you wearing? clothes.
what are you watching? My friends get to be in drama. :D
what are you listening to? Holding on by Simple Plan
what are you feeling? Funny.
what are you seeing? A screen
what are you hearing? My new SP cd. <3
what was the last show you watched? MACGYVER
what was the last store you went into? Mervyns
what was the last movie you watched at home? ... I DON'T KNOW.
what was the last movie you saw in theatres? lol, Iunno.
what was the last song you listened to? Still Holding on.
what was the last cd you played? In a CD player? Chipmunks, lol
what was the last concert you went to? Rascal Flatts <3
what is the last food item you bought? ... Panera.
what is the last non food item you bought? My SP cd <3
what is the last thing you ate? ... wtf Iunno.
what is the last thing you drank? Coke.
what is the last thing you laughed at? DRAMAH.
what is the last thing you cried over? ... Getting a D+ on my Calc Midterm ><
what is the last thing you got mad about? one word: ANDREW.
[Who!]
who is your best friend? Tsuki or Dobby Tsui.
who is someone you can tell anything to? Yang <3
who is someone you hate? ....
who is someone you love? David Archuleta
who was your first kiss? No one.
who was your first crush? Don't remember.
who was your first best friend? Vivian
who was your first love? Ben Y.
who was your first enemy? who cares.
[When!]
when was the last time you went somewhere? Today.
when was the last time you took a shower? Today.
when was the last time you ate something? Today.
when was the last time you talked to someone? Today.
when was the last time you saw someone you had a crush on? I don't have a crush on anyone...
when was the last time you watched a movie? IDK.
when was the last time you watched tv? Today.
when was the last time you listened to music? Right now.
when was the last time you cried? Tuesday.
when was the last time you laughed? Today.
when was the last time you smiled? Today.
when was the last time you spent money? Today.
when was the last time you got drunk? Never <3
when was the last time you smoked? Never <3
when was the last time you drove? Never <3
[Why!]
why are you here? Because.
why are you home? Because.
why are you not sleeping? Because.
why are smiling? Why not?
why are you doing this? Because.
[Where!]
where is the best place to eat? ?
where is the best place to kiss? like, on the body? ... awkward...
where is the best place to buy cds? TARGET.
where is the best place to go shopping? The Mall?
where is the best place to go to a concert? Somewhere.
where is the best place to hang out with friends? Anywhere they are.
where is the best place to have peace and quiet? my room.
where is the best place to get crazy? My room.
where is the best place to sleep? My room.
3/21/08
The plot thickens
Ay dios mio. I am SO glad I don't like any of my guy friends now. I feel like I'm watching a train wreck in slow motion. Well not really a train wreak. It's like I'm watching 2 people walk towards each other and I know their going to run into each other, but I'm moving in slow motion so I can't do anything to stop it.
Yeah it's pretty bad. There's alot of webs of secrecy around here and I'm like the fly who's aware of them, but none of the other flies will listen to me and they get stuck.
Wow, I'm using alot of similies today o-0.
But things are happen that could potentially ruin alot of friendships. And I can't do anything about it without betraying the other. Or they won't believe me and won't do anything to stop it. Wahh, my friends are making things more complicated than they really are. This is why I enjoy swim meets. I get to ignore all this crap I know. Knowledge is power, but with power comes responsibility.
If there's such thing as a God, he just LOVES to screw with our brains. :]
I had a weird dream last night. But I only remember parts. There was something about a tennis team. And Tyler, the guy on my swim team (Who's really weird, because in class he can say intelligent things, but @ swim he's got the brain of a 5 year old...)
All I remember was the end. I was leaving & Tyler was ahead of me. He opened the door for me, I thanked him & walked away, him watching my back.
Tyler has really pretty eyes. Other than that, he is... tolerable, I suppose. (LOL FOR PRIDE & PREJUDICE QUOTE). He's so tan, it looks like its spray on. And his picture last year is laughter inducing :]. Jared's is pretty funny too, he looks so serious... LIKE RYAN. L TO THE L.
Yearbook pictures are so fun to laugh at.
And why don't I care about using those 2's real names? Well for 1, they'll never read it. And 2, if they ever did, I'm just being honest. >_>;;
Huh, wonder what happened to Trent. He was a fast freestyler... (NO NOT TRENT FROM 8TH GRADE).
The pattern for popular guys. Their either insanely hot or ugly. Same goes for popular girls. Except some popular girls put on so much make up, it's a bit disgusting looking at them up close. And to think how early they have to wake up to put that stuff on! Probably like 6... o___o.
... yeah I like ranting.
GIRLS DON'T LIKE BOY, GIRLS LIKE CARS AND MONEY!
... No actually, I like books. And good movies. And Supernatural. Yepppp...
3/20/08
Marlowe
Yeah, I know. Who could love a Fascist? Erm yeah. You'll find out later that Marlowe is a failure Fascist. Nothing compared to thos totalitarian govs back in WW2. Marlowe's going to turn out be "good". Notice the quote marks.
