10/29/07

>>

Life's being a stupid head right now.

I'm getting insecure on what I want to be & who I am. I'm trying to lose myself in this music & books, but I'm afraid. Am I going to go back to that weak, pathetic thing I was after Ben? How I am at home?

It's like everyone's pushing on me to grow up - to be mature to take my "place" in the world. But I want to stay what I am - myself. Do I give up myself to be human or give up my humanity to be me?

All my friends are maturing, I feel like I'm going backwards. Take Sora for example. My god how she's changed! (I'll call her Sora now cause I don't want to give out her real name. Even though she doesn't like being called this anymore...) I remember we were all going to be single forever... and...

So many things, people have changed. Yet I feel the same. Maybe I have changed. But not... like... I still hide from the kiss scenes, watch those kiddie movies, do all the things I used to. I act the same way before I met Ben.

... I feel so small... Everyone's going away to be some big mature... something. While I'm going to stay here. Alone. But I'll guess I'll be happy. At least I'll be me.

10/28/07

Country & Surveys once again

Country is seriously the best music ever. D: <3

Carrie Underwood, Taylor Swift, Kenny Chesney, Sugarland, Rascal Flatts.. ohhh all the good stuff... <3

... YES ANOTHER SURVEY XD.

THE BASICS:
NAME? Hoshi
AGE? A teenager.
BIRTHDAY? September 4th
AStROLOGIC SIGN? Virgo
EYE COLOR? Brown
NATURAL HAIR COLOR? Brown
HAIR LENGTH? Short
WHERE DO YOU LIVE? In Cali
WHEN DO YOU GET UP? 6 1/2 on school days ^^
WHAT IS YOUR FIRST THOUGHT? MMMMMPH
WHAT DO YOU DO FIRST? Look at the clock and grumble.
DO YOU EAT BREAKFAST? Yeah
WORK OR SCHOOL? School
HOW MANY HOURS DO YOU WORK OR GO TO SCHOOL EACH WEEK? Well... Alot. XD
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU GET HOME? Either go to Piano, Do Hw, or I get home so late I sleep.
WHAT TIME DO YOU GO TO BED? 10 ish.
SLEEP ALONE? Yes
ANY PETS? No D:
HERITAGE? Chinese, Czeh Republican & Viking :D
SIBLINGS? Raymond
YOUNGEST OR ELDEST? Oldest >.<
SHOE SIZE? 7 1/2
LEFTY OR RIGHTY? Right
NICK NAME(S)? Hoshi :D
WHERE WERE YOU BORN? La Palma

LASTS:
PERSON YOU TOLD YOU LOVED THEM? Yang :D
TIME YOU CRIED? I don't really remember...
WERE IN A CAR? Todayy..
ATE AT A RESTAURANT? Today @ Marie Callendar's
SLEPT SOMEWHERE OTHER THAN YOUR OWN BED? ... Last weekend.
WENT CAMPING? Last summer >:
SLEPT IN A HOTEL/MOTEL? ... I don't remember XD
SMOKED A CIGARETTE? NEVER.
SAW YOUR PARENTS? Today..
WERE IN A CLASSROOM / SCHOOL? Last Friday
DOWNLOADED SOMETING? ... Idk...?
MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Scary Movie.
WENT TO THE LIBRARY? Sadly last Friday D:
WERE SICK? Who knows...
ATE A FRESH PICKED FRUIT OR VEGETABLE? At Saru's last birthday party.
PERSON TO CALL YOU? ... Tsuki?
PERSON TO TEXT YOU? Dobby Tsui :D
BOOK YOU READ? Valiant
SONG YOU HEARD? So Small - Carrie Underwood

THE FUTURE:
GOING TO COLLEGE? Probably
PLANNING A TRIP? No.
PLANNING A MOVE? No.
MARRIAGE? No ^^
TYPE OF WEDDING? None :D
IN A CHURCH? Who cares..
BEST MAN / MAID-OF-HONOR? If I did, I'd have Tori, Tsuki & Dobby Tsui as my MOHs
WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE? Somewhere sunny.
WHAT WILL YOUR JOB BE? Graphic Designer or Web Designer
KIDS? Maybe -___-
HOW MANY? only 2 at most.
THEIR NAMES? all I know if it's a girl it's going to Andrew
WHERE WILL YOU RETIRE? ???
DO YOU CONTRIBUTE TO A 401(K)? What's that o-o

YOUR IDEAL PARTNER:
FIRST THING YOU NOTICE? Height XD
DRINKER? no wai.
SMOKER? no wai.
HAIR COLOR? Darker blonde / Brown
HAIR LENGTH? Short?
EYES? Blue :D
WEIGHT? Fit?
HEIGHT? 6ft or more
STYLE? awesome.
IS MONEY IMPORTANT? It'd be a plus...
TATTOOS? As long as it's not all over o-o
WANTS KIDS? Iunno.
HAS KIDS? ????
WHAT QUALITIES DO YOU LOOK FOR? Adventureous, yet patient?

