It's very interesting to see drum major's spin.
I don't know why, but when you watch him spin, it's all lines. Angles. Sharp. Nearly perfect.
In a way it makes me sad. Movements that geometric are so harsh. It's the same when he conducts too. It's good. Maybe it's supposed to be that way, I don't know.
But nothing should be like that. Corners. Edges.
I don't know why. It just scares me. I wish there was more curves. More kindness in those motions. Less demanding, more asking.
It's hard to explain, really. When he spins sometimes, it just doesn't... look like him. True, I think he's nearly perfect. But he's much nicer. He's a good friend.
Maybe Ryan would make a better drum major. His aura is much scarier, and it would fit the lines. The angles.
-Sigh- I'm making no sense am I?
I'm done for the day. :]
8/28/08
8/26/08
Swim swim
FIRST OFFICIAL DAY OF SWIM PRACTICE. I feel so out of shape... x___x;
Just simple stuff today. But I still feel like over 2 weeks, I've de-evolved into a wimp. D:. MUST GET BACK INTO SHAPE. -starts doing 50 push ups-
It felt really nice to get back into the water. Even if it's Rancho Arbolitos, the pool filled with bees and leaves. Poway's so much better, even if it's chlorine content could kill small animals and infant children.
:] Really crowded today though. D: Oh wellz.
Nothing else to say really. ^^;
Just simple stuff today. But I still feel like over 2 weeks, I've de-evolved into a wimp. D:. MUST GET BACK INTO SHAPE. -starts doing 50 push ups-
It felt really nice to get back into the water. Even if it's Rancho Arbolitos, the pool filled with bees and leaves. Poway's so much better, even if it's chlorine content could kill small animals and infant children.
:] Really crowded today though. D: Oh wellz.
Nothing else to say really. ^^;
8/24/08
Way Too Much
Went shopping today with Dobby Tsui and Ai. Best friends ever. Love those guysss <3
Dear Boy,
Have you ever heard of love at first sight? Do you believe in it?
I don't. Never have. Don't think I ever will.
But that's the strange thing. When I met you
Something sparked.
At first I thought it was nothing.
Just a crush.
It was never nothing more after that.
Freshman year. What a killer.
In time, I forgot about it.
Crush after crush followed.
Sometimes, you still popped up
but that was nothing.
Only fleeting flames
soon to be blown out by the wind.
Then something exploded.
I don't know what it was. It just exploded.
Now, I dream
about you.
It's quite annoying you know.
I like being around you.
It's enjoyable.
And for once in my life
I want someone to be happy.
Just one person. To be happy.
Usually it's plural you know.
But we all learn the hard way
that not everyone can be happy.
That doesn't stop me
from wishing for yours.
I know someone like you
could never fall
for someone like me.
But it feels nice to be around you.
To talk to you.
It breaks my heart
thinking someone might have you someday,
but that's life.
I'll be happy if you are.
Whoever gets your heart
will be the happiest girl in the world.
But you keep
focusing on the wrong things
you know?
Life is not all
grades.
It's not all band.
Sure
it may be important
but it's not what really matters.
Maybe you should look around
see what's going on
you are loved,
and always will be.
Just
be happy.
Please.
With love
and happiness,
A Girl
Who Care About You
Way Too Much.
Dear Boy,
Have you ever heard of love at first sight? Do you believe in it?
I don't. Never have. Don't think I ever will.
But that's the strange thing. When I met you
Something sparked.
At first I thought it was nothing.
Just a crush.
It was never nothing more after that.
Freshman year. What a killer.
In time, I forgot about it.
Crush after crush followed.
Sometimes, you still popped up
but that was nothing.
Only fleeting flames
soon to be blown out by the wind.
Then something exploded.
I don't know what it was. It just exploded.
Now, I dream
about you.
It's quite annoying you know.
I like being around you.
It's enjoyable.
And for once in my life
I want someone to be happy.
Just one person. To be happy.
Usually it's plural you know.
But we all learn the hard way
that not everyone can be happy.
That doesn't stop me
from wishing for yours.
I know someone like you
could never fall
for someone like me.
But it feels nice to be around you.
To talk to you.
It breaks my heart
thinking someone might have you someday,
but that's life.
I'll be happy if you are.
Whoever gets your heart
will be the happiest girl in the world.
But you keep
focusing on the wrong things
you know?
Life is not all
grades.
It's not all band.
Sure
it may be important
but it's not what really matters.
Maybe you should look around
see what's going on
you are loved,
and always will be.
Just
be happy.
Please.
With love
and happiness,
A Girl
Who Care About You
Way Too Much.
8/23/08
EL BATMANO
Going on a field trip to my past~
It's almost been 2 years. Huh. So much has changed, yet nothing has. I did things I shouldn't have, and broke my heart. Sure. I eventually recovered. Not really.
Ha, I'm so different now. No self esteem whatsoever. Has trouble seriously liking a guy. I'm not nice, I'm a nasty bitch most of the time who has everything to say. If you provoke me, I will hit you. I will hate you. I'm not nice.
I don't want to change people. But I will openly dislike you. It's your choice to hang out with me.
But some things are the same. I don't get anything. So naive it's funny. Still hopeful, yet completely aware it's pretty much useless. Oh well, let it dream. It's as they say. Wishing only wounds the heart.
Anyways, we were watching Batman Begins yesterday. HOMG. DUDE I DIDN'T KNOW THEY HINTED THE JOKER AT THE END OF THE FILM! HOLY CRAP. And man, Scarecrow is the scariest villan ever. So creepyyyy ;__;...
And dude. The bad guy's plan was pretty ingenious. I was like "Holy crap. Gotham has the best villans. But their so scary they end up in your nightmares... D:"
Joker has nuthing on Scarecrow. That's how scary he looked. Even without the mask on. XD HIS EYES WERE REALLY CLEAR AND SCARY ;_;
Okay. I'm done. >_>;;
Part 1: The Basics
Hi, I'm: Hoshi
Most people call me: Hoshi, My real name
But I hate it when they call me: Raymandy. = 3 =
I think I look: like a geek. :B
My eyes are: Brown
My hair is: Moppy
One of my favourite things is: Al Jim Poe. Gingerbread plushie. <3
Don't you hate the basic section of surveys?: urh.
Do you fill out the basics without thinking because you do surveys so often?: .... no?
Part 2: Music
Who is you ultimate favourite band?: Uh. Paramore & Fall out Boy
Is there one band that you cannot stand?: Yes. RAP.
What is your favourite song that is played on the radio?: Probably Crush by David Archuleta.
What is your favourite song not played on the radio?: Sharada by Skye Sweetnam
What is you favourite song?: ATM; Heaven by DJ Sammy.
Have you heard of these bands/singers? Mark the ones you have with an X
Pink Floyd:
Daniel Powter: x
Rent Soundtrack:
Kiss:
Secondhand Serenade:
The Eagles:
The Sick Puppies: x
Santana: x
Anna Nalick:
Katy Perry:
Yes:
System Of A Down: x
Neil Diamond: x
Dream:
Mindless Self Indulgence:
Eminem: x
Lupe Fiasco:
Part 3: Food
What is your favourite food?: ... Ramen.
If you were in prison what would be you last meal?: Ramen.
Any food you can't stand?: Spicy things.
Did you ever try to become a vegetarian?: I would be dead within a week.
Are you a vegetarian?: No.
Do you know anyone who's a vegan?: Kind of.
Have you ever had an eating disorder?: No.
Has one of your friends ever had an eating disorder?: No.
Put an X beside the foods you like
ketchup chips:
french fries: x
pineapple: x
liver:
hamburger: x
chickenburger:
truffles: x
pasta: x
London Broils:
Tuna: x
lasagna: x
granola bars:
peaches:
corn on the cob: x
bacon: x
asparagus:
ice cream: x
milkshakes: x
McFlurries:
soft ice cream: x
pancakes: x
waffles: x
chocolate chip cookies: x
ham and cheese sandwich:
onion rings:
sweet potatoes:
taco: x
You favourites in food
Favourite fruit: Pineapple
Favourite vegetable: Carrots.
Favourite snack food: Fritos.
Favourite junk food: Candy.
Favourite dessert: Chocolate
Favourite Restaurant to eat at: Old Spaghetti Factory
Favourite buffet item: ....... UHHHH...
Favourite cultural food: Chinese
Favourite meat: Beef.
Favourite seafood: Shirmp
Part 4: Spare time
What do you usually do in your spare time?: Read, Hang with friends
Do you spend a lot of time on the computer?: ... Yes.
Do you think an hour a day is a reasonable amount to watch TV?: ... Sure.
Put an X beside things you enjoy doing in you spare time:
biking:
going for walks: x
hockey:
soccer:
scrapbooking:
eating: x
baking: x
playing Sims:
going on facebook:x
chatting online: x
playing piano: x
listening to music: x
watching music videos:
watching TV: x
playing with playdo: x
babysitting:
reading: x
writing: x
running: x
swimming: x
tennis:
gardening:
going to the beach: x .
climbing:
wrestling:
playing video games: x
watching youtube: x
reading the dictionary:
shopping: x
Part 5: Friends
Who is you best friend?: Dobby Tsui, Nicole, And probably Boots.
