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Got the Paramore CD (FINALLY!). They've got such addicting songs... :3.

My birthday's coming up. I'm not looking forward to it. Things happen on my birthday. Not only do I get older, but... something happened that day, and it set off the biggest chain reaction, and now here I am.

It's change me forever. To the fact that I've never been hurt more. Never been so confused, never been so lonely in my life. Never been so sad...

I mean, I used to hide in the closet and cry. Or cry myself to sleep. I don't even remember half the things that happen. I was so broken. Slowly, I sew myself back together and my heart became encased in metal.

I don't think I've seriously like a guy since. Or been really nice. Sort of depressing, huh?

Why do we like to hurt so much?

Lawlz, Inuyasha finally finished. Wonder what Takahashi will do now?

I guess I like someone now. Actually, I'm surprised how fond of him I am. He's not a complete idiot, and he can be entertaining and interesting. But I'm trying hard not to think about it. I'm not worth it.

I'm not beautiful in anyway. I'm not worth the trouble :]