Random about me survey

Random about meh surveyyy.

The Basics
Name:	Hoshi (Real name starts with an M)
Age:	Teenager :O
Birthday:	September 4th.
Height:	5'5.5
Weight:	ehhh, 125ish?
Heritage:	Chinese, Czechloslovakian & Viking / Norwegian
Hair Color:	Mud
Eye Color:	Mud
Speak Any Languages (If Yes, What?):	AMERICAN. 8D
What About?
What make you happy:	Life.
What is your favorite type if movie:	Good ones.
What is your favorite season:	I love all the seasons. But probably summer.
Do you like secrets:	Sure.
Cried yourself to sleep:	Sorta.
Any Piercings:	Nope~
Any tattoos:	Noooooooes.
Take walks in the rain:	Under an umbrella?
Smoke:	Gross.
Drink:	Grosser.
Drugs:	Even more grosser.
Owned a pair of bug sunglasses:	Nope. I got my dark Wayfarers, and that's all I need.
Love Life...or Past Love
Have you ever been in love:	Nope.
Relationship status:	Free as a bird.
What is best about the opposite sex:	How uncomplicated they are.
What do you find romantic:	Silly stupid things not worth mentioning.
Broken someones heart:	I'd like to think so.
Heart been broken:	Yes. But not by any sort of romantic loves.
Cheated:	HAHA no.
Do you like or love someone:	... I like Spike? :D
Something that broke your heart:	Death.
Something that a certain person would see in you:	"Man, what an obnoxious chick"
Something you wish you could've told that person you never seen again:	this question doesn't make sense.
Need to say something to your ex(s):	I'm sorry.
Do you have any regrets:	Not particularly.
Did you lose your virginity to your first love:	As I have never had a first love, I'd think no.
If you could go back in time and change things with your ex, would you:	... hmm. Debateable.
Do you still think of any of your ex's:	Yes.
How old were you when you got your first kiss:	404 error.
Would you die for the person you love:	I'll die for all the right people, but I won't live for them.
Who is your current love:	Cowboy Bebop!
Would you spend the rest of your life with them:	FUCK YEAH?
Do you have nicknames:	Hoshi.
Does this person know your favorite flower(s):	I dunno.... :X
If so, what are they, what do they mean:	Irises. Not sure what they mean.
Favorites
Candy:	Chocolate or sour stuff.
Color:	Silver & Blue.
Sport:	SWIMMING, FUCK YEAH.
Video Game:	Kingdom Hearts 2.
Singer:	Mayday Parade
Song:	3 Cheers for 5 years by Mayday Parade.
Smell:	Probably freshly peeled oranges.
Animal:	RED PANDAH.
Vacation Spot	HONG KONG :)
Desert:	Depends on my mood.
Non-Alcoholic Drink:	Jones Cream Soda.
Alcoholic Drink:	NEIN.
Friend:	I don't have any favorite friends. Silly.
Place to go:	To bed.
Last But Not Least
Do you think it is important to tell the truth or spare someones feelings:	Tell the fucking truth. You spare no feelings by lying.
Do you fight with words or punches:	Words first. Violence isn't the answer. It's the question.
Military or Mafia:	MAFIA. REBORN, GOOOOO.
Do you like to take baths:	Only bubble baths ;3
What makes a good friend:	Someone who you can talk to.
Do you still talk to the person you lost your virginity to:	Um. Er.
Would you if you had the chance:	Um. Awkward question is awkward.
Do you have kids or want kids:	Not particularly.
If so, how many:	I dunno.
Do you ever think of "What if" in regards to someone from your past:	Oh yes.
What is your biggest fear:	That I'll see him again and I won't know what to say.
What do you get complimented on the most:	Um. I dunno. Not like I keep track.
What is your clothing style:	Awesome.
Where is the coolest place you've ever been:	HONG KONG.
Would you recommend this survey:	Sure.
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Eden of the East is awesome. Go watch it.

So I finished Eden of the East today. MY GOD, what an amazing anime. I didn't know it was considered a shojo though, haha. It was only 11 episodes, so extremely short, with 2 movies. The first movie, King of Eden already came out in Japan, and the second movie coming out on the 13th of March (Lucky bastards. If I understood any Japanese, I'd go to Japan just to watch it. D:<)

Yeah, I loved this anime. It was very suspensful and gripping, with some giggly moments, darkness, loveable characters, and did I mention an EXTREMELY GRIPPING STORYLINE? You just can't stop watching once you get into. I'd even skip the closing credits, which I loved, just to get to the next episode. But the idea... wow. Whoever thinks of these things is... where the fuck do they think of it. o_0;