FAVORITES:
FAVORITE COLOR? Silver
FAVORITE ANIMAL? ... I don't really have one.
FAVORITE PET? None.
FAVORITE AUTOMOBILE? those 70's Volwagen Vans. XD
FAVORITE FLOWER? White Roses.
FAVORITE MOVIE(S)? Anastasia & Hairspray
FAVORITE BOOK(S)? Once upon a time series :D
FAVORITE AUTHOR(S)? I like alot.
FAVORITE SMELLS OR SCENTS? Chocolate
FAVORITE MALE NAME(S)? Andrew & Ben
FAVORITE FEMALE NAME(S)? Delilah
FAVORITE NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK? Fuzeee :D
FAVORITE FOODS? Chinese Food.
FAVORITE PICTURE OR ARTIST?
FAVORITE SEASON/TIME OF YEAR? Summer & Winter
FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? WHY? Fridays ^^
FAVORITE VACATION SPOT? Hong Kong
FAVORITE CANDY? Chocolate :D
FAVORITE TV CHANNEL? CW
FAVORITE TV SHOW/SHOWS? Supernatural <3
FAVORITE ACTOR?
FAVORITE ACTRESS?
FAVORITE DESSERT? Pie or Brownies :D
FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Chocolate
FAVORITE HOBBY? Swim & Color Guard
FAVORITE HOLIDAY? Christmas
FAVORITE QUOTE?
FAVORITE BIBLE VERSE?
FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPINGS? Hawaiian
FAVORITE SOAP? o.o
FAVORITE STORE? Gaming stores <3
FAVORITE COLOGNE OR PURFUME?
FAVORITE GEM? Saphires?

TALENTS:
ANY SECRET TALENTS? Nope.
PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS? No
ROLLERSKATE? No
SKATEBOARD? No
MOONWALK? No
EAT WITH CHOPSTICKS? Yes :D
COOK? Only Eggs.
SING? Okay
MULTI-TASK? No
DO BACKBENDS? No?
A SPLIT? No.
DANCE? No
HAVE A GPA HIGHER THAN 3.9? NO.
KNOW ALL THE WORDS TO THE NATIONAL ANTHEM? Sort of..
ARE YOU DOUBLE-JOINTED? No
CAN YOU SPEAK MORE THAN ONE LANGUAGE? No
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO CHANGE A TIRE? No
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO CHANGE YOUR OIL? No
DO YOU KNOW HTML? Pretty Much
DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE CORRECT KEYS? ??
CAN YOU SEW? Sort of...
CAN YOU KNIT? No
WALK ON STILTS? No
HULA HOOP? Not well.

HIGH SCHOOL:
BEST FRIENDS? Tori, Tsuki & Dobby Tsui
BEST SUBJECT? History?
LEASE FAVORITE SUBJECT? Math D:
FAVORITE TEACHER? Jenn & Louie <3
SCHOOL'S MASCOT? Wally & Wanda
SCHOOL'S COLORS? Black & Gold!
EVER SENT TO THE PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE? No
SUSPENDED? No
EVER PRETEND TO BE SICK TO GET OUT OF CLASS? No
BAGGED LUNCH OR SCHOOL LUNCH? Neither
USE YOUR LUNCH MONEY FOR SOMETHING OTHER THAN FOOD? No
WERE YOU POPULAR? Ha no.
NAME OF BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? Didn't have one :P
BIGGEST REGRET? Falling in Love XD
DID YOU SMOKE? No
DRINK ALCOHOL? No
DRUGS? No
WHAT WERE YOUR FAVORITE SHOES? Shoes?
MEMORABLE SONGS OR BANDS? A whole lot of Country singers.
SKIP CLASS? No
SKIP SCHOOL? No

BELIEFS:
SANTA CLAUS? No.
MAGIC? Yes
TRUE LOVE? No.
DIVORCE? ?
HEAVEN? I'd like to
HELL? ?
GOD AND/OR JESUS? No
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT? No
GHOSTS OR SPIRITS? Yes
THE DEVIL? Sure
UFO'S & ALIENS? Yes
BIG FOOT? Sure
THE AFTERLIFE? I'd like to
REINCARNATION? I'd like to
SOUL MATES? No.
ACCUPUNCTURE? ??
OCCULT? Yes
KARMA? Sure
ANGELS? Yes

