I'm going to leave you.
I'm sorry, but I'm going to leave you
And I'm going to make you cry.
Because I love you.
And I don't want to.
You don't know me.
I hate feeling this way. I hate it
the feeling I get when your not there
it tears me apart and I can't take it anymore.
I can't take feeling weak.
I can't take feeling so alone.

Guess what you fucking dumbass?
I hate walking home by myself.
If you had any brains, you should've walked me home
even when I wanted to push you away.
You should of forgone them and...
God, I hate that. I hate how they just want to go do...

... do this all the time.
I love them so much but now...
it scares me. And your not helping.
I swear to god if I find out you did...
I will feel no remorse in leaving you.
It will all be gone, and I will just leave.

I hate this. I hate you for making this way.
For making me love you.
Your the first person I've ever been in love with, you know?
But I can't do this.
I can't be in love because it scares me
And I'm never going to get over it.
Because I don't want to be in love.
A lot of the times I wish I wasn't even alive,
What would make me want to be in love?
I should of died that night, not him.
He had so much more to live for.
While I...

I should have never let you in,

Leave me alone I'm so done with this.
I'm so. done.
I don't want to leave you but I am.
I'm so sorry.

Laying in bed talking about thing from Hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy to cats.
My night in a nutshell.

Wo Ai Ta

I don't know how long this can last.
I'm just waiting for him to get tired of me and leave.
I don't know how to believe him
when he says he loves me.
How can I believe something like that?
That someone.
Loves.
Me?

Inconceivable.

He can't love me.
Because I love him.
I love the color of his eyes.
I love his sheepish smiles.
Wo Ai Ta.

No one I love could possibly love me back.