And yeah, the romance part was really downplayed, which I enjoyed. But still kind of there. I love of Saki totally gets swept off her feet haha. But seriously, some of the scenes were mind numbingly cute. It made me annoyed how cute it was. D:<

Sadly, the 1st movie doesn't come out on DVD in Japan until like March 23. OTL. So I have to wait awhile for the subbing to come. ;_; Waaaaaaaaaaaaah. I'm thinking of watching Cowboy Bebop maybe, while I'm waiting? It is an iconic anime... so I really want to give it a try. :)

Oh, and I watched Jurassic Park again. Fuck is that an awesome movie. You know the part with the fat guy and the lizard guy? Scariest part of the movie for me when I was kid. It reminds me of a Call of Cthulhu game... hahahaa... seriously, Michael Cricton, you left us waaaaaaay too damn soon. Thank you for giving us such awesome ideas and movies. And for teaching us what would happen if dinosaurs and humans exists at the same time: CHAOS. D8

So yeah, gonna squeeze in an episode of Cowboy Bebop nao. Obaaaaaaaaaaaaaiii.

He had it comin~

I've decided that I hate almost every single damn character in Naruto. Naruto just saved Sakura from dying, Sakura is fucking useless, Sasuke is fucking emo and cuts himself when no ones looking, and is practically god, and Kakashi... meh. He's pretty damn useless too. And too soft. I want them to be eaten by Cthulhu plz. That would be a satisfying ending. :)

I've been feeling so damn lazy this week. I seriously never want to do ANYTHING. OTL. Thanks Jake.

... I was going to say more, but I got sidetracked. :.

R-E-S-P-E-C-T

HUMBUGGG, I'm so dead. I still have so much to do... :<. Bah, but I don't WANT to anything. OTL.

Free pancake daaaaaaay~. So awesome. I lurve pancakes. Especially when they're free. 8D. It was awesome man. We got a receipt for 0.00. HELL YEAH, AWESOME.

I find it amusing that I love really emo songs (COUGH COUGH, RISE AGAINST. God so frakking emo, but The Good Left Undone is so dang catchy D8. WHAT DO I DO?!), about emotions I don't understand, haha. Or not fully anyways... but I understand enough.

Just... damn, I'm so pissed at this one girl. I don't even know her well, or probably at all. But in art class, she talks about her boyfriend. He abuses emotionally and is extremely posessive - a general douchebag. Even the GUYS know something is wrong - they try to talk her out, stop dating such a stupid. But she just smiles, and says everyone tells her that. She says it's all worth it because of the good times.

Where the fuck do I begin with this chick.

Because you love him, it excuses him for abusing emotionally - toying with your feelings, and forcing you from any of your guyfriends since he's jealous, and being a general douchebag. Hell, you even told us he's always been like this. I hate girls like you. I hate girls who use the excuse that you love him and not do shit. Get the fuck out that relationship. He's not worth the time of day. People like that - they are dirt.

Dammit, he is controlling, he abuses you emotionally, and YOU ACKNOWLEDGE THIS. But no. It's all fucking rainbows because YOU LOVE HIM. BECAUSE YOU LOVE HIM. THAT MAKES EVERYTHING OK.

NO. THAT DOESN'T MAKE EVERYTHING OK. I know all the shit about how it's hard for people being abused to leave their loved ones. Fine - but you knew. You KNEW he was like this, from the damn beginning. But you stayed. You. Fucking. Stayed.

And now you can't leave. Because you love him. You don't even talk as much anymore - you said so yourself, but you stay. You just live on a emotional rollercoaster, as happiness turns to sadness the moment he feels it. Because you love him. Because. You. Love. Him.

... I really feel like crying. Because she's going to be stuck in this endless loop of shit shit shit. I hate people like him. Shut your face, shut you fucking mouth, and listen you pile of horse shit.

Stop treating your girlfriend like a fucking skank then. Why don't you, I don't know, try TRUSTING her for once. That's what relationships fucking are. Trust. But no. Oh no. Trust is only one sided. She has to trust YOU, but nope. You can't trust her at all. Since your the MAN, it's ok not to trust her. If she so much as looks at a guy, she's instantly cheating on you.

And you know, it's ok to do other things than shag each other. You can, I dunno, TALK. That's how people form relationships, and have them LAST. Since y'know, that shit can only get you so far.

And you can try not treating her like you can toss her away at any second, and she'd come running back. Cause she will. You know she will. So you play with her and toss her aside, then play with her some more.

Just go die. I'd go kill you myself, but thankfully for you, I have no ways of doing so.