What friend is most like you?: Dobby Tsui.
What friend is least like you?: Jessica W.
Who did you last hang out with: Uh. Nicole & Jess.
What friend would...
Run a marathon with you?: None XD
Bake With You: Sora & Risu
Slap you in the face: ... erh.
talk behind you back: Iunno.
give you the best advice: Jessica M.
get straight a's: Tsuki
fail a class: ... erh.
snap out at a teacher: Jen.
attract every boy/girl: ASP. LO FREAKING L.
write a musical: Tori.
win an oscar: erh.
become a doctor: Christine.
Put an X beside things you enjoy doing with friends
eating: x
baking: x
chilling: x
partying: x
biking:
making up dances:
playing sports:
swimming: x
playing monopoly:
playing cards: x
Part 6: Movies
What is your favourite movie?: Anastasia.
Why?: It's a freaking animated musical. And Anya x Dimitri is LOVE.
What is your favourite old movie?: ... PRIDE AND PREJUDICE FTW.
Put an X beside the movies you have seen
Juno:x
Pineapple Express:
Across the Universe:
The Other Boleyn Girl: x
21:
Penelope: x
Smart People:
Nancy Drew:
The Shining:
Bratz Movie:
300: x
Meet the Spartans:
Scary Movie 3: x
Scary Movie 1: x yeah.
Saw 4:
Hairspray: x
Chicago:
I Am Sam:
Harold and Kumar go to whitecastle:
Euro Trip:
Old School:
no Reservations:
The Hills Have Eyes:
Vacancy:
You Face:
Just Some question to end the survey
What is you grandpas name?: Pete
How many cousins do you have: Too freaking many.
What is the grossest food in your fridge right now?: ..erh.
Do you do your own laundry: Sort of.
Do you play cranium games?: Not really.
Do you hate Valentines Day?: I see no point in it.
What was the last party you went to?: Don't remember...
Do you shop at Old Navy?: Nope.
Most you've spent on a shirt?: 20 bucks.
Do you like The Beatles?: Yes.
What posters do you have in your room?: 2 giant star trek posters, Fushigi Yuugi, D. Gray-man, Ouran, Ranma, Wonder woman, Zombie Loan, Avatar, Pokemon, Soul Eater, Haruhi Suzumiya, Spiral, Naruto, Twilight, & Stargate. WOW.
Are you straight?: Yes.
Do you enjoy doing puzzles: lol, yes.
I hope you enjoyed this :): The person who did it before me didn't... XD
It's almost been 2 years. Huh. So much has changed, yet nothing has. I did things I shouldn't have, and broke my heart. Sure. I eventually recovered. Not really.
Ha, I'm so different now. No self esteem whatsoever. Has trouble seriously liking a guy. I'm not nice, I'm a nasty bitch most of the time who has everything to say. If you provoke me, I will hit you. I will hate you. I'm not nice.
I don't want to change people. But I will openly dislike you. It's your choice to hang out with me.
But some things are the same. I don't get anything. So naive it's funny. Still hopeful, yet completely aware it's pretty much useless. Oh well, let it dream. It's as they say. Wishing only wounds the heart.
Anyways, we were watching Batman Begins yesterday. HOMG. DUDE I DIDN'T KNOW THEY HINTED THE JOKER AT THE END OF THE FILM! HOLY CRAP. And man, Scarecrow is the scariest villan ever. So creepyyyy ;__;...
And dude. The bad guy's plan was pretty ingenious. I was like "Holy crap. Gotham has the best villans. But their so scary they end up in your nightmares... D:"
Joker has nuthing on Scarecrow. That's how scary he looked. Even without the mask on. XD HIS EYES WERE REALLY CLEAR AND SCARY ;_;
Okay. I'm done. >_>;;
Part 1: The Basics
Hi, I'm: Hoshi
Most people call me: Hoshi, My real name
But I hate it when they call me: Raymandy. = 3 =
I think I look: like a geek. :B
My eyes are: Brown
My hair is: Moppy
One of my favourite things is: Al Jim Poe. Gingerbread plushie. <3
Don't you hate the basic section of surveys?: urh.
Do you fill out the basics without thinking because you do surveys so often?: .... no?
Part 2: Music
Who is you ultimate favourite band?: Uh. Paramore & Fall out Boy
Is there one band that you cannot stand?: Yes. RAP.
What is your favourite song that is played on the radio?: Probably Crush by David Archuleta.
What is your favourite song not played on the radio?: Sharada by Skye Sweetnam
What is you favourite song?: ATM; Heaven by DJ Sammy.
Have you heard of these bands/singers? Mark the ones you have with an X
Pink Floyd:
Daniel Powter: x
Rent Soundtrack:
Kiss:
Secondhand Serenade:
The Eagles:
The Sick Puppies: x
Santana: x
Anna Nalick:
Katy Perry:
Yes:
System Of A Down: x
Neil Diamond: x
Dream:
Mindless Self Indulgence:
Eminem: x
Lupe Fiasco:
Part 3: Food
What is your favourite food?: ... Ramen.
If you were in prison what would be you last meal?: Ramen.
Any food you can't stand?: Spicy things.
Did you ever try to become a vegetarian?: I would be dead within a week.
Are you a vegetarian?: No.
Do you know anyone who's a vegan?: Kind of.
Have you ever had an eating disorder?: No.
Has one of your friends ever had an eating disorder?: No.
Put an X beside the foods you like
ketchup chips:
french fries: x
pineapple: x
liver:
hamburger: x
chickenburger:
truffles: x
pasta: x
London Broils:
Tuna: x
lasagna: x
granola bars:
peaches:
corn on the cob: x
bacon: x
asparagus:
ice cream: x
milkshakes: x
McFlurries:
soft ice cream: x
pancakes: x
waffles: x
chocolate chip cookies: x
ham and cheese sandwich:
onion rings:
sweet potatoes:
taco: x
You favourites in food
Favourite fruit: Pineapple
Favourite vegetable: Carrots.
Favourite snack food: Fritos.
Favourite junk food: Candy.
Favourite dessert: Chocolate
Favourite Restaurant to eat at: Old Spaghetti Factory
Favourite buffet item: ....... UHHHH...
Favourite cultural food: Chinese
Favourite meat: Beef.
Favourite seafood: Shirmp
Part 4: Spare time
What do you usually do in your spare time?: Read, Hang with friends
Do you spend a lot of time on the computer?: ... Yes.
Do you think an hour a day is a reasonable amount to watch TV?: ... Sure.
Put an X beside things you enjoy doing in you spare time:
biking:
going for walks: x
hockey:
soccer:
scrapbooking:
eating: x
baking: x
playing Sims:
going on facebook:x
chatting online: x
playing piano: x
listening to music: x
watching music videos:
watching TV: x
playing with playdo: x
babysitting:
reading: x
writing: x
running: x
swimming: x
tennis:
gardening:
going to the beach: x .
climbing:
wrestling:
playing video games: x
watching youtube: x
reading the dictionary:
shopping: x
Part 5: Friends
Who is you best friend?: Dobby Tsui, Nicole, And probably Boots.
What friend is most like you?: Dobby Tsui.
What friend is least like you?: Jessica W.
Who did you last hang out with: Uh. Nicole & Jess.
What friend would...
Run a marathon with you?: None XD
Bake With You: Sora & Risu
Slap you in the face: ... erh.
talk behind you back: Iunno.
give you the best advice: Jessica M.
get straight a's: Tsuki
fail a class: ... erh.
snap out at a teacher: Jen.
attract every boy/girl: ASP. LO FREAKING L.
write a musical: Tori.
win an oscar: erh.
become a doctor: Christine.
Put an X beside things you enjoy doing with friends
eating: x
baking: x
chilling: x
partying: x
biking:
making up dances:
playing sports:
swimming: x
playing monopoly:
playing cards: x
Part 6: Movies
What is your favourite movie?: Anastasia.
Why?: It's a freaking animated musical. And Anya x Dimitri is LOVE.
What is your favourite old movie?: ... PRIDE AND PREJUDICE FTW.
Put an X beside the movies you have seen
Juno:x
Pineapple Express:
Across the Universe:
The Other Boleyn Girl: x
21:
Penelope: x
Smart People:
Nancy Drew:
The Shining:
Bratz Movie:
300: x
Meet the Spartans:
Scary Movie 3: x
Scary Movie 1: x yeah.
Saw 4:
Hairspray: x
Chicago:
I Am Sam:
Harold and Kumar go to whitecastle:
Euro Trip:
Old School:
no Reservations:
The Hills Have Eyes:
Vacancy:
You Face:
Just Some question to end the survey
What is you grandpas name?: Pete
How many cousins do you have: Too freaking many.
What is the grossest food in your fridge right now?: ..erh.
Do you do your own laundry: Sort of.