I really like Safira. Strong willed characters are always a treat, because they freaking stand up for themselves. Passive characters annoy me. Which is probably why Marlowe's going to annoy me. But I love his name.
I might publish it on Fictionpress, but iunno. I love the idea... maybe I'll make it a book... LOL.
3/18/08
As What I Thought It Was
When I was a weee little girl
The one where the prince came
and drove all her worries away
and they rode off, away.
It feels kind of sad, being in your arms
Because those stories won't never sound the samee, oh no.
But this bittersweet feeling, oh, don't get me wrong
It the best feeling I ever had.
Oh no, Don't get wrong now
Not saying I don't love you anymore,
Just saying it felt and looked
and sounded like
That love wassss -
Love sounded Easy.
Love sounded True.
Love sounded Faithful, oh faithful, ooo.
But Love is not perfect,
Oh no, oh no, not at all.
I still love you baby,
But it's not the same, not the same,
not the same... as what I thought it was.
3/15/08
Fight 41 & Respect
So everyone who reads this has heard of the budget cuts going on in Cali. 43 and counting of y high schools teachers got pink slips. That. Is. Insane.
So an organization was formed - Fight 41. (well 43 now but...) We had swim & me, SarahKelley, Jae, And practically all the Varsity guys left practice to attend the meeting.
Afterwards, the guys who had went were talking.
Scott: What I really don't like about this is that some of the people doing this don't really care. Their just doing this so they have something to write about for college.
Hayden: I know - it's always like that with big stuff like this.
I was SHOCKED. I mean, the guys on my swim team... are obnoxious. And stupid. But I actually think they care about this. I mean... if they didn't then they wouldn't even mention that.
So now I respect those guys who came. I mean, wow. They have brains. o-o. I'm proud to call some of them my upper classmen. No matter how stupid they are (Scott: If there's a tank @ the march, I'm going to pull down my pants!)
... And yet now... the wind seems to blow harder than usual. Foreshadowing, perhaps?
Whatever it is, I'm glad to know that whatever happens, we were willing to fight for what's right. Isn't that what makes the day worth while in the end?
Or perhaps I'm too good-hearted.... -____-;;
3/13/08
Wah, I figured out what Ms. Darling's Boxes are, but the kiss is hard. What does she have that no one else can have... Not even her own husband? @3@;;
So. Uh.
... Nothing else to say really. Other than Fight 41 meeting thing tomorrow. SO going. :]
FIGHT FOR THE TEACHERS!
3/12/08
Porygon, use Calculus!
... Lawl, Actually, I've been really busy reading / preparing for my Calc Midterm tomorrow. I'm so going to fail Calc. :D
Heh heh. Porygon, use Calculus!
Things are the same as usual, except for the rabid cult following for Brawl now. And everyone's in love with Pit. It's kind of... weird. o__0. He's like the David Archuleta of video games.
Hm. I've been having... conflicting thoughts lately. I'm trying to make sense of things that happened in the past. As I've said before, I have holes in my memory. People tell me I did something and I'm like "wtf, no I didn't." XD;.
Trying to figure out what love is. I read so books about it, but I can't even grasp the thought of needing someone so much that it hurts. I'm sure I felt it before, but it's almost like that entire feeling's been erased. Is that bad? xD;;
Perhaps I've de...aged... I was more of a teen last year than now, heh heh. >_>;;
I'm such a loser, I know. PETER PAN SYNDROME? OH NOES. XD.
.... A moment of silence for the lost of David Hernandez. You were a David. And you were awesome. Wish you didn't get voted off!!
3/7/08
Peter & Wendy
I've seen alot of videos on the 2003 version of Peter Pan, and it's so freaking cute/depressing. I got the movie today, but I don't want to watch it cause I'm afraid I'll cry >.<;;
...Peter is so cute in the live action one D: <3
Yeah. So I'm doing Peter Pan for my sophomore thesis. The book is very surprising. Peter & Hook are idiots. :D
So there's this one MV on Peter & Wendy for "My heart will go on", the Titanic song. It's SO FREAKING DEPRESSING. Much more depressing than Titanic ;___;
... Poor Peter. Sure he's a jerk & an idiot, but we all love him anyways... D:
3/4/08
RAWRS
I don't know why either. He's just. Rawr. Annoying. He's got a mean looking face, he swims so fast it makes me cry (Okay, I shouldn't not like him for that, but... >__>;;) and he's just... RAWR. I DON'T LIKE HIM.
oh and today I realized Jonathan & Anton weren't the same person. :D Aren't I smart?
RAWR. Anton reminds me of that assasin guy in this one story I'm reading. Who's really mean. And sexual harasses and drugs the main character. And their supposed to fall in love too. Heh heh. Funny.
Today's meet was OK. Could be better, but you know - first meet of the season, is a-okay~
... I love my varsity team. We're such goofballs :P
3/3/08
Voldemort apple
Uh. Tired. -_-;. Swim practice in the morn has stopped (or it will soon) but I'm still like BLEHHHH. D: Oh noes.
... Voldemort apple killed Harry Potter. Heh heh....
My english class = ROXXOR.