Someone save that girl from herself. I don't know her, and I never will, but someone needs to knock some sense in that head of hers. Before its too late. Because you love him can only get you so far. What will you do when he hits you for the first time? What will you do when you no longer have anyone else to turn to but him? What will you say then? Would you still love him?

And sadly, I think she would.

I WANNA BEEEEE

Finally caught up on Soul Eater! Whew. Long chapters, but very interesting, and the fight scenes are awesome. And the art's cool too. And so are the characters, and the not so invisible relationships between all the characters. And how the girls are also competent in this series. Becoming one of my favorite series. :)

And if I ever have background music to my life, if it's ever a really energenic scene / fight scene, I WANT RESONANCE TO PLAY. Yeah, the 1st opening to Soul Eater. Cause fuck yeah, it gets me so pumped. Makes me want to go do some backflips or something. 8D. That song and Its (Tsubasa's 2nd opening), And Brand New World (One Piece 6th Opening). Tee hee.

Damn, I adore Death the Kidd. He's adorable. D':. And I frakking love his hair. Plus in the newest chapter... oh dear lord, so funny. The new chapter was titled "Love Triangle". At first: Why is this the title?! D8. What's happening has nothing to do with love whut whut whut... is it because it's chapter 69? Does the author have a peverted mind like me? Does... oh. Ok. I get it. Srsly - the justification of the title only comes in like for 10 pages. XD

... wow, I'm such a dork. I spent my last day of break watching anime and reading manga. :P. Oh well. Still haven't finished Lucky Star... -sigh-. Debating whether to start Soul Eater or Pandora Hearts anime after I finish. :B.

Back to reading some shitty Soul Eater fanfic. Srsly, looking at it, there are way too many OCs in Soul Eater stories. Ew. :<

Oh, and I think I've discovered some of the weirdest Harry Potter couplings ever:
- Hermione & Lucius Malfoy
- Petunia & Snape
- Viktor & Snape
- Snape & Filch

And the worst of all...

- HARRY & BASILISK.

0___0;;; what have we become... OTL

When I'm 32, will I be miserable~

Hahaha, I was going to put a Lucky Star icon, but it wasn't working. OTL.

Watching that anime, actually there's alot of conversations which my friends have brought up. Like the whole why detective manga always have murders and stuff. XD. It's really surreal... I feel like Konata have way too much in common. Although I think I'm more geeky, yet less geeky. In the sense that she devotes more to her geekiness, but I have more geeky interests that she does. Weird. But I digress. Lucky Star reminds me how my life would be like if I lived in Japan, haha.

And DAMN, Wasted by Cartel is AMAZING. Good way to teach you SAT words (Ok, not really. But he uses alot of 'big words' in the song). Damn catchy too. I feel like Cartel's way too underrated. And I don't understand why their self titled disk didn't do as well as Chroma. I mean, don't get me wrong, I LOVE Chroma, but their Self Titled disc is pretty strong too. Except for this bizarre part in "I will hide myself away". I always want to skip it, but I'm too lazy -_-;

First day of high school practice. Actually pretty fun. Alot of people weren't there though. I was sad. No Christine. OR JIMMY. DANGIT I MISS YOU JIMMEH. D':. Everyone on the team does. Except for Jake. Jake doesn't miss anyone.

Oh, and I managed to sit through all of Twilight today. I never realized how bland of characters Edward and Bella are. The whole movie is slow, and painfully dull. I only made it interesting by making fun of it. Favorite parts: When Rosalie breaks the salad bowl, When Alice breaks James neck, and the whole bonfire they have in the ballet studio.

But seriously, I'm supposed to buy that they're in love? I'm sorry, but what the hell. There is no chemistry - it's completely unbelievable. You don't really see them interacting. Granted, there a few good scenes where this is actually believable, but these are usually the scenes which are muted. When they're actually talking with each other? It's stiff and painful. And Edward is just so gangly and awkward through the whole thing, its really hard to see why girls everywhere are swooning over him. Sure, awkward guys are adorkable - but there's awkward, and then... there's this. It was painful to watch him, he was so awkward. And the pale makeup really does not work on any of the actors. Ergh. All in all, it just didn't work. And believe me, I am not a fan of twilight, so I'm not going to lie: I expected this.

... so yeah. Uh. Back to watching Sage's review on Dante's Inferno. XD

What's the gravity of love~

Gravity of Love by Enigma is probably the most EPIC SONG I have ever heard. Or one of. Up there with One Winged Angel, Star Wars Soundtrack, etc. The music video is really fucked up though. o__o;

“Love is a grave mental disease.” -Plato

(Story tiemmmm)

"Russ, we need to get out of here." Lee's voice dropped to a whisper. She began to shiver, even though there was no hint of a chill in the air. "Please."

