Wo Ai Ta

I don't know how long this can last.
I'm just waiting for him to get tired of me and leave.
I don't know how to believe him
when he says he loves me.
How can I believe something like that?
That someone.
Loves.
Me?

Inconceivable.

He can't love me.
Because I love him.
I love the color of his eyes.
I love his sheepish smiles.
Wo Ai Ta.

No one I love could possibly love me back.