RANDOM:
LONGEST FRIEND(S) & FOR HOW LONG? Tsuki, since God knows when
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING? UCLA polo & Blue shorts
HOW MANY CARS HAVE YOU OWNED? None.
ARE YOU REGISTERED TO VOTE? No
FURTHEST PLACE YOU EVER TRAVELED? Hong Kong
WHAT DO YOU COLLECT? Pennies, Keychains & Charms
HOW DO YOU RELAX? Read a book in bed
WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? ... I watched Scary Movie
IF YOU COULD TURN BACK TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? Louie getting fired
IF GIVEN A MILLION DOLLARS WHAT'S ONE THING YOU WOULD BUY? Video Games & Anime/manga & merchandise :D
DO YOU LIKE INCENSE? No.
DO YOU HAVE A TATTOO? No.
WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR FIRST NAME? My dad's favorite D&D character was my name
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Sure
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO? Iunno
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS? No.
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? Scrambled
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? No.
ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? Yes?
DO YOU SNORE? No.
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO? Chocolate?
ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS? Yes
WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE? ??
HOW DID YOU CELEBRATE YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? I sat at home. And Tsuki made me a cake XD
DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD? No.
DO YOU VOLUNTEER OR DONATE TO ANYTHING? No.
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU MOVED? Once.
WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT YOURSELF, JUST FOR FUN? 10 bars of Dark Chocolate
ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL MARRIED? Yes
LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? None.
SHORTEST RELATIONSHIP? None.
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? Not Really.
ARE YOU SHY AROUND THE OPPOSITE SEX? Iunno
WORST FEAR? Love & Perfection. And people dying other than me?

THIS OR THAT:
ARE YOU A MORNING PERSON OR A NIGHT OWL? Night owl
SHOWER OR BATH? Bathie :D
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER? Creamyy
ORANGE JUICE OR APPLE? Orange
CHIPS OR POPCORN? Both...
COKE OR PEPSI? Coke
MONEY OR LOVE? Love
COFFEE OR TEA? None
DOG OR CAT? Doggie
DISHES OR LAUNDRY? Laundry
HARDWOOD FLOORS OR CARPET? Carpet
CITY OR COUNTRY? City
FANCY RESTAURANT OR ROAD-SIDE DINER? ..?
SUMMER OR WINTER? I love them both
GOLD OR SILVER? Silver
CAR OR TRUCK? Car
BRAINS OR LOOKS? Brains
SCARY MOVIE OR COMEDY? Comedy
HUGS OR KISSES? Hugs.
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Chocolate


HAVE YOU EVER:
EATEN SUSHI? No.
BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? Yes
BEEN ON A TRAIN? Yes
BEEN IN AN AMBULANCE? No.
BEEN IN LOVE MORE THAN ONCE? No.
HITCH HIKED? No.
HAD TO WEAR A UNIFORM TO SCHOOL/WORK? No.
ORDERED FROM AN INFOMERCIAL? No.
WON A TROPHY? Yes
STUCK YOUR TONGUE ON A 9 VOLT BATTERY? No.
BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT? Yes
PLAYED TWISTER? Yes
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL? Yes
DATED MORE THAN ONE PERSON AT ONE TIME? No.
BEEN BUNGEE JUMPING OR SKY DIVING? No.
CLIMBED A MOUNTAIN? No.
GONE ON A "PITY DATE"? No.
GONE ON A BLIND DATE? No.
RODE A BIKE WITH "NO HANDS?" No.
GONE TP-ING? No.
SHOT A GUN? No.
BEEN TO NEW YORK CITY? No.
BEEN TO ANOTHER COUNTRY? Yes
BROKEN A BONE? No.
HAD STITCHES? Yes
HAD SURGERY? No.
BEEN ON STAGE? Yeah.
PUT A PLAYING CARD IN YOUR SPOKES? No.
STAYED IN A HOSPITAL FOR MORE THAN A WEEK? No.
BEEN TO AN ADULT STORE? No.
WISHED ON A SHOOTING STAR? Yes
HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN? Yes
BROKEN SOMEONE ELSE'S HEART? Probably
PUT A HAIR PIN IN A POWER SOCKET?No.
BEEN CHEATED ON? No.
MADE YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND/SPOUSE CRY? No.
LOVED SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T LOVE YOU BACK? ... Yes
BEEN TO A DRIVE-IN MOVIE? No.
BEEN TO A PSYCHIC OR FORTUNE-TELLER? No.
SEEN A GHOST? No.
RUN AWAY FROM HOME AS A KID? No.
BEEN IN A POLICE CRUISER? No.
BEEN IN HAND CUFFS? No.
BEEN ARRESTED? No.
LAIN IN AN OPEN FIELD AT NIGHT? Plenty of times :)

10/27/07

Love, life & surveys.