Concerned, he looked over to where his partner had just. "Is it that pretty blonde boy? Who is he? What did he do to you..." "NO." Her voice became harsh. "You can't do anything to him... I... He... he's someone I just can't see. For my sake, and his. He did nothing wrong... nothing... nothing..." Her eyes were wide as she stared at the ground. Memories splattered across her mind. Things she didn't want to remember, but grew increasingly violent in their fits.

Russ had never seen Lee so scared. Even when he'd gone mad, when his brother threathened her life, she remained in control of her emotion. Now she was moments from breaking down in a mall. Taking her arm, they ducked past him. After a few moments of passing him, Russ began to relax. "He's go-"

"...Lenore?"

Lee stopped. She was still looking at the ground. The memories, memories, memories. Make it stop, make them stop. "Get me out of here." she whispered. "Yes." And with that the pair disappeared from the blonde boy's sight

"Where...?" "Hey wasn't that your ex girlfriend, Dylan? She must of run or something..." Furrowing his brows, Dylan shrugged. "Let's go"

I watch too many TV shows. :|

(Survey. Been awhile huh)

who is your favorite character from...

The Office?: No one.
Hey Arnold?: HELGA, HAHAHAHA.
Spongebob?: Probably Sandy <3
American Idol (judges+seacrest)?: Randy's my home boy.
Biggest Loser (coach)?: I don't give a shit about Biggest Loser anymore.
Chowder?: I hate this show. :
Flapjack?: Never heard of this.
Lie To Me?: Don't care for this show.
Mr. Meaty?: Never heard of this.
Family Guy?: Brian. :)
South Park?: Not Cartman. That's all I know. God, I hate Cartman. Douchebag fatass. Futurama?: Bender.
Star Wars?: Han Solo (Shot first). And Chewie. And Obi Wan Kenobi. And Yoda. Hell yeah.
Mister Ed?: Er?
Beatle (based on their movies)?: Not big enough of a fan to care
Ducktales?: LAUNCHHHHHHHHHHPADDDDDDDD <3
The Hobbit?: GANDALF...
Tommy Boy?: Don't know
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (60's version... not the new crap)?: Willy Wonka. Clearly.
The Fairly Odd Parents?: COSMO, FUCK YEAH.
Jimmy Neutron?: Goddard. :)
Drake & Josh?: JOSH. >:D
Ned's Declassified?: Don't care for the show.
Catscratch?: Don't know about this show.
Yogi Bear?: BOOBOO. :)
The Jetsons?: Prolly Elroy & Astro
The Flinstones?: Dino I guess? XD
Ed, Edd, and Eddy?: PLANKKKKKK.
Powerpuff Girls?: Professor Utonium.
Codename: Kids Next Door?: Number 4. He's adorable :P
Scooby-Doo?: SCOOBY AND SHAGGY <3
Pokemon (trainer)?: Tracyyyyy.
Pokemon (pokemon)?: Charizard. :P
That 70's show?: Don't care for this show.
The Cosby Show?: Don't care for this show.
Full House?: Joey :0
Everybody Loves Raymond?: Frank and Robert.
Fresh Prince?: Will :P
I Love Lucy?: Lucy.
Modern Family?: Don't care for this show
Saved by the Bell?: Screech. XD
Star Trek?: DR MCCOY, SCOTTIE AND SPOCK. FUCK YOU, I'M NOT CHOOSING.
The Three Stooges: NC, Spoony & Linkara. :)
Game show host (in general)?: Fucking Bob Barker.
One Big Happy Family (if you don't watch this... shame on you)?: YAY, SHAME.
Friends?: Phoebe.
Sex and The City?: This show feels degrading.
Skins?: Noes.
Malcolm in the Middle?: Malcolm.
Scrubs?: Kelso & the Janitor. :)
Desperate Housewives?: Don't care for this show.
The Mentalist?: KIMBALLLL
Glee?: Mercedes & Kurt.
Two and a half Men?: Jake. He's adorkable.
How I Met Your Mother?: BARNEY. NEIL PATRICK HARRIS, HELL YES.

Blow your composure

Hahahaha, So I went to see Percy Jackson today. UTTER RAPEAGE OF THE BOOKS. Cannot even compare to the awesome that is the series. Only things I thought worked: Grover (only sometimes), Percy's Waterbending (LOL), And the fight scene escaping the lotus. Yeah, I'm not going to lie, it wasn't that great. I'm sort of disappointed. :. They skipped some of my favorite parts in the book, and... just sigh. How annoying. Percy was an annoying prick, Annabeth was not a tomboy, they got rid of alot of interesting elements.... Just... rawr.