Do you play cranium games?: Not really.
Do you hate Valentines Day?: I see no point in it.
What was the last party you went to?: Don't remember...
Do you shop at Old Navy?: Nope.
Most you've spent on a shirt?: 20 bucks.
Do you like The Beatles?: Yes.
What posters do you have in your room?: 2 giant star trek posters, Fushigi Yuugi, D. Gray-man, Ouran, Ranma, Wonder woman, Zombie Loan, Avatar, Pokemon, Soul Eater, Haruhi Suzumiya, Spiral, Naruto, Twilight, & Stargate. WOW.
Are you straight?: Yes.
Do you enjoy doing puzzles: lol, yes.
I hope you enjoyed this :): The person who did it before me didn't... XD
8/21/08
Anastasiaaa
Anastasia always puts me in a wonderful movie... <3
Best romance movie ever. Best animation, best music, GOSH I LOVE THAT MOVIEE. <3
UNSPOKEN ATTRACTION FTW.
Or the part where Dimitri comes out of nowhere saying "WANNA BET" and clocks Rasputin right in the kisser. :]
Oh my god, there's this one REALLY stupid.
Frosh: "You have freckles. You should use Proactive"
Me: "DUDE. I WEAR GYM SHORTS TO SCHOOL. DOES IT LOOK LIKE I GIVE A DAMN?!"
What an idiot. XD
... heee, in such a good mooddd. :3
Best romance movie ever. Best animation, best music, GOSH I LOVE THAT MOVIEE. <3
UNSPOKEN ATTRACTION FTW.
Or the part where Dimitri comes out of nowhere saying "WANNA BET" and clocks Rasputin right in the kisser. :]
Oh my god, there's this one REALLY stupid.
Frosh: "You have freckles. You should use Proactive"
Me: "DUDE. I WEAR GYM SHORTS TO SCHOOL. DOES IT LOOK LIKE I GIVE A DAMN?!"
What an idiot. XD
... heee, in such a good mooddd. :3
8/20/08
Life goes on. :E
HO MY GOD FIRE!
okay now that's done. Life goes on at the slow pace. No ninja fights. No stuff blowing up. Just same ol, same ol. Except for the fire near school. But well, you know. Not like I got near it or anything.
Lol, it still scared the shit out of me. :<
I've seen:
1. Titanic (1997) - $600,779,824
2. Star Wars (1977) - $460,935,665
3. E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial (1982) - $434,949,459
4. Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace (1999) - $431,065,444
5. Spider-Man (2002) - $403,706,375
6. Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King, The (2003) - $377,019,252
7. Passion of the Christ, The (2004) - $370,025,697
8. Jurassic Park (1993) - $356,784,000
9. Shrek 2 (2004) - $356,211,000
10. Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, The(2002) - $340,478,898
11. Finding Nemo (2003) - $339,714,367
12. Forrest Gump (1994) - $329,691,196
13. Lion King, The (1994) - $328,423,001
14. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (2001) - $317,557,891
15. Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring, The(2001) - $313,837,577
16. Star Wars: Episode II - Attack of the Clones (2002) - $310,675,583
17. Star Wars: Episode VI - Return of the Jedi (1983) - $309,125,409
18. Independence Day (1996) - $306,124,059
19. Pirates of the Caribbean (2003) - $305,411,224
20. Sixth Sense, The (1999) - $293,501,675
21. Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980) - $290,158,751
22. Home Alone (1990) - $285,761,243
23. Matrix Reloaded, The (2003) - $281,492,479
24. Shrek (2001) - $267,652,016
25. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (2002) - $261,970,615
26. How the Grinch Stole Christmas (2000) - $260,031,035
27. Jaws (1975) - $260,000,000
28. Monsters, Inc. (2001) - $255,870,172
29. Batman (1989) - $251,188,924
30. Men in Black (1997) - $250,147,615
31. Toy Story 2 (1999) - $245,823,397
32. Bruce Almighty (2003) - $242,589,580
33. Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981) - $242,374,454
34. Twister (1996) - $241,700,000
35. My Big Fat Greek Wedding (2002) - $241,437,427
36. Ghost Busters (1984) - $238,600,000
37. Beverly Hills Cop (1984) - $234,760,500
38. Cast Away (2000) - $233,630,478
39. Lost World: Jurassic Park, The (1997) - $229,074,524
40. Signs (2002) - $227,965,690
41. Rush Hour 2 (2001) - $226,138,454
42. Mrs. Doubtfire (1993) - $219,200,000
43. Ghost (1990) - $217,631,306
44. Aladdin (1992) - $217,350,219
45. Saving Private Ryan (1998) - $216,119,491
46. Mission: Impossible II (2000) - $215,397,30
47. X2 (2003) - $214,948,780
48. Austin Powers in Goldmember (2002) - $213,079,163
49. Back to the Future (1985) - $210,609,762
50. Austin Powers: The Spy Who Shagged Me (1999) - $205,399,422
51. Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991) - $204,843,350
52. Exorcist, The (1973) - $204,565,000
53. Mummy Returns, The (2001) - $202,007,640
54. Armageddon (1998) - $201,573,391
55. Gone with the Wind (1939) - $198,655,278
56. Pearl Harbor (2001) - $198,539,855
57. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade (1989) - $197,171,806
58. Toy Story (1995) - $191,800,000
59. Men in Black II (2002) - $190,418,803
60. Gladiator (2000) - $187,670,866
61. Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937) - $184,925,485
62. Dances with Wolves (1990) - $184,208,848
63. Batman Forever (1995) - $184,031,112
64. Fugitive, The (1993) - $183,875,760
65. Ocean's Eleven (2001) - $183,405,771
66. What Women Want (2000) - $182,805,123
67. Perfect Storm, The (2000) - $182,618,434
68. Liar Liar (1997) - $181,395,380
69. Grease (1978) - $181,360,000
70. Jurassic Park III (2001) - $181,166,115
71. Mission: Impossible (1996) - $180,965,237
72. Planet of the Apes (2001) - $180,011,740
73. Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom (1984) - $179,870,271
74. Pretty Woman (1990) - $178,406,268
75. Tootsie (1982) - $177,200,000
76. Top Gun (1986) - $176,781,728
77. There's Something About Mary (1998) - $176,483,808
78. Ice Age (2002) - $176,387,405
79. Crocodile Dundee (1986) - $174,635,000
80. Home Alone 2: Lost in New York (1992) - $173,585,516
81. Elf (2003) - $173,381,405
82. Air Force One (1997) - $172,888,056
83. Rain Man (1988) - $172,825,435
84. Apollo 13 (1995) - $172,071,312
85. Matrix, The (1999) - $171,383,253
86. Beauty and the Beast (1991) - $171,301,428
87. Tarzan (1999) - $171,085,177
88. Beautiful Mind, A (2001) - $170,708,996
89. Chicago (2002) - $170,684,5059
0. Three Men and a Baby (1987) - $167,780,960
91. Meet the Parents (2000) - $166,225,040
92. Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves (1991) - $165,500,000
93. Hannibal (2001) - $165,091,464
94. Catch Me If You Can (2002) - $164,435,221
95. Big Daddy (1999) - $163,479,795
96. Sound of Music, The (1965) - $163,214,286
97. Batman Returns (1992) - $162,831,698
98. Bug's Life, A (1998) - $162,792,677
99. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (2004) - $161,963,000
100. Waterboy, The (1998) - $161,487,252
okay now that's done. Life goes on at the slow pace. No ninja fights. No stuff blowing up. Just same ol, same ol. Except for the fire near school. But well, you know. Not like I got near it or anything.