Wow. Robin & Wondergirl are canon now? o-o. Because Superboy died? WOW. THEY ARE SO MUCH COOLER THAN... YEAH. Robin & Wondie look GOREGEOUS in Teen Titans. Lol, I love Robin's new costume too.

... I'm still mad Impulse died though. I LOVE IMPULSE -cry-

;___;. And then Green Arrow & Black Canary are getting married... -sigh- DC is getting very romancy lately...

Okay, quick survey before D&D time ^^


CATEGORY: BEAUTY/VANITY
1. Are you tan?
Yes. Mostly because of swim, but it hasn't changed even though I haven't swam in like a month...

2. Do you use proactive?
Wtf is that?

3. Do you wear make-up daily?
What is this "make up"

4. Do you own chanel perfume?
o__o...

5. Do you shower daily?
I would hope so...

6. Do you go to the tanning bed?
I tan naturally. I have no need :P

7. Do you wear nail polish?
Not since the 7th grade...

8. Do you use MAC make-up?
As in the computer?

9. Do you use other make-up products?
I don't know...

10. Do you straighten your hair everyday?
No...

CATEGORY: FRIENDS
21. Is a best friend a promise or a label?
I dunno. A Promise?

22. Do you have more than one best friend?
I guess?

23. What's his/her name(s)?
Tori, Jeana & Jessica.

24. Do you have too many friends to name?
... YES.

25. Do you hang out with friends every day?
I try too

27. Do you have pictures of your friends on your wall?
No >:

29. Is your best friend a girl?
Yes'm

30. Are your friends in a lot of your classes?
Other than Color Guard I really have no really good friends in my classes >:

CATEGORY: FASHION/STYLE
31. Do you have style and orginiality?
I suppose?

33. Do you own a designer handbag?
I don't even CARRY AROUND handbags

34. Do you own something from lacoste?
Whut?

35. Do you wear leggings?
What are leggings?

36. Is the only color you will never wear yellow?
I'll wear yellow. Just not pink

37. Do you get fashion tips from magazines?
I don't read those kind of things :/

38. Do people copy your style?
Not really?

39. Do you shop at a&f and hollister?
EW NO. Too Expensive >:

40. Do you wear sweats a lot?
Don't own alot. :<

CATEGORY: TV/MOVIE
41. Are you a movie freak?
I am a Cartoon Movie Freak. :D

42. Have you seen over 30 movies in the past 2 months?
... Maaaaybeee... >.>

3. Do you have a show that you must watch?
YES

44. Is it that show laguna beach?
I haven't even heard of that show...

45. Have you ever seen an episode of grey's anatomy?
Nope.

46. Is your favorite movie finding nemo?
One of my favs <3

47. Do you like classic movies?
Classis DISNEY movies :D. And quite a few oldies XD

48. Do you watch 30+ hours of TV a week?
Nope.

49. Do you own over 100 DVD's?
LOL YES PROBABLY.

50. Is law and order awesome?
You know it :P

CATEGORY: SPORTS
51. No sports, no life?
I guess?

52. Do you play sports year-round?
... YES HAHA

53. Do you like to watch boy sports?
Not really? Unless you count pokemon battling... >.>

56. Do you love the minnesota twins?
No?

57. Is soccer cool?
NO WAY.

58. Do you swim?
YES WAY.

59. Do you like to run?
Yeah I do... >.<;. I'm a strange child...

60. Is volleyball the best sport?
Noo....

CATEGORY: MUSIC

61. Do you like all types of music?
Practically.

62. Do you hate rap?
YES I DOOOO.

63. Have you been to 5+ concerts?
Noo...

64. Have you ever been to a concert?
Yes.

65. Does panic! at the disco own you?
Nope :]

66. Is country music the only way to go?
Most of the time... Yes. XD

67. Do you burn all your CD's?
??

68. Are you constantly downloading music?
... Yeah. Sorta.

69. Is music what gets you through?
ALot of times.

70. Is rock life?
I guess?

CATEGORY: FAMILY
72. Do you have more than 1 sibling?
Thank god no

73. Do you have a sister(s)?
Nope. ^^

74. Do you have a brother(s)?
Yes

75. Are you an only child?
No

76. Do you like your living arrangement?
Sure.

77. Do your grandparents spoil you?
Yes...

78. Do you have a lot of cousins?
YES

79. Do you love your family?
Sometimes

80. Do you have half/step brother(s)/sister(s)?
No

CATEGORY: APPERANCE
81. Are you tall?
Sure?