I mean ok, I can understand some changes, but they got ride of alot of the things that made the books good. I dunno. I guess you have to read them to understand. :<

THE NEW EDGEWORTH GAME CAME OUT AND I DO NOT POSSESS IT, WTF. Damn you Andrew, thanks for telling me and making me depressed since I don't have it. OTL. How much longer do I have to waittttttttttt~ ;_;. Bwaaaaaaaaaah. And lol, Hiro Mashima's other short manga were awesome. He's probably one of my favorite mangakas. Although I'm annoyed they introduced Shadow and went nowhere with it. :. Nyeh. Both of his shorter ones ended too soon. And Fairy Tail... Eh I dunno. Still debating whether to read that one. :X

I've got my heart
but my heart's no good.
Oh I can see it you know
Romantic love - I can fathom it.
Understand it? Yes I suppose.
But I shall always be
limited.
This heart is no good.
It doesn't love
romantically.
My heart is not glass
it has not been broken
by pangs of unrequited love.
But my heart is also not diamond.
It has broken on its own accord
never because of romantic love,
only because the universe deems it
so that it must be.
I could never give it to them
I can never give it to anyone.
My heart can be moved
The ice which surrounds it can melt
But it cannot love.
It is no good.

Back to the past, SAMURAI JACK~

So I finished Rave Master, and watched 4 episodes of Samurai Jack today.

About Rave Master: Where do I begin with this series?! Why do I love it so much? Because it's like One piece, on depressants, if Oda actually acknowledged that relationships will existed that weren't platonic, and if main characters died. It's just overall and intriguing series. The romance isn't forced on you or makes you uncomfortable (save one chapter, but that was for humor purposes), and is actually written well and is extremely cute. When characters die, you actually give a damn and get teary eyed, the action is awesome, and HE CAN WRITE COMPETENT FEMALE CHARACTERS.

I don't what the fuck is wrong with most writers. Why is it so hard to make a female character who isn't completely useless and can do SOME good, and just doesn't sit there are be useless? I mean, Hiro Mashima is a GUY, and he writes better female characters than most girls. WHAT. THE FUCK. D8<

Oh and Samurai Jack is fucking amazing. It's just... epic. I didn't know there could be such a cartoon oozing with epicness. It's insane. Its like Star Wars except... not. It feels alot like Star Wars, but not in a bad way, y'know? It feels like good Sci-Fi. There, that sounds better. And Aku is voiced by Mako. LOL AWKWARD.

But seriously, I love the animation, I love the fighting, and in the 2nd episode, there was this HILARIOUS scene with Jack and the dogs. It doesn't really try to be funny, it just is. But mostly, its freaking epic. Can't wait to watch more of it. :) <3

Rave Master :)

Okokok, I'm going to make this quick since I'm in the middle of reading some rave master. And it's at a really intense part.

Seriously, I love Hiro Mashima. His stories are very One piece esque, except he doesn't push romance to the side and pretend it won't exist in a coed group. And he writes strong female characters. Why the fuck do people have so much trouble writing these? Even females have trouble with this concept. Is it so hard to depict a female who can kick ass? D:<.

And Haru and Elie are the most adorkable couple ever. I love them. :) <3

So I have this craving to watch Samurai Jack, but for obvious reasons (as it has been off ther air for a long time / I don't have cartoon network), I can't watch it. So sad. D:. But JJ Abrams is producing a movie for it! Hoorayyyy. Also, Aku is voiced by Mako. I knew he sounded familiar. But how can they make a movie with him in it without MAKOOOO. ;_; <3. RIP man, RIP.

Swim meet was ok. We got 3rd. Sad. :/. It was a really close race too. Blah, oh well.

BACK TO RAVE MASTER >:)

If nothing last forever, then can I be your nothing?

So happy Valentine's day / Chinese new year! Hope y'all had a good one~.
I celebrated by... watching Sense and Sensibility yesterday, haha. Which is so damn awesome. Alan Rickman is ADORABLE. But I can't help laughing whenever he does all this romantic stuff because my mind is screaming "SNAPESNAPESNAPE." And also Hugh Larie is in that movie. But he's perfect since Mr. Palmer is almost exactly like Dr. House. Oh, and stunning casting choice for Hugh Grant as Edward. BOTH SHARE THE AWKWARDNESS <3

So yeah. I really don't hate Valentine's day, as most single people do. Which I guess is a little weird. I just think this holiday is pointless. Why do we need a day to celebrate love. Everyday should be a celebration of love. Just love; romantic, friendly, family, the works. Do we just need a day to remind people? That's sort of sad.