Lol, it still scared the shit out of me. :<
I've seen:
1. Titanic (1997) - $600,779,824
2. Star Wars (1977) - $460,935,665
3. E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial (1982) - $434,949,459
4. Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace (1999) - $431,065,444
5. Spider-Man (2002) - $403,706,375
6. Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King, The (2003) - $377,019,252
7. Passion of the Christ, The (2004) - $370,025,697
8. Jurassic Park (1993) - $356,784,000
9. Shrek 2 (2004) - $356,211,000
10. Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, The(2002) - $340,478,898
11. Finding Nemo (2003) - $339,714,367
12. Forrest Gump (1994) - $329,691,196
13. Lion King, The (1994) - $328,423,001
14. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (2001) - $317,557,891
15. Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring, The(2001) - $313,837,577
16. Star Wars: Episode II - Attack of the Clones (2002) - $310,675,583
17. Star Wars: Episode VI - Return of the Jedi (1983) - $309,125,409
18. Independence Day (1996) - $306,124,059
19. Pirates of the Caribbean (2003) - $305,411,224
20. Sixth Sense, The (1999) - $293,501,675
21. Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980) - $290,158,751
22. Home Alone (1990) - $285,761,243
23. Matrix Reloaded, The (2003) - $281,492,479
24. Shrek (2001) - $267,652,016
25. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (2002) - $261,970,615
26. How the Grinch Stole Christmas (2000) - $260,031,035
27. Jaws (1975) - $260,000,000
28. Monsters, Inc. (2001) - $255,870,172
29. Batman (1989) - $251,188,924
30. Men in Black (1997) - $250,147,615
31. Toy Story 2 (1999) - $245,823,397
32. Bruce Almighty (2003) - $242,589,580
33. Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981) - $242,374,454
34. Twister (1996) - $241,700,000
35. My Big Fat Greek Wedding (2002) - $241,437,427
36. Ghost Busters (1984) - $238,600,000
37. Beverly Hills Cop (1984) - $234,760,500
38. Cast Away (2000) - $233,630,478
39. Lost World: Jurassic Park, The (1997) - $229,074,524
40. Signs (2002) - $227,965,690
41. Rush Hour 2 (2001) - $226,138,454
42. Mrs. Doubtfire (1993) - $219,200,000
43. Ghost (1990) - $217,631,306
44. Aladdin (1992) - $217,350,219
45. Saving Private Ryan (1998) - $216,119,491
46. Mission: Impossible II (2000) - $215,397,30
47. X2 (2003) - $214,948,780
48. Austin Powers in Goldmember (2002) - $213,079,163
49. Back to the Future (1985) - $210,609,762
50. Austin Powers: The Spy Who Shagged Me (1999) - $205,399,422
51. Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991) - $204,843,350
52. Exorcist, The (1973) - $204,565,000
53. Mummy Returns, The (2001) - $202,007,640
54. Armageddon (1998) - $201,573,391
55. Gone with the Wind (1939) - $198,655,278
56. Pearl Harbor (2001) - $198,539,855
57. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade (1989) - $197,171,806
58. Toy Story (1995) - $191,800,000
59. Men in Black II (2002) - $190,418,803
60. Gladiator (2000) - $187,670,866
61. Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937) - $184,925,485
62. Dances with Wolves (1990) - $184,208,848
63. Batman Forever (1995) - $184,031,112
64. Fugitive, The (1993) - $183,875,760
65. Ocean's Eleven (2001) - $183,405,771
66. What Women Want (2000) - $182,805,123
67. Perfect Storm, The (2000) - $182,618,434
68. Liar Liar (1997) - $181,395,380
69. Grease (1978) - $181,360,000
70. Jurassic Park III (2001) - $181,166,115
71. Mission: Impossible (1996) - $180,965,237
72. Planet of the Apes (2001) - $180,011,740
73. Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom (1984) - $179,870,271
74. Pretty Woman (1990) - $178,406,268
75. Tootsie (1982) - $177,200,000
76. Top Gun (1986) - $176,781,728
77. There's Something About Mary (1998) - $176,483,808
78. Ice Age (2002) - $176,387,405
79. Crocodile Dundee (1986) - $174,635,000
80. Home Alone 2: Lost in New York (1992) - $173,585,516
81. Elf (2003) - $173,381,405
82. Air Force One (1997) - $172,888,056
83. Rain Man (1988) - $172,825,435
84. Apollo 13 (1995) - $172,071,312
85. Matrix, The (1999) - $171,383,253
86. Beauty and the Beast (1991) - $171,301,428
87. Tarzan (1999) - $171,085,177
88. Beautiful Mind, A (2001) - $170,708,996
89. Chicago (2002) - $170,684,5059
0. Three Men and a Baby (1987) - $167,780,960
91. Meet the Parents (2000) - $166,225,040
92. Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves (1991) - $165,500,000
93. Hannibal (2001) - $165,091,464
94. Catch Me If You Can (2002) - $164,435,221
95. Big Daddy (1999) - $163,479,795
96. Sound of Music, The (1965) - $163,214,286
97. Batman Returns (1992) - $162,831,698
98. Bug's Life, A (1998) - $162,792,677
99. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (2004) - $161,963,000
100. Waterboy, The (1998) - $161,487,252
8/19/08
Love defined
I've been wrestling with this concept for awhile.
What is love?
It's like trying to take the skies and fit it into a heart shaped bottle. It's impossible, because not everyone agrees it is the same thing. It's crucial in live, yes. Everyone needs some, yes.
But what is it?
Is it the warm embrace of someone you care about, or the tears you shed when they are in pain? Does it create the greatest happiness, or the deepest melancholy? Who does it exist for? What does it exist for?
It could be answered so many ways. Smart asses define it like biology, like it's all facts, which can be read off so simply.
They say that. They don't want to believe it though.
No matter how we want to deny it, deep within ourselves, it's all we crave. Love. Someone who will love you because you are you, as you will love them because they are they. We don't have to love, or even like everything about them, But we care enough for it to drive us freaking mad.
I always imagined love as something... instant. Something that happens right away. Like in the Disney movies. But then, when it actually happened, I thought it was fake, and all hurt.
I was wrong.
Love grows. It just doesn't happen. Disney wasn't wrong about all of that. I mean, it starts as just like, then it will grow. And it's not fake, if it's really love. It's probably more real than 90 percent of the teenagers in america.
But it's still magical.
Especially if you find someone who loves you back.
So when you do, don't take it for granted. For your sake.
Sorry for talking bout love all the time. It's just been on my mind alot that's all. :[
What is love?
It's like trying to take the skies and fit it into a heart shaped bottle. It's impossible, because not everyone agrees it is the same thing. It's crucial in live, yes. Everyone needs some, yes.
But what is it?
Is it the warm embrace of someone you care about, or the tears you shed when they are in pain? Does it create the greatest happiness, or the deepest melancholy? Who does it exist for? What does it exist for?
It could be answered so many ways. Smart asses define it like biology, like it's all facts, which can be read off so simply.
They say that. They don't want to believe it though.
No matter how we want to deny it, deep within ourselves, it's all we crave. Love. Someone who will love you because you are you, as you will love them because they are they. We don't have to love, or even like everything about them, But we care enough for it to drive us freaking mad.
I always imagined love as something... instant. Something that happens right away. Like in the Disney movies. But then, when it actually happened, I thought it was fake, and all hurt.
I was wrong.
Love grows. It just doesn't happen. Disney wasn't wrong about all of that. I mean, it starts as just like, then it will grow. And it's not fake, if it's really love. It's probably more real than 90 percent of the teenagers in america.
But it's still magical.
Especially if you find someone who loves you back.
So when you do, don't take it for granted. For your sake.
Sorry for talking bout love all the time. It's just been on my mind alot that's all. :[
8/18/08
NOOO SCHOOLLLLL
SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW. NOOOOOOOOOOESSSS D:
Went to the park with Dobby Tsui, Risu, Erika, Sam, and Isaac. Poor boots was the only guy. I warned him... -sigh-
Lots of fun. We're so cool :D
I love my friendsssss =D
12 TRUE OR FALSES
1. I have a birthmark: True.
2. I like Skittles: True.
3. I have plans for tomorrow: Kinda sorta.
4. I play more than 4 sports: False.
5. I love country music: True babeh.
6. I am content with my life: Sure.
7. I drink alcohol: False.
8. I own an iPod: False.
9. I have been to a party: Sure?
10. I like winter: True.
11. I know someone who has passed away from a disease: Hmmm true?
12. I own more than 5 pair of shoes: Not really.
11 HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Gone to the mall with a whole bunch of people: Yes.
2. Taken pictures of yourself naked: HELL no.
3. Jumped off somewhere high: Yes.
4. Eaten sushi: Yes.
5. Cursed at an adult: Yes.
6. Left the country: Yes.
7. Taken legal drugs: Not really.
8. Cried your heart out: Yes.
9. Kissed in the rain: No.
10. Pet a pig: Yes.
11. Shoplifted: No.
10 LASTS
1. Messaged on MSN: I don't have MSN
2. Wrote on your wall: Christine
3. Time you cried: ... a few days ago
4. Thing you ate: Beef
5. People you saw a movie with in theaters: Uhh... my friends.
6. Something you regretted: Don't remember/
7. Person you peed with: ... what?
8. Person you spoke to in person: My dad.
9. Lie you told: Idk.
10. Person you gossiped about: Idk.
9 CHRISTMAS QUESTIONS
1. How many days left: Too Many.
2. Who do you buy gifts for: Family.
3. Favorite candy cane: I don't like candycanes that much.
4. Sledding or skating: sledding.
5. Do you drink hot chocolate: Hellz yes.
6. Do you own snow pants: Not really.
7. Is there snow on the ground: No.
8. Favorite memory: Too many.
9. Any family visiting this year: I'm not sure.
8 SCHOOL QUESTIONS
1. Favorite subjects: History or Art.
2. Who do you sit beside in French?: yo tomo espanol
3. Are you friends with this person: ...
4. What about in science?: Not school yet.
5. Friends with him/her?: ...
6. Do you participate in gym: Only had to take it freshmeat year ;D
7. Been suspended how many times: 0.
8. Are you usually happy with your report cards?: Pretty happy.
7 THOUGHTS ON...
1. Britney Spears: Her new CD is so bad it makes my ears bleed. And the songs are too damn catchy
2. Tim Horton’s: ??
3. Barney: Loved him.
4. Smoking: Ew.
5. Theme parks: Da bomb.
6. People who brag: Silly and arrogant
7. Kraft dinner: ??
6 QUESTIONS ABOUT TOMORROW
1. Plans: FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL, SHIT.
2. Will it be better than today: NO.
3. Are you excited: Sort of.
4. Will you have fun: IDK.
5. Will you get high: Hell no.
6. Who will you hang with?: My buddies. :]
5 QUESTIONS ABOUT YESTERDAY
1. What did you do: Played D&D with my dad, bro and my dad's friends
2. Who did you hang out with: ^
3. Was it fun: Not as fun as the day before that
4. Did you eat anything unhealthy: Hellz yes.
4 PEOPLE YOU TRUST WITH YOUR SECRETS
1. Dobby Tsui
2. Onii Chan
3.