82. Do you wish you were tall?
No wai.

83. Is your shoe size 8?
... 7 1/2...

84. Are you comfortable with your appearance?
Iunno.

85. Are your eyes blue?
No.

86. Is your hair brown?
MMhmm..

87. Are you wearing jeans at the moment?
Nope.

88. Have you been called pretty before?
Sadly Yes.

89. Do you workout?
Sort of.

90. Do you have braces?
Yes..

10/26/07

Survey's are fun ^^

\\. The Name Survey .//
(c) DarkestStar_Surveys [Do Not Remove Please].
01. What is your first name?: Hoshi (r name starts w/ a M)
02. What is your middle name?: Tess
03. What is your last name?: Akarui (r l name starts w/ a P)
04. What other names were your parents going to choose for you?: My mommy wanted to call me tess
05. Do you like your name?: I guess
06. What are your favourite girls names?: Delilah
07. What are your favourite boys names?: Ben, Andrew
08. What is your mother’s first name?: May
09. What about her maiden name?: Wat
010. What about her middle name?: Doesn't have one
011. What is your father’s first name?: Donald
012. What about his middle name?: Raymond
013. What are your siblings names?: Raymond... >.>
014. What are your mother’s parents names?: They don't have english ones. But I think my gramma's is something like Ping
015. What are your father’s parents names?: Rose & Pete
016. Name some of the last name’s in your family: Uh... Bohall, Wong... I don't know anymore >>
017. What are your aunt and uncle’s names?: Oh boy. Steve, James, Carola, Wendy, Mabel, Joseph, Ada, Lucky, Carl, Carla, Vivian, Luke, Fran & Charlotte. Those are the ones that are my mom's brothers and sisters @__@
018. What are your cousins names?: Oh god. Brian, Vincent, Tiffany, Klevin, Elke, Emily, Sandy, Cindy, Justin, Howard, Amber, Phillip, Debra, Sandra, Becky, Michael, Heidi, Aubre, Marlin, Eric, Dale, Angleen, Flisha, David & Josh. And I don't remember some of them too.
019. What are your pets names?: None.
020. What are your best friends names?: Jeana, Tori & Jessica
021. Name some of your other friends: OH GOD. like 3 other Jessica's, 2 Andrew's, 2 Ben's, Michael, Yang, Anna, KC, Deanna, Natalie, Erica, Sam, Nicole, Noel, Michelle, Vong, Ryan, Felicia, Tiffany, Ashley, Cheryl, Samie Jo, Krystine, Jen, Jason, Angie, Veronica, Faith, Melissa, ... woo boy there's probably more but I'm tired of typing them XD
022. What is the name of people you dislike/hate?: Jaylene, Josh, Zach... Alot of people who I'm too lazy to list..
023. What are some names you think are stupid?: I'm sorry, But I really don't like the name Jessica. Mostly because their is WAY too many.
024. What is the name of your favourite (past or present) teacher?: Mary Beth, Jenn & Louie
025. What is the name of your boss?: I DUN HAVE ONE. WIN.
026. What is the name of the person you last spoke to?: Raymond
027. What about the person you last texted?: Jen
028. The name of the person you last spoke to online?: Yang?
029. What is the name of a stuffed toy you have/had?: Karl.
030. What is the name of the person you are inspired by?: I am inspired by MYSELF.

\\. Name Bolding .//

Bold the names of people you know.
Italicize the names you like.