... Also, today is the day Arizona and Oregon were admitted as states. LOLOLOL. And one of my friendsss birthday. Dobby Tsui's birthday is tomorrowwwww. Hope she likes my presents :O

I love how last valentine's day I was almost head over heels for Bear, and now I'm nonchalant. :P. Faillllllllllllll.

Btw, I don't understand all this hate on exes. :<. Maybe it's because well, I haven't dated enough to understand, but I read these things and apparently it's normal to wish unhappiness on your ex? (or even death. LOLgeez. Angry people much?) Whut? I guess that's why I can't ever get on MLIA. Cause obviously I'm too abnormal. :

Gunna go watch Breakfast at Tiffany's and fangirl over the awesomeness that is Audrey Hepburn. TATA.

I don't wanna go a day without you~

Fml. So apparently, Ben Barnes & Colin Firth are in a movie together that's in Victorian England... AND IT DOESN'T HAVE A US DISTRIBUTOR. Damn you britain. D:<.

Haha, I just realized how intersting it would be if Cerberus and Sebastian (from Kuroshitsuji) were in the same universe, and had met. But I think my version is different... since well demons age, and die of natural causes. And have their own realm in which they live. Hmm, I'd thought I'd clear up stuff up around my demon story that I thought up. Plot holes I see anyways.

Why do they hold the tournament on earth?
Because the demon king doesn't want them to trash up their realm. That, and the demon world is almost dependant on our world - so an extended amount of time in our world would most likely prepare them for major dealings with the race.

Why do they need to hold a contract with a human?
Without the contract of a human, their demonic powers get drained from a prolonged stay on earth. They are forced to return and 'recharge' in essence if not contracted. It's not nessecary to have a contract with a human - any other living thing works - but think of it like a generator. Humans can generate more demonic power due to their conscious moral dilemmas and such.

Why do humans gain power from a demonic contract?
Humans are surrounded by an energy, but cannot access it. Actually, it only really takes spirituality to develop powers and such. Demons just serve as a link to the power humans already have, but just can't get to.

What power does Lee have?
Force Fields - which used the right way, can potentially be very strong offensively - you just have to think about it. Powers vary from human to human though.

:). I really like this idea... although its a tad cliched. Oh well. :X

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first~

(Story tiem)
"I'm bored." Russ noted, which was quickly shushed by Lee. "Shut up, I'm trying to watch this movie." Cerberus sighed. While most girls romantic movies were limited to things such as The Notebook (or anything pertaining to Nicholas Sparks), Lee's one romantic weakness was Pride and Prejudice - And not even the 2 hour one. The lengthly 4 hours epic of a mini series.

"You can always leave if you're bored." She mumbled. God, she wasn't even blinking. He'd been around 11 (in demon years) during the 1800s. He'd seen this kind of stuff back when they were everyday happening, and he knew this sort of thing was a fairytale in the standards of the time period. He would of gladly pointed this out - but he had the feeling he'd be ignored.

"Fine. Be boring." Nonchalantly, he laid down on the couch, placing his head on her lap. "... What are you doing." She didn't even say it like she was embarassed. Just weirded out. Which she was. "I'm tired." He simply stated, closing his eyes. Usually Lenore would have either berated him, or stared at him with an annoyed expression, but Pride and Prejudice was on. She wasn't going to waste her time with him for now.

She let him lay in her lap for about an hour. He heard her quote lines under her breath, giggle at certain (completely unfunny) lines, until there was a click of the remote control. Silence. "Are you really asleep?" Lee felt dumb asking the question, but as he remained quiet, she took it for a yes.

"Stupid Cerberus" She smiled, lightly brushing the back of her hand over his hair. "Now I can't move."

"Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up?" Lenore began to sing (not very loudly, only mediocre... ly) . She hated the silence, but it's not like she could do anything with a demon sleeping on her lap.

"Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, are we just getting more lost?
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words"

He knew he should probably get up, but he'd never felt so comfortable.

"We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand..."

A cello lying in it's case~

(Story tiems :X btw, I'm changing them to 42. Anyone who's read hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy will get it.)

"Is... Is that the Effel Tower?"

Lee pointed wide eyed at the historic landmark. Russ shrugged "Hm. Perhaps I overshot that by a little bit." Lee's eyes flashed in annoyance - "A LITTLE. HM. SURE. Try a different COUNTRY!" Dammit, she had just asked for him to open a rift to the mall, but of course, Russ always found it nessecary to go completely beyond whatever little simplistic thing she asked of him.