4.
3 QUESTIONS ABOUT LOVE
1. Ever been in love?: Yes.
2. If yes, how many times?: 1.
3. Do you believe in love?: ...
2 WHAT DID YOU DOS
1. Last birthday: Didn't tell anyone til they asked the day of. They freaked and it was funny.
2. This day, last week: I was in Alaska
1 THING YOU COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT:
1. Music.
Went to the park with Dobby Tsui, Risu, Erika, Sam, and Isaac. Poor boots was the only guy. I warned him... -sigh-
Lots of fun. We're so cool :D
I love my friendsssss =D
12 TRUE OR FALSES
1. I have a birthmark: True.
2. I like Skittles: True.
3. I have plans for tomorrow: Kinda sorta.
4. I play more than 4 sports: False.
5. I love country music: True babeh.
6. I am content with my life: Sure.
7. I drink alcohol: False.
8. I own an iPod: False.
9. I have been to a party: Sure?
10. I like winter: True.
11. I know someone who has passed away from a disease: Hmmm true?
12. I own more than 5 pair of shoes: Not really.
11 HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Gone to the mall with a whole bunch of people: Yes.
2. Taken pictures of yourself naked: HELL no.
3. Jumped off somewhere high: Yes.
4. Eaten sushi: Yes.
5. Cursed at an adult: Yes.
6. Left the country: Yes.
7. Taken legal drugs: Not really.
8. Cried your heart out: Yes.
9. Kissed in the rain: No.
10. Pet a pig: Yes.
11. Shoplifted: No.
10 LASTS
1. Messaged on MSN: I don't have MSN
2. Wrote on your wall: Christine
3. Time you cried: ... a few days ago
4. Thing you ate: Beef
5. People you saw a movie with in theaters: Uhh... my friends.
6. Something you regretted: Don't remember/
7. Person you peed with: ... what?
8. Person you spoke to in person: My dad.
9. Lie you told: Idk.
10. Person you gossiped about: Idk.
9 CHRISTMAS QUESTIONS
1. How many days left: Too Many.
2. Who do you buy gifts for: Family.
3. Favorite candy cane: I don't like candycanes that much.
4. Sledding or skating: sledding.
5. Do you drink hot chocolate: Hellz yes.
6. Do you own snow pants: Not really.
7. Is there snow on the ground: No.
8. Favorite memory: Too many.
9. Any family visiting this year: I'm not sure.
8 SCHOOL QUESTIONS
1. Favorite subjects: History or Art.
2. Who do you sit beside in French?: yo tomo espanol
3. Are you friends with this person: ...
4. What about in science?: Not school yet.
5. Friends with him/her?: ...
6. Do you participate in gym: Only had to take it freshmeat year ;D
7. Been suspended how many times: 0.
8. Are you usually happy with your report cards?: Pretty happy.
7 THOUGHTS ON...
1. Britney Spears: Her new CD is so bad it makes my ears bleed. And the songs are too damn catchy
2. Tim Horton’s: ??
3. Barney: Loved him.
4. Smoking: Ew.
5. Theme parks: Da bomb.
6. People who brag: Silly and arrogant
7. Kraft dinner: ??
6 QUESTIONS ABOUT TOMORROW
1. Plans: FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL, SHIT.
2. Will it be better than today: NO.
3. Are you excited: Sort of.
4. Will you have fun: IDK.
5. Will you get high: Hell no.
6. Who will you hang with?: My buddies. :]
5 QUESTIONS ABOUT YESTERDAY
1. What did you do: Played D&D with my dad, bro and my dad's friends
2. Who did you hang out with: ^
3. Was it fun: Not as fun as the day before that
4. Did you eat anything unhealthy: Hellz yes.
4 PEOPLE YOU TRUST WITH YOUR SECRETS
1. Dobby Tsui
2. Onii Chan
3.
4.
3 QUESTIONS ABOUT LOVE
1. Ever been in love?: Yes.
2. If yes, how many times?: 1.
3. Do you believe in love?: ...
2 WHAT DID YOU DOS
1. Last birthday: Didn't tell anyone til they asked the day of. They freaked and it was funny.
2. This day, last week: I was in Alaska
1 THING YOU COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT:
1. Music.
8/17/08
DEPRESSING TIEM
Girls will be girls
and boys will be boys
and hearts will be broken all the same.
We live such a sad story. Life would be so much better (in some ways) if you just threw love out the mix.
I hate it. So much. Because my heart keeps trying to fall, still has the hope that I can find someone, but my head takes that and throws it against a wall.
"Your such an idiot! Do you know what you can get us into AGAIN?! Do you know how LONG it took us to crawl out of that miserable hole you sent us to last time?!?!?! I'm TIRED of trying to fix your mistakes! Your going to get us into this, and then no one can stop it, and you know it. We're going to end up crying ourselves to sleep again, and neither of us want that right?! God, WHY DON'T YOU EVER LEARN?!"
And my heart is stuck there, wimpering. It's tired too, but it can't help it. It still hopes.
What a stupid little heart. I don't get a happy ending.
My heart's too broken to get one.
and boys will be boys
and hearts will be broken all the same.
We live such a sad story. Life would be so much better (in some ways) if you just threw love out the mix.
I hate it. So much. Because my heart keeps trying to fall, still has the hope that I can find someone, but my head takes that and throws it against a wall.
"Your such an idiot! Do you know what you can get us into AGAIN?! Do you know how LONG it took us to crawl out of that miserable hole you sent us to last time?!?!?! I'm TIRED of trying to fix your mistakes! Your going to get us into this, and then no one can stop it, and you know it. We're going to end up crying ourselves to sleep again, and neither of us want that right?! God, WHY DON'T YOU EVER LEARN?!"
And my heart is stuck there, wimpering. It's tired too, but it can't help it. It still hopes.
What a stupid little heart. I don't get a happy ending.
My heart's too broken to get one.
8/15/08
Who am I?
I am the girl;
Who actually likes reading
Who still sleeps with a stuffed animal
Who still believes in happy endings
Who laughs at too many things
Who cries watching people die in movies
Who sings her heart out to keep the demons away
Who only works hard when she wants too
Who has a fear of everything and nothing
Who not afraid to speak her mind when she wants too
Who usually knows when she should shut up
Who still keeps secrets from the world
Who always falls for the guy who never has any idea how much she cares
Who will give you her honest opinion if you ask
Who loves to tease everyone
Who laughs at herself more than she should
Who sees good and bad in every argument
Who therefore has too hard of time picking sides, so she doesn't
Who actually thinks History and English are interesting
Who laughs at the face of drama
Who has had her heart broken, and lived
Who doesn't really care what people think about her
Who has a million and one insecurities
Who is pretty nonconformist; as she supported Team Jacob
Who has crazy friends she loves
Who thinks kissing looks pretty gross
Who has multiple families outside her own
Who doesn't really care that much about money
Who forgets & remembers things she shouldn't
Who is proud of her heritage
Who will stand for what she believes in
Who wants to fall in love, but finds herself scared too
Who finds wonder in everything
Who believes in magic, even after all this time
Who wants to see things no one has ever seen
Who thinks you only need to prove anything to yourself
Who really does care about some things, even if it doesn't seem like it
Who also finds some things not worth the trouble
Who finds herself falling for someone she shouldn't
Who's alot of things
That can't be written down on paper.
Who actually likes reading
Who still sleeps with a stuffed animal
Who still believes in happy endings
Who laughs at too many things
Who cries watching people die in movies
Who sings her heart out to keep the demons away
Who only works hard when she wants too
Who has a fear of everything and nothing
Who not afraid to speak her mind when she wants too
Who usually knows when she should shut up
Who still keeps secrets from the world
Who always falls for the guy who never has any idea how much she cares
Who will give you her honest opinion if you ask
Who loves to tease everyone
Who laughs at herself more than she should
Who sees good and bad in every argument
Who therefore has too hard of time picking sides, so she doesn't
Who actually thinks History and English are interesting
Who laughs at the face of drama
Who has had her heart broken, and lived
Who doesn't really care what people think about her
Who has a million and one insecurities
Who is pretty nonconformist; as she supported Team Jacob
Who has crazy friends she loves
Who thinks kissing looks pretty gross
Who has multiple families outside her own
Who doesn't really care that much about money
Who forgets & remembers things she shouldn't
Who is proud of her heritage
Who will stand for what she believes in
Who wants to fall in love, but finds herself scared too
Who finds wonder in everything
Who believes in magic, even after all this time
Who wants to see things no one has ever seen
Who thinks you only need to prove anything to yourself
Who really does care about some things, even if it doesn't seem like it
Who also finds some things not worth the trouble
Who finds herself falling for someone she shouldn't
Who's alot of things
That can't be written down on paper.