Girls.
01. Olivia.
02. Grace.
03. Jessica.
04. Ruby.
05. Emily.
06. Sophie.
07. Chloe.
08. Lucy.
09. Lily.
010. Ellie.
011. Ella.
012. Charlotte.
013. Katie.
014. Mia.
015. Hannah.
015. Amelia.
016. Megan.
017. Amy.
018. Isabella.
019. Millie.
020. Eve/Evie.
021. Abigail/Abbie.
022. Amanda.
023. Freya.
024. Molly.
025. Daisy.
026. Kimberley.
027. Holly.
028. Emma.
029. Erin.
030. Poppy.
031. Jasmine.
032. Leah.
033. Keira
034. Phoebe.
035. Caitlin.
036. Rebecca.
037. Georgia.
038. Lauren.
039. Madison.
040. Amber.
041. Elizabeth.
042. Eleanor.
043. Beth/Bethany.
044. Paige.
045. Scarlett.
046. Alice.
047. Imogen.
048. Anna.
049. Lola.
050. Libby.
051. Maisie.
052. Brooke.
053. Alisha.
054. Tia.
055. Sarah.
056. Summer.
057. Faith.
058. Courtney.
059. Niamh.
060. Ava.
061. Amy.
062. Rosie.
063. Shannon.
064. Madeline.
065. Zoe.
066. Nicole.
067. Skye.
068. Amelie.
069. Harriet.
070. Maya.
071. Zara.
072. Rachel.
072. Francesca.
073. Lydia.
074. Alex/Alexandra.
075. Natasha.
076. Morgan.
077. Isla.
078. Laura.
079. Tilly.
080. Jade.

Boys.
01. Jack.
02. Thomas.
03. Joshua.
04. Oliver.
05. Harry.
06. James.
07. William.
08. Samuel.
09. Daniel.
010. Charlie.
011. Benjamin.
012. Joseph.
013. Callum.
014. George.
015. Jake.
016. Alfie.
017. Luke.
018. Matthew.
019. Ethan.

020. Lewis.
021. Jacob.
022. Mohammed.
023. Dylan.
024. Alexander.
025. Ryan.
026. Adam.
027. Tyler.
028. Harvey.
029. Max.
030. Cameron.
031. Liam.
032. Jamie.
033. Leo.
034. Owen.
035. Connor.
036. Harrison.
037. Nathan.
038. Henry.
039. Archie.
040. Edward.
041. Michael.
042. Aaron.
043. Kyle.
044. Noah.
045. Oscar.
046. Lucas.
047. Rhys.
048. Bradley.
049. Charles.
050. Toby.
051. Brandon.
052. Isaac.

053. Reece.
054. Kieran.
055. Finlay.
056. Mason.
057. Logan.
058. Riley.
059. Freddie.
060. David.
061. Jayden.
062. Joel.
063. John.
064. Robert.
065. Billy.
066. Ashton.
067. Corey.
068. Evan.
069. Taylor.
070. Christopher.
071. Aiden.
072. Edward.
073. Elliot.
074. Dominic.
075. Theo.
076. Zachary.
077. Sean.
078. Sebastian.
079. Andrew.
080. Ewan.