"... France has better shopping anyways." He noted in his defense. As predicted, she only got more annoyed. "We're in Paris - and all you can think about is going to some ridiculous American mall." This lead to a barrage of practical reasons why being in Paris was stupid in the current situation. One, When they had rifted from her home in America, it had been 4 o'clock. That meant it was 1 in the morning in Paris. Nothing was open anyways. Second, the only words she knew in French was "hello", "I love you", "goodbye", and "foot" ("which is pied" she informed her companion) - hardly practical for travelling around a foreign country not knowing an ounce of the native tongue - especially since she was American. Third, they didn't have nearly enough money to pay for anything here - "Ya know, with the conversions so high from Euros to Dollars".

Russ smirked "Really, you worry far too much". Before Lee could berate him again, he continued. "I'm fluent in French, as I am approximately 24 others, and money is never a problem with me. Besides, I'd think you'd be happy to be here. You yourself said you wanted to see the world."

Lee scowled, still annoyed. "And what person doesn't want to see the Eiffel Tower at night, at least once? No?" Lee's expression faltered - All of the above was true... She really did want to see the Eiffel Tower at night... eating a nutella crepe, next to the river... she sighed, admitting defeat. "Fine. Just to see the Eiffel Tower, and maybe get a crepe. Then we're going back. We need to practice anyways. The mall can wait."

Russ chuckled - Humans were ridiculous. Especially this one. "Why can't you just say you're happy?" Lee grumbled, and continued to scowl. And so they continued down the sidewalk towards the glimmering tower of the Paris skyline.

btw, 1 year in demon = 35 human years

So I thought of another story idea (I know, what's wrong with me. I have so many story ideas, but no time to write them and actually have them sound decent).

Lenore Romilly, Known as Lee, is a 17 year old, laid back and honest nerd who lives in a relatively good neighborhood. Her parents are always away on business trips, so she ususally has the house all to herself. She has quite a few friends, but prefers to spend her time by herself, due to several issues she's trying to powe through, which she conceals.

And then she meets a black haired boy with red eyes, who seems to be stalking her. Not all pleased, she tells him to fuck off and all the usual jazz, only to come home and find out he lives next door. Like the total dork she is, she figures this all can't be a coicidence (due to the excessive amount of stories and such which start this way), and reluctantly hears what he has to say.

The boy is know as Cerberus Spiro (also known as Russ), 19 year old in demon years, but approximately 605 in human years. As you may of guessed, he's a demon, and he's chosen her to be his partner for a demon world competition. Since the king has no son of his own, he selected a group of orphaned demons to compete to be the prince - and therefore become the king once he has passed on.

Lee isn't a dumb shit. She figures that he won't leave her alone until she does, and asks what's in it for her. The human companion gets a wish granted by the demon king - and the losers have their souls devoured by their demon partner once they die. If the demon partner is still alive after the tournament.

Lee accepts, and Russ seals the contract with a black vine tattoo which wraps around her wrist, and grows up her arm as the team gains more power.

So henceforth, team 172 is formed. It turns out humans are granted certain psychic powers once they have entered a contract in the tournament, and that Lee was chosen because she is a "purple human". You see, humans can have 3 types of Aura. Red - for more demonic, Blue - for more angelic, and Purple - for the neutrals - extremely uncommon. As Purple is the most powerful, it is also the most unstable, as the person's choices, ideals, and minds determine the aura color.

So Lee is forced to balance the real world with the reality of mythical creatures, new super human powers, and her personal space always being invaded by Russ, as he is constantly by her side, even when she wants to be left the hell alone.

So yeah. the RussLee team I'm thinking of have a very interesting dynamic. I'm sort of excited for how this'll go. :P

If you've got the poison, I've got the remedy~

I would like to thank Shazam and wandering through stores to tell me who sang the Remedy. Jason Mraz, you're so awesome. :). Hahaha, my mom was looking at me funny, standing there holding my phone up to figure out what song we were listening to... XD

So I'm starting Sense and Sensibility and Sea Monsters. I'm not going to lie, I like Pride and Prejudice and Zombies alot better. Maybe cause Elizabeth Bennet as a zombie slayer kicks freggin ASS. And the ninjas. tee hee. But I digress. I never really liked Sense and Sensibilitiy - I'm more ok with. But reading it again.. damn, Marianne is a BITCH. D:. Poor Colonel Brandon. He's so cool. FUCK YEAH, TENTACLE BEARD. DAVY JONESSSS. AND HE CAN FUCKING BREATHE UNDERWATER. AWESOME.