So how are my periods going so far? Let's take a look...
Per 1: Profe Ash is okay. I sit right next to Marty. He's annoying, but okay. I don't like alot of the kids @ my new table. I miss Kenneth, Dan & Cory ;___;
Per 2: Mr Scruggs is awesome. Faraz is a stupid head as usual... Still awesome.
Per 3: Subbiah = AWESOME!! He handed out soooooo much candy today :] <3
Per 4: I love my 4th period class. Best class other than APEH :] <33. We're such goofballs. But PRODUCTIVE goofballs. Heh heh.
3/2/08
We're so white
We're soooo awesome. Me, the 3 varsity Sarahs, Chi, Ashley, Becka, Jae, Stephanie & Katey were eating & decorating shirts and laughing at the stupidest things. We're so white >_>;;
LAWLLL.
So me & Neko restarted our Tsubasa fic. The reallllyyyy long one. It's awesome. and so non sensical. I still love it. :]. Yay for Hoshi x Kurogane. XDDDD
Life rocks right now. Except stupid people are being stupid and... yeah. Stuff. :D
Lalalalalalaaaaa
3/1/08
BROTHER COMPLEX LAWL.
I am so not a Jane Austen fanatic. :D <3
... other than that, nothing else really. Other than I seem to be reading alot of books / manga where the bad girls have brother complexes and their brother is in love with the main character. Ah, incest. Another reason to hate the guts out of the bad guys. Incest is scary. And wrong. If you guys love each other, whatever, but that's not going to stop it from being creepy.
99 THINGS ABOUT YOU. NO LYING - BE HONEST.
(001) Your gender: female
(002) Straight/gay/bi?: Straighto
(003) Single?: Forever
(004) Want to be?: Hell yeah.
(005) Age?: None of your beeswax :D
(006) Age you wish you were: An age.
(007) Race?: Ima halfie.
(008) Race you wanna be: I like my race. :<
(009) The color of your eyes: Brownies
(010) Piercings: None
(011) Scars: Sure
(012) Tattoos: None.
DO YOU:
(013) Smoke?: Hell no
(014) Drink?: Hell no
(015) Read the newspaper?: The Comics count, right?
(016) Tie and untie your shoes?: Sure
(017) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Hell no
(018) Take walks in the rain?: That DOES sound like fun though
(019) Drive?: HA THAT'S FUNNY
(020) Like to drive fast?: no.
(021) Hurt yourself: Not really
HAVE YOU EVER:
(022) Been out of the country: Yes.
(023) Been in love: Sure.
(024) Had Sex: No.
(025) Gone skinny dipping: No.
(026) Had a surgery: No.
(027) Ran away from home: No.
(028) Played strip poker: No.
(029) Been beat up: No.
(031) Been on stage: Yes.
(032) Slept outdoors: Yep.
(034) Pulled an all-nighter: HA NO.
(036) Talked on the phone all night: HELL NO.
(038) Slept all day: No.
(039) Killed someone: ... o___o. No...
(040) Ever said nigroll: No.
(042) Kissed the same sex: No.
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex: No.
(044) Been betrayed: ... Yes
(045) Broken the law: Probably.
(047) Been on radio/tv: Yes.
(048) Been in a mosh-pit: Thank god no.
(049) Had a nervous breakdown: no
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance: NO.
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back: ... No.
(052) Favorite shoe brand?: Shoes.
(053) Favorite music: Country ^^
(054) Wear hats: Alot.
(055) Judged other people by their clothing: Sort of.
(057) Are you trendy: Everyone says I am. I think NOT.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
(058) Life on other planets: HELL YES.
(059) Miracles: Yes.
(060) Astrology: Yes.
(061) Magic: Yes.
(062) God: Sort of.
(063) Love: Yes.
(064) Ghosts: Yes.
(065) Rebirth: Not really.
(066) Love at first sight: No.
(067) Yin and Yang: Yes.
(068) Witches: Yes.
(069) Easter bunny: No
MISCELLANEOUS
(070) First love?: Hikaru
(071) Do you consider love a mistake: ??
(072) What do you find romantic: ...
(074) Turn-offs: I have alot of weird ones....
(075) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: No.
(076) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone and physically unattracted?: Yes.
(077) What is best about the opposite sex?: ... nothing?
(078) Whats the last present someone got you?: ... I don't know.
(079) Do you like someone?: NO! HA.
LAST PERSON:
(080) That you laughed at: Stuff on Deviantart
(081) That laughed at you: Me!
(082) That turned you on: ...?
(083) You went shopping with: My mom
(084) To disappoint you: My brother
(085) To make you cry: My Dad.
(086) To brighten up your day: IDK
(087) You saw a movie with:IDK
(088) You talked to on the phone: My Dad.
(090) You talked to on text message: Dobby Tsui
(091) Your best friends: Dobby Tsui & Tsuki
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:
(092) Smiled: Today.
(094) Cried: Probably late January.
(095) Bought something: Today.
(096) Danced: Yesterday.
(098) Listened to music: Today.
(099) Who is your crush: ... EDGEWORTH.