(I'll bold the ones that are true)
01. I know all the words to 'I'm a barbie girl.'
02. I'm obsessed with high heels.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love hoop earrings.
06. I am a virgo.
07. I love beer.
08. I can't live without lip gloss.
09. I can't live without music.
10. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months.
11. I spend money I don't have.
12. I'll be in college forever.
13. I've seen Jason Mraz.
14. I get annoyed easily.
15. I eventually want kids.
16. I have more than a couple of horrible memories.
17. I am addicted to Lizzie McGuire.
18. I am a person.
19. I start film school in February.
20. I love the rain.
21. I love taking pictures.
22. I luv girls who are fake.
23. I can be mean when I want to.
24. My dreams are bizarre.
25. One of my close friends is gay.
26. I have way too many purses.
27. I've seen 'Fight Club' at least 45 times.
28. I usually dress how I feel that day.
29. I love 'Sex and the City'.
30. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
31. I hate when people are late.
32. I procrastinate.
33. I love winter.
34. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
35. I love to sleep.
36. I wish I were smarter.
37. I'm afraid of flying.
38. I love singing.
39. I am addicted to 'The O.C.'
40. I love my hair.
41. I never fight with my parents.
42. I love the beach.
43. I have never had the chicken pox.
44. I'm excited for the future.
45. I can't control my emotions.
46. I can't wait till New Year's.
47. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
48. I love my friends.
49. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
50. I can be very insecure sometimes.
51. I have never broken a bone.
52. I hate racist people.
53. I hate my computer.
54. I love guys that play the guitar.
55. I state the obvious.
56. I'm a happy person most of the time.
57. I love to dance.
59. I hate cleaning my room
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60. I tend to get jealous easily.
61. I love cute underwear.
62. I love John Mayer.
63. I want to go to Greece.
64. I don't like to study for tests.
65. I love god.
66. I am too forgiving.
67. I love(d) high school.
68. I have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things.
69. I'm a daddy's girl.
70. I love kisses on the forehead.
71. I love the color pink.
72. I love to sew.
73. I have blue eyes.
74. I love the Olsen Twins.
75. I played soccer for 10 or more years.
76. I become stressed easily.
77. I hate liars.
78. I like comfy sweatpants.
79. Paul Walker is a fag.
80. I love the smell of asphalt after it's rained.
81. I hate needles.
82. I am a perfectionist.
83. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
84. I love pictures.
85. I love music.
86. I love getting stuff in the mail.
87. I hate the feeling of being lonely.
88. I hate the fact that i wear size 5 jeans.
89. I've never watched "Sex and the City" and I don't really care if I do.
90. I really don't want to add three things to this list.
91. So I won't.
92. Harry Potter is cool.
93. I am patient.
94. I like bunnies.
95. I often don't think before I speak and then regret it.
96. I love summer.
97. The thought of special brownies make me giggle.
98. I work(ed) at a co nvenience store and strongly dislike it.
99. I love video games.
100. I'm an insomniac.
101. I like Lord of the Rings.
102. I'm reading the Da Vinci Code.
103. and..........my name is JC
104. I want thirteen kids
105. I get attached easily
106. But i still manage to have commitment problem
107. I'm an azn kid
108. I like to watch movies that make me cry.
109. I love playing in the rain.
110. Ive watched a porn.
111. Ive skinny dipped multiple times
112. People that shove religion down my throat bother me.
113. i miss my home of nine years
114. i love dancing to britney spears
115. I like it doggie style.
116. i need a life
117. I love roller coasters.
118. I am scared of heights.
119. My nails are painted pink.
120. I love gum.
121. I think Johnny Knoxville is sexy
122. I am in LOVE with Johnny Depp.
123. I'm a hopeless romantic.
124. I'm a pimp.
125. I dont think before I speak
126. I get into trouble at least 3 times a week for stupid shit.
127. I have never gotten straight As
128. I have a tanning bed in my house.
129. Olives are my favorite!
130. Kittens make me happy.
131. I am in love with AFI.
132. I am a supervisor at an amusement park.
133. I have a boyfriend
134. I love the fact that my birthday is in August because it is not near any major holidays.
135. I have more than one favorite color.
136. The end of 'Big Fish' makes me cry.
137. I have done drugs other than weed.
138. I have never cheated on anyone.
139. I hate chocolate.
140. I have an obsession with wanting to lose weight.
141. Im in love.
142. Jenni Kay Wolfgram is my best friend
143. I like cream cheese and salami
144. I love chocolate milk
145 . I have spit-o-phobeia
146. I cried for days when my dog died.
147. I am learning how to play lacrosse.
148. DDR rocks.
149. My middle name is Marie.
150. I work at Publix.
151. I like a certain someone.
152. Somehow, the people I trust always let me down.
153. Sometimes, I want to move away, right away, and never look or come back.
154. I Love the Ashlee Simpson Show
155. I hate people that use others.
156. I freaking Love Yellowcard
157. I am in love with Kurt Cobain and I wish he never died.
158. I surf and skate.
159. I love Drew. He's a perfect 10.
160. I'm not ashamed to admit that I love the Backstreet Boys.
161. I have my belly button pierced.
162. I own a cowboy hat.
163. I've seen my favorite band more than a few times in concert.
164. I shop at both Hot Topic & Hollister.. 2 totally different stores.
165. I think Mexican guys are gorgeous.
166. I get cold really easily.
167. I write poetry.
168. I love reading.
169. I think Benji Madden is attractive.
170. I love animals.
171. I love the movie the Princess Bride.

172. I've never had a boyfriend/girlfriend
173. Ficitional characters are usually cooler than real life people
174. I don't like calling people

10/25/07

Reasons why being single rocks

Okay, so one of my guy friends asked: "So you never want a boyfriend? Why?"

Well, here's my answer.