8/14/08
....
Went to Band Camp, and did my homework... xD
YAY OLYMPICS ARE ON =D
Lol, anyways. I hate boys. So much.
He knows just how to get under my skin, to make it so I never know what he's thinking. Never know what he could feel.
I hate it. This is reminding me of freshman year. It's that bad.
We're good friends. But I don't think we could ever go back if...
no...
YAY OLYMPICS ARE ON =D
Lol, anyways. I hate boys. So much.
He knows just how to get under my skin, to make it so I never know what he's thinking. Never know what he could feel.
I hate it. This is reminding me of freshman year. It's that bad.
We're good friends. But I don't think we could ever go back if...
no...
8/13/08
ALASKA LANDO
Just going to post what happened in Alaska.
Day 1;
Watching the Olympics right now. Computer also reallyyyy slow = 3 =;
I’m in Alaska right now @ my auntie Vivian’s house in Alaska. We’re really here to visit my grandpa. I don’t really remember him (and he doesn’t really remember us…). He looks so… old and broken. Earlier this year he had an accident…. His memory is really off… it’s so depressing. It almost breaks my heart… -sigh-
After we visited him, we went to this one bookstore in town & had really good bagel sandwich & hot cocoa. We drove around, visited the pipeline, and went back to visit Grandpa, came home & ate reallyyyy good Salmon. Uncle Ron made some really good stuff… :]
Grandpa’s junk yard is… amazing. So many army stuff… 1950’s army car, Overland train… it was so amazing. Catridges of bullets (lol), gigantic wheels… I mean just wow.
400 free relay (girl’s) right now! GOOO USAAAA
We’re sleeping the loft right now. It’s sooooo warmmm… <3
Dude, it’s 10:35 here, but the sun’s just setting! O___O;;
Alaska’s crazy, but the air is so clear and it’s reallyyy green… :3
Aw man, only second… oh well… Need to go to bed now. Nighy Nights! :3
Day 2;
NATALIE COUGHLIN IN THE SEMIFINALS FOR 100M BACK. Yay, she got second.
Second day in Alaska. Woke up earlier today, went to visit Grandpa in the morning. Then we went to Church (MOST BORING EXPERIENCE EVER. Sorry, Uncle Ron. It’s boring. Won’t deny it). Then we went to this reallyyy good buffet place. Their fondue fountain failed. Lawl. Pineapple + Chocolate = BAD.
Then we visited the Museum in the Uinversity of Alaska. Cool exhibits…Got a Caribou Bone necklace. It looks like a heart, and it’s got a string through to middle (which is bone). The Campus is really pretty… during the summer. :3
We saw some of the Muskox that the University of Alaska owns. They were so cute… :3
We went to see Grandpa again & had dinner with him. Mashed Potatoes, Corn, Ham & Gravy. Pretty good, but the Potatoes need more butter. :[
He walked around outside a little, and I picked some flowers for him. Everyone wanted me to give them to him, but I didn’t want to.
I mean, if you tell them that you picked them, it kind of loses value. It’s like you pick them to get something. I like it better when they realize it’s there better. It’s really hard to explain… I wish they understood…
We also visited Alaskaland. A little bit like a fair, we had ice cream, and… did stuff.
Watching the Olympics still. YAYS. HAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE SWIM >:D
GO MICHAEL PHELPSSSSSSS. Haha, Hansen sucked. xD
… I have SOOOO many practical jokes I’m going to play when I get back. Ho ho ho ho…
Day 3;
Woke up early today. Dropped Vivian off @ work, and we went to Gulliver’s to eat breakfast & went on the internet for a bit.
Stopped by Grandpa’s to take him to the hospital. It was really nice to see him smile when I brought him more flowers & I smiled at him sometimes.
Went to Denny’s for lunch with Grandpa @ Denny’s. He ate his entire meal! It took a long time, but he ate it all. They dropped him off at home as me and mom and Raymond walked to Sears, then went to ice cream.
Came home and had this WONDERFUL Chicken. I had 3 pieces, and wanted more.
Sorry, watching Olympics. I’m done for the day. Tomorrow is the hot springs. Tell ya more tomorrow :3
Day 4;
I fail @ pressing flowers = 3 =;
Went to the Hot springs early today. Felt soooooo gooood <3. The rock pond was the beest. I only went in once, but still… Yay :3
Lunch was an amazing clam cowder and Caramel apple pie. The waiter was really friendly, and pretty funny.
Went back to Grandpas, picked more flowers than him. He walked outside a little. He seems so nice… it’s sad I haven’t known him longer…
Got home, pressed flowers after walking to the river with Sophy. She’s a nice dog too.
Sorry, really busy. Gotta go.
Day 1;
Watching the Olympics right now. Computer also reallyyyy slow = 3 =;
I’m in Alaska right now @ my auntie Vivian’s house in Alaska. We’re really here to visit my grandpa. I don’t really remember him (and he doesn’t really remember us…). He looks so… old and broken. Earlier this year he had an accident…. His memory is really off… it’s so depressing. It almost breaks my heart… -sigh-
After we visited him, we went to this one bookstore in town & had really good bagel sandwich & hot cocoa. We drove around, visited the pipeline, and went back to visit Grandpa, came home & ate reallyyyy good Salmon. Uncle Ron made some really good stuff… :]
Grandpa’s junk yard is… amazing. So many army stuff… 1950’s army car, Overland train… it was so amazing. Catridges of bullets (lol), gigantic wheels… I mean just wow.
400 free relay (girl’s) right now! GOOO USAAAA
We’re sleeping the loft right now. It’s sooooo warmmm… <3
Dude, it’s 10:35 here, but the sun’s just setting! O___O;;
Alaska’s crazy, but the air is so clear and it’s reallyyy green… :3
Aw man, only second… oh well… Need to go to bed now. Nighy Nights! :3
Day 2;
NATALIE COUGHLIN IN THE SEMIFINALS FOR 100M BACK. Yay, she got second.
Second day in Alaska. Woke up earlier today, went to visit Grandpa in the morning. Then we went to Church (MOST BORING EXPERIENCE EVER. Sorry, Uncle Ron. It’s boring. Won’t deny it). Then we went to this reallyyy good buffet place. Their fondue fountain failed. Lawl. Pineapple + Chocolate = BAD.
Then we visited the Museum in the Uinversity of Alaska. Cool exhibits…Got a Caribou Bone necklace. It looks like a heart, and it’s got a string through to middle (which is bone). The Campus is really pretty… during the summer. :3
We saw some of the Muskox that the University of Alaska owns. They were so cute… :3
We went to see Grandpa again & had dinner with him. Mashed Potatoes, Corn, Ham & Gravy. Pretty good, but the Potatoes need more butter. :[
He walked around outside a little, and I picked some flowers for him. Everyone wanted me to give them to him, but I didn’t want to.
I mean, if you tell them that you picked them, it kind of loses value. It’s like you pick them to get something. I like it better when they realize it’s there better. It’s really hard to explain… I wish they understood…
We also visited Alaskaland. A little bit like a fair, we had ice cream, and… did stuff.
Watching the Olympics still. YAYS. HAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE SWIM >:D
GO MICHAEL PHELPSSSSSSS. Haha, Hansen sucked. xD
… I have SOOOO many practical jokes I’m going to play when I get back. Ho ho ho ho…
Day 3;
Woke up early today. Dropped Vivian off @ work, and we went to Gulliver’s to eat breakfast & went on the internet for a bit.
Stopped by Grandpa’s to take him to the hospital. It was really nice to see him smile when I brought him more flowers & I smiled at him sometimes.
Went to Denny’s for lunch with Grandpa @ Denny’s. He ate his entire meal! It took a long time, but he ate it all. They dropped him off at home as me and mom and Raymond walked to Sears, then went to ice cream.
Came home and had this WONDERFUL Chicken. I had 3 pieces, and wanted more.
Sorry, watching Olympics. I’m done for the day. Tomorrow is the hot springs. Tell ya more tomorrow :3
Day 4;
I fail @ pressing flowers = 3 =;
Went to the Hot springs early today. Felt soooooo gooood <3. The rock pond was the beest. I only went in once, but still… Yay :3
Lunch was an amazing clam cowder and Caramel apple pie. The waiter was really friendly, and pretty funny.
Went back to Grandpas, picked more flowers than him. He walked outside a little. He seems so nice… it’s sad I haven’t known him longer…
Got home, pressed flowers after walking to the river with Sophy. She’s a nice dog too.