Srsly, reading the book, Elinor and Brandon's relationship is interesting. I like Elinor. She's much nicer, and an overall better character. Willoughby annoys me because of how Marianne clings to him. But really, I'm reading this and going - 'wow, Elinor and Colonol Brandon would be a cute couple... WOAHWHAT." XD

And LOOK AT THIS:

http://www.quirkclassics.com/index.php?q=quirk-classic-4

FUCK YEAH, LOOK. STEAMPUNK ANNA KARENINA. GOD I'M SO PSYCHED. I love you Quirk Classic, for indulging my nerdiness. After I finish this book, I'm reading Anna Karenina so I get the story so I'm prepared for it. >:D

Plus, there's a prequel to Pride and Prejudice and Zombies coming out in March - called Dawn of the Dreadfuls. Soooo excited to read that one too. :)

Man I'm such a dork. :D

& you helped me out of the dark.

So yeah, I'm getting some Wayfarer sunglasses~. I'm so excited, since they're soooo goregeous / glamourous. ;). Hahaha.

So for my art project, I think we have to do a value picture of the human face / body parts. I really want to do Audrey Hepburn, but I have pictures of Fred Astaire and Gregory Peck just in case I decide against it. But I found a REALLY good picture to use. It's not one of those iconic poses, but Audrey looks beautiful in it. I don't understand why she's always posed in a neutral face. She's the most goregeous wearing a smile. :)

And dammit, I love the song Three Cheers for Five Years by Mayday parade so much. Greatest song ever. Especially the acoustic version. It's chilling.

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& I love you & I'll miss you for all my life, auntie. Times like this are the only times I wanna believe in God, cause I know you'd go up to the pearly white gates if there is.

what can ya say?

(Another section of possible steampunk story)

"Aren't you jealous?" Willie snorted in response. She forgot how childish Ashley had been in the 2 years she'd spent in the other reality.

"Maybe I would of been 2 years ago. Or well, in this reality, I suppose it was just 2 days ago." She quipped out loud. "Mentally I'm 18, but this reality, this body is 16."

She looked at her ex-boyfriend, his arm linked with Ashley's. Man, he looked like he wanted to think some excuse, like he was ready to grovel on the floor and ask for forgiveness. She didn't have to think how hard how humiliating it would be to here his wailing.

"I don't expect people like you to understand. I feel absolutely nothing towards you kids. I left this place long ago, I'm completely different..."

Take me back take me back. In her head she screamed. I'm the same person that left this place. I can't survive here anymore. I can't stand not being able to spend endless nights in my shop, wandering the streets of AU London. Her mind flashed between all she had met in that reality - like an old projector, images flickered through her mind.

"I'm not this person anymore. Take me back."

I knew you would.

And then she felt her heart rip apart. Or maybe it wasn't. Something inside her was shattering, breaking, creating this god awful pain. She'd never screamed so hard in her life - she was on her knees, crying, screaming, and then....

"I think she's waking up, Doc."

She shot up, tears streaming down her face. Keith and Doc stared worriedly at her, but she didn't care. She grabbed Keith into a desperate hug and sobbed. "So much pain.... so much... so much..." the rest was lost to her tears.

Steampunk story?

(No one will get this cause it's based off my still developing Steampunk story).

When they met, she had been 17, her first year in a world she was still adjusting too. He remembered walking in, the bell ringing, taking off his John Bull hat, "Is the dear doctor in?" And he remembered seeing her for the first time. A boyish looking fellow, tinkering with a pocketwatch where Doc usually sat to attend to customers.

It wasn't til later he found out she was a girl. The disdain on her part was obvious - he found him too full of smiles for her liking. Awkwardly, they forged an odd sort of friendship. Mostly full of weird conversations of mechanical humdrum or sarcastic arguing.

He didn't really notice her as anything until he'd seen her playing in the snow like a 5 year old. And how damn happy she looked doing it, her seemingly retarded logic behind her love for snow. People like this don't exist, he thought. Not in this world.

Slowly, something began to build within him. Try as he might to deny it, he was starting to really like the girl. They became constant companions - strolling down London, working in the warehouse - where there was a Willie, there was a Keith Hargrave.

Perhaps he loved her because she was nothing like the girls of this time period - honest to a fault, intelligent and not afraid to be, not falsely kind, constantly fascinated, constantly so damn happy.
And when she remembered his birthday, and given him that pin, a pin she had made for him alone, he knew he was beyond saving. He was in love. He didn't regret it this time - or so far anyways.

She was 20 now, himself 27. He didn't know if she'd ever love him the same way, or what even tomorrow may bring, with the clockworks rising in prominence. But he knew as long as she'd have him, their story would continue.