Reasons why being single FOREVER rocks

- You don't have to worry about your manners.
- You can get a good night's sleep from not TALKING TO YOUR LOVER ALL NIGHT EW.
- You can laugh at romance all you want.
- You can be as embarassing as you want at home cause you don't have to worry about him/her coming over and finding you
- YOU CAN EAT AS MUCH AS YOU WANT. CAUSE THE ONLY ONE WHO WILL CARE ABOUT YOUR WEIGHT IS YOU
- You can sit at home and read, play video games, etc. Your not constantly pestered by your bf/gf
- No one has enough power over you to make you change
- YOU DON'T NEED TO MATURE. EVER.
- You can be as boyish as you want. Who gives a crap about all these skirts and makeup?
- You can interrupt as many couples as you want without feeling guilty at all
- You can complain about couples for fun.
- You don't get sucked into any gf/bf dramah.
- You don't need to worry about "does he like me?!" all the time
- You can have opposite gender friends without your gf/bf caring. Cause you don't have one :P
- You don't have to agree with someone when you want to go some place. You just go yourself :P
- YOU DON'T NEED TO SPEND ANY MONEY ON THEM. YEAH MORE MONEY FOR YOU.
- You don't need to spend like 4 hours in the morning taking care of yourself. You can just wake up, get dressed, and go.
- You can shut yourself away into a book without a major thorn in your side
- You can just ignore anyone trying to flirt with you
- You don't spend tons of money of clothes. Just Video Games. :P
- Two words: DATING SIMS XD. (srsly. Ouran & La Corda D'oro Dating Sim looks good >.>;; )
- You don't need to worry about spending enough 'time' with them >.>;;
- You and your single friends can go and have tons of fun :P (I mean sure, my friends who have bf's are awesome too, but it's just not the same anymore... XD )
- Who's up for a game of truth or dare where no one can ask you personal things about relationships?

:P. Besides, me, Dobby Tsui and Risu are too cool to kiss boys. XDDDDD

10/16/07

FURRY PANTS

COME ON. EW. FURRY PANTS. WTF.

-ahem- In Kill Me, Kiss Me. This one guy is wearing FURRY PANTS. It bothers me. They skin wookies for those things >:

Has anyone ever heard the song "Grow Up" from Simple Plan? I LOVE IT. It reminds me of me. Except I don't know what mxpx is xD;;

UNTIL THE DIE. I PROMISE I WON'T CHANGE.

Gawd, it seems like everyone's maturing nowadays. While I'm... like... degrading... I'm probably less mature now than I was in 1st grade xD;;

10/14/07

"Once upon a time" is timeless ...

Do you remember those fairy tales your parents used to read you? Do you remember those movies you'd watch where at the end the princess married Prince Charming?

Oh how I love fairytales. They are truely timeless. In the end, everyone ends up happy. Well sort of I guess.

They say Disney screwed up those fairy tales. No, not really. It just turned cocoa beans into chocolate really.

... -sigh- They make love sound so easy when you read all these other books and it's like WHUT THE...

But I must say the best love story of all time is still Beauty and the Beast.

It just goes to say: "Love is Blind"

>>;;... I'm married to myself. I win.

10/13/07

hi?

THESE PANTS SMELL REALLY REALLY FUNNY. DX Like they smell super amazingly clean. >.>

We lost our homecoming game again. Wow. Westview = PHAIL.

Listening to Disney music, leaving at around 9:20 to go to practice... yeah...

Iunno. Last night during the homecoming game, fireworks went off. It was beautiful. Yet...

I feel like this year as all been a dream. I've made friends with alot of great people, my grades are okay, and life is pretty good right now. Wonderful compared to last year. I'm so afraid I'm going to wake up to December of 2006. Oh god.

... And it's also got me thinking. Well... one of my friends thinks... well... she says her boyfriend hangs out with me and Jess more.

... Well it's not like I can ignore him. He's in colorguard too. And he's a good friend. But I don't want to cause problems in their relationship... ;__;''

-sigh- Romance involving me is so bothersome. I don't mean to say I'm not better than everyone else, but romance seems quite repulsive from where I am right now. I mean I see people holding hands, hugging, doing all those couple things, I want to barf.

Why do I need to be in love to be happy? Truthfully I'm happiest when I'm not in love. or like. Srsly.

Disney ftw. ^^

10/9/07

Hell week

This week is HELL WEEK
Today: DBQ in APEH
Wednesday: Chapter 12-15 test, Parade block rehersal, Band rehersal
Thrusday: STUDY MY BRAINS OUT.
Friday: Calc Final (ZOMG!1!!!), Homecoming Game
Saturday: Poway Tourney & Homecoming.

... WHAT THE SHIT. If anyone wants me on Sunday I'm going to be in BED. SLEEPING. D:

... I finally found my Peter and the shadow thieves book XD

You know, during Spanish, we had to pick the most important thing in our backpacks. It was a sad sight when all you saw were... cellphones, wallets, and iPods. Is it just me, or is our generation becoming more and more materialistic.

... I put out books. >.>;; Books are my LIFE. I would DIE without books. XD;;