Sorry, really busy. Gotta go.
8/7/08
._.
Falling faster. Falling harder.
Too fast, too hard.
Save me. Please.
Guys like that don't look at girls like me. Silly, silly Hoshi. Your going to break your heart again.
-sigh-
I will never end up with the guy.
Stuff like that only happens in fairytales.
... and it's been more than a year since I've started this blog. Holy crap, I've changed o-o
Too fast, too hard.
Save me. Please.
Guys like that don't look at girls like me. Silly, silly Hoshi. Your going to break your heart again.
-sigh-
I will never end up with the guy.
Stuff like that only happens in fairytales.
... and it's been more than a year since I've started this blog. Holy crap, I've changed o-o
8/5/08
Huh. Really did nothing today.
Man, I'm such a critic to myself. He says he lowers my self esteem. Not really. That's really all my fault. Not really sure what anyone sees in a bookworm like me. I'm pretty boring. I don't live some dramatic life, I didn't have a tramatic past...
I'm kind of just... me. Sorry, If you know me the way I do, I don't find myself interesting ._.
... ahahahahaha... I'm so not procrastinating right now. XD
Do You Know A..... *if yes elaborate*
- Michael - Ai's ex / good friend.
- Matthew - don't know any
- Jacob - The one annoying frosh who asked if Isaac was gay.
- Christopher - Kid in my brother's boy scout troop. He is a punk
- Nicholas - Jessica W's Ex / annoying sax
- Joshua - Kid @ swim who I talk to about video games
- Tyler - Pretty - eyed blonde with an orange looking tan who swims in Varsity
- Daniel - Guy in my Spanish class that graduated.
- Jonathan - Annoying little asian midget who is darker than some black people cause he swims
- Andrew - Korean obsessed loser, who likes to where trucker hats.
- Brandon - jock from my 5th grade class
- Zachary - Stupid head.
- Joseph - My mom's older brother / my uncle
- Austin - Some guy @ swim who dissappeared
- Anthony - Emy's brother
- John - My dad's friend who runs D&D games & spends most of his time @ a coffe farm in Hawaii
- James - Our class president
- David - Kid who we used to call Santa back in elementary school who turned emo
- Robert - don't know any
- Christian - Sophomore who's moved to Japan-
- Steven - Some kid I made fun @ swim
- Brian - Neko's Ex
- Eric - Some kid @ swim.
- Kevin - Official fluteboy of WV Gold / section leader of the flutes
- Thomas - ...Shannon's last name xD
- Dylan - don't know any
- Aaron - Tuba kid who Tsuki did a physics project with
- Jordan - don't know any.
- Samuel - don't know any
- Sean - Michelle's ex
- Caleb - don't know any.
- Nathan - don't know any.
- Jim - Crazy fast and crazy smart asian on Varsity.
- Adam - Tsuki's younger bro.
- Richard - Charles' nickname
- Jason - Pokemon hat kid that's my "older brother's" buddy for life
- Devin - Jock dude.
- Mark - the mann who's friends with a Kevin
- Conner - Last name resembled pool & he moved
- Noah - Crazy smart in math, and doesn't care bout any other subjecy
- Hunter - don't know any
- Cameron - don't know any
- Jesse - Some guy who went to elementary school with me
- Jared - Guy on my Varsity who's got huge arms and really good at the back.
- Charles - The guy everyone had a crush on during middle school. I think he's gay though.
- Timothy - Some kid in my Varsity
- Patrick - don't know any
- Corey - Some Jock.
- Logan - ... a dancer. Who's a girl. XD
- Ian - Some guy @ Swim.
- Gabriel - don't know any
- Dakota - Ai's adorable younger bro.
- Trevor - don't know any
- Juan - don't know any.
- Jeremy - Well it's spelled Jaromy, but a guy from Varsity who went to my elementary school who drives one of those weird electric cars that can only fit 2 people
- Lukas - don't know any
- Peter - Kid @ swim
- Jeffrey - don't know any
- Sarah - ... VARSITY SWIM. That's all I'm going to say.
- Travis - Some RB kid who used to swim w/ me
- Alejandro - don't know any
- Taylor - Sophomore in my spanish who I hated to death :]
- Angel - don't know any
- Adrian - annoying idiot who's a midget
- Blake - don't know any.
- Seth - .... WEREWOLF LAWL
- Alec - don't know any
- Colton - don't know any.
- Dustin - Fat kid who swins for Poway
- Jorge - don't know any
- Ricardo - don't know any
- Colin - don't know any.
- Gregory - don't know any.
- Wesley - Annoying asian who's on my bus in the afternoon.
Man, I'm such a critic to myself. He says he lowers my self esteem. Not really. That's really all my fault. Not really sure what anyone sees in a bookworm like me. I'm pretty boring. I don't live some dramatic life, I didn't have a tramatic past...
I'm kind of just... me. Sorry, If you know me the way I do, I don't find myself interesting ._.
... ahahahahaha... I'm so not procrastinating right now. XD
Do You Know A..... *if yes elaborate*
- Michael - Ai's ex / good friend.
- Matthew - don't know any
- Jacob - The one annoying frosh who asked if Isaac was gay.
- Christopher - Kid in my brother's boy scout troop. He is a punk
- Nicholas - Jessica W's Ex / annoying sax
- Joshua - Kid @ swim who I talk to about video games
- Tyler - Pretty - eyed blonde with an orange looking tan who swims in Varsity
- Daniel - Guy in my Spanish class that graduated.
- Jonathan - Annoying little asian midget who is darker than some black people cause he swims
- Andrew - Korean obsessed loser, who likes to where trucker hats.
- Brandon - jock from my 5th grade class
- Zachary - Stupid head.
- Joseph - My mom's older brother / my uncle
- Austin - Some guy @ swim who dissappeared
- Anthony - Emy's brother
- John - My dad's friend who runs D&D games & spends most of his time @ a coffe farm in Hawaii
- James - Our class president
- David - Kid who we used to call Santa back in elementary school who turned emo
- Robert - don't know any
- Christian - Sophomore who's moved to Japan-
- Steven - Some kid I made fun @ swim
- Brian - Neko's Ex
- Eric - Some kid @ swim.
- Kevin - Official fluteboy of WV Gold / section leader of the flutes
- Thomas - ...Shannon's last name xD
- Dylan - don't know any
- Aaron - Tuba kid who Tsuki did a physics project with
- Jordan - don't know any.
- Samuel - don't know any
- Sean - Michelle's ex
- Caleb - don't know any.
- Nathan - don't know any.
- Jim - Crazy fast and crazy smart asian on Varsity.
- Adam - Tsuki's younger bro.
- Richard - Charles' nickname
- Jason - Pokemon hat kid that's my "older brother's" buddy for life
- Devin - Jock dude.
- Mark - the mann who's friends with a Kevin
- Conner - Last name resembled pool & he moved
- Noah - Crazy smart in math, and doesn't care bout any other subjecy
- Hunter - don't know any
- Cameron - don't know any
- Jesse - Some guy who went to elementary school with me
- Jared - Guy on my Varsity who's got huge arms and really good at the back.
- Charles - The guy everyone had a crush on during middle school. I think he's gay though.
- Timothy - Some kid in my Varsity
- Patrick - don't know any
- Corey - Some Jock.
- Logan - ... a dancer. Who's a girl. XD
- Ian - Some guy @ Swim.
- Gabriel - don't know any
- Dakota - Ai's adorable younger bro.
- Trevor - don't know any
- Juan - don't know any.
- Jeremy - Well it's spelled Jaromy, but a guy from Varsity who went to my elementary school who drives one of those weird electric cars that can only fit 2 people
- Lukas - don't know any
- Peter - Kid @ swim
- Jeffrey - don't know any
- Sarah - ... VARSITY SWIM. That's all I'm going to say.
- Travis - Some RB kid who used to swim w/ me
- Alejandro - don't know any
- Taylor - Sophomore in my spanish who I hated to death :]
- Angel - don't know any
- Adrian - annoying idiot who's a midget
- Blake - don't know any.
- Seth - .... WEREWOLF LAWL
- Alec - don't know any
- Colton - don't know any.
- Dustin - Fat kid who swins for Poway
- Jorge - don't know any
- Ricardo - don't know any
- Colin - don't know any.
- Gregory - don't know any.
- Wesley - Annoying asian who's on my bus in the afternoon.
8/4/08
Breaking Dawn
I love Seth Clearwater. D:
If only guys like him were real. Then I could have my own werewolf boyfriend. XD
[SPOILERS]
All and all, Jacob redeemed himself finally. I still hate Edward & Bella's guts, but I think I like just about every other character. Jacob imprinting on Renesmee was a nice (but predictable) touch. I found it really, really cute. Now Jacob has someone and Bella and Edward can go live their lives as... whatever.
The sexual stuff was really awkward for me. UGHHHH.
... And after reading this book, the one who stole the show is Seth. Freaking adorable werewolf... D: He's my home boy, y'all.
Favorite part? Anything with Seth in it / Jacob's story. Bella can go die, (HAHA) but I still adore Jacob. Just not as much as Seth. Heh.
[/spoilers]
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before...
If only guys like him were real. Then I could have my own werewolf boyfriend. XD
[SPOILERS]
All and all, Jacob redeemed himself finally. I still hate Edward & Bella's guts, but I think I like just about every other character. Jacob imprinting on Renesmee was a nice (but predictable) touch. I found it really, really cute. Now Jacob has someone and Bella and Edward can go live their lives as... whatever.
The sexual stuff was really awkward for me. UGHHHH.
... And after reading this book, the one who stole the show is Seth. Freaking adorable werewolf... D: He's my home boy, y'all.
Favorite part? Anything with Seth in it / Jacob's story. Bella can go die, (HAHA) but I still adore Jacob. Just not as much as Seth. Heh.
[/spoilers]
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before...
8/3/08
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Got the Paramore CD (FINALLY!). They've got such addicting songs... :3.
My birthday's coming up. I'm not looking forward to it. Things happen on my birthday. Not only do I get older, but... something happened that day, and it set off the biggest chain reaction, and now here I am.
It's change me forever. To the fact that I've never been hurt more. Never been so confused, never been so lonely in my life. Never been so sad...
I mean, I used to hide in the closet and cry. Or cry myself to sleep. I don't even remember half the things that happen. I was so broken. Slowly, I sew myself back together and my heart became encased in metal.
I don't think I've seriously like a guy since. Or been really nice. Sort of depressing, huh?
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Lawlz, Inuyasha finally finished. Wonder what Takahashi will do now?
I guess I like someone now. Actually, I'm surprised how fond of him I am. He's not a complete idiot, and he can be entertaining and interesting. But I'm trying hard not to think about it. I'm not worth it.
I'm not beautiful in anyway. I'm not worth the trouble :]
My birthday's coming up. I'm not looking forward to it. Things happen on my birthday. Not only do I get older, but... something happened that day, and it set off the biggest chain reaction, and now here I am.
It's change me forever. To the fact that I've never been hurt more. Never been so confused, never been so lonely in my life. Never been so sad...
I mean, I used to hide in the closet and cry. Or cry myself to sleep. I don't even remember half the things that happen. I was so broken. Slowly, I sew myself back together and my heart became encased in metal.
I don't think I've seriously like a guy since. Or been really nice. Sort of depressing, huh?
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Lawlz, Inuyasha finally finished. Wonder what Takahashi will do now?
I guess I like someone now. Actually, I'm surprised how fond of him I am. He's not a complete idiot, and he can be entertaining and interesting. But I'm trying hard not to think about it. I'm not worth it.
I'm not beautiful in anyway. I'm not worth the trouble :]
8/2/08
STIHJERITE
Why do I bother? I always get rejected, so why do I bother liking people? It's just a pain in the ass.
Yeah, I pretty much got reject'd yesterday. Guy still has the nerve to talk to me. He still doesn't know I like him, but it kind of made me cry a little. -sigh-
Such a pain...
34 Facts about me:
1. My nickname; Hoshi Akarui, I got in 6th grade. It means "Shining Star" in Japanese. I probably am refered more by as "Hoshi" than my real name.
2. I really love necklaces, especially chokers. It's the only kind of jewelry I'm really comfortable with / wear, because rings and bracelets tick me off
3. I really don't like my birthday. It's not the fact that I'm getting older, it's just the fact that... that day was really painful for me once...
4. I don't find alot of guys good looking. I'm reallyyy picky. I usually criticize them alot = 3 =
5. I love singing when I'm alone / appear to be alone. So don't be surprised to be singing really loudly if I'm walking down an empty street
6. I've never been in a relationship. Ever.
7. I'm a big movie buff. I really like action movies and rom-coms. I look up that stuff on yahoo and obsess over it.
8. I still sleep with a stuffed animal. His name is Kyo, and he's an orange cat. I love him so much.
9. I'm a gigantic book buff. If I see a really interesting book, I'll start reading it and buy it or borrow it. Automatically. No questions asked
10. I'm extremely klutzy. I just dropped my yearbook while trying to pick it up. And I trip over air
11. I learned most of my card games in math and during 5th grade in ESS.
12. My family is full of nerds. I mean, my dad beat Final Fantasy 10 before me and my brother did! How weird is that?
13. I love history, english and art while the rest of my family is math and science. I'm such a black sheep ._.
14. I believe the only good men are fictional.
15. I'm very blunt. I will tell you the truth if you ask for it. And maybe even if you don't.
16. I'm a hopeless romantic. But I still laugh at the sight of it. XD
17. I want to dye my hair red. Like a red-brown.
18. I'm one of the slowest swimmers in my group... and I talk the least too
19. I don't have any older brothers, but I have a really good guy friend who's almost like one. So I call him onii-chan (older bro in Japanese)
20. I'm scared to fall in love, because last time I did, my heart broke so much that it still hasn't been fixed yet
21. I get goosebumps / nervous when I'm holding a knife or fire
22. I'm as stubborn as an ox.
23. Crime shows are the best. CSI:NY, Bones, Criminal minds, NCIS... Yep. Coolest shows on television
24. BOY BOY LOVE IS HOT. just not too much of it
25. My swim tan is reallyyyy bad. I'm like 5 shades darker than I'm supposed to be
26. My favorite city in the whole world is probably Hong Kong <3.
27. I take alot of hard classes not because of credits and stuff, but because the kids in regular classes annoy the crap out of me
28. I'm really naive and have the memory of an alzeimer's patient. Maybe a little better, but you get the idea
29. I have nooo orginization skills whatsoever. You should see the floor of my room.
30. I HATE being complimented.
31. I like a guy who will probably never like me back
32. My dream is to become the next Indiana Jones. I know, silly dream.
33. It was really hard to find facts on myself.
34. I'm really quiet around people I don't know but really loud around my friends.
Yeah, I pretty much got reject'd yesterday. Guy still has the nerve to talk to me. He still doesn't know I like him, but it kind of made me cry a little. -sigh-
Such a pain...
34 Facts about me:
1. My nickname; Hoshi Akarui, I got in 6th grade. It means "Shining Star" in Japanese. I probably am refered more by as "Hoshi" than my real name.
2. I really love necklaces, especially chokers. It's the only kind of jewelry I'm really comfortable with / wear, because rings and bracelets tick me off
3. I really don't like my birthday. It's not the fact that I'm getting older, it's just the fact that... that day was really painful for me once...
4. I don't find alot of guys good looking. I'm reallyyy picky. I usually criticize them alot = 3 =
5. I love singing when I'm alone / appear to be alone. So don't be surprised to be singing really loudly if I'm walking down an empty street
6. I've never been in a relationship. Ever.
7. I'm a big movie buff. I really like action movies and rom-coms. I look up that stuff on yahoo and obsess over it.
8. I still sleep with a stuffed animal. His name is Kyo, and he's an orange cat. I love him so much.
9. I'm a gigantic book buff. If I see a really interesting book, I'll start reading it and buy it or borrow it. Automatically. No questions asked
10. I'm extremely klutzy. I just dropped my yearbook while trying to pick it up. And I trip over air
11. I learned most of my card games in math and during 5th grade in ESS.
12. My family is full of nerds. I mean, my dad beat Final Fantasy 10 before me and my brother did! How weird is that?
13. I love history, english and art while the rest of my family is math and science. I'm such a black sheep ._.
14. I believe the only good men are fictional.
15. I'm very blunt. I will tell you the truth if you ask for it. And maybe even if you don't.
16. I'm a hopeless romantic. But I still laugh at the sight of it. XD
17. I want to dye my hair red. Like a red-brown.
18. I'm one of the slowest swimmers in my group... and I talk the least too
19. I don't have any older brothers, but I have a really good guy friend who's almost like one. So I call him onii-chan (older bro in Japanese)
20. I'm scared to fall in love, because last time I did, my heart broke so much that it still hasn't been fixed yet
21. I get goosebumps / nervous when I'm holding a knife or fire
22. I'm as stubborn as an ox.
23. Crime shows are the best. CSI:NY, Bones, Criminal minds, NCIS... Yep. Coolest shows on television
24. BOY BOY LOVE IS HOT. just not too much of it
25. My swim tan is reallyyyy bad. I'm like 5 shades darker than I'm supposed to be
26. My favorite city in the whole world is probably Hong Kong <3.
27. I take alot of hard classes not because of credits and stuff, but because the kids in regular classes annoy the crap out of me
28. I'm really naive and have the memory of an alzeimer's patient. Maybe a little better, but you get the idea
29. I have nooo orginization skills whatsoever. You should see the floor of my room.
30. I HATE being complimented.
31. I like a guy who will probably never like me back
32. My dream is to become the next Indiana Jones. I know, silly dream.
33. It was really hard to find facts on myself.
34. I'm really quiet around people I don't know but really loud around my friends.
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