STIHJERITE

Why do I bother? I always get rejected, so why do I bother liking people? It's just a pain in the ass.

Yeah, I pretty much got reject'd yesterday. Guy still has the nerve to talk to me. He still doesn't know I like him, but it kind of made me cry a little. -sigh-

Such a pain...

34 Facts about me:
1. My nickname; Hoshi Akarui, I got in 6th grade. It means "Shining Star" in Japanese. I probably am refered more by as "Hoshi" than my real name.
2. I really love necklaces, especially chokers. It's the only kind of jewelry I'm really comfortable with / wear, because rings and bracelets tick me off
3. I really don't like my birthday. It's not the fact that I'm getting older, it's just the fact that... that day was really painful for me once...
4. I don't find alot of guys good looking. I'm reallyyy picky. I usually criticize them alot = 3 =
5. I love singing when I'm alone / appear to be alone. So don't be surprised to be singing really loudly if I'm walking down an empty street
6. I've never been in a relationship. Ever.
7. I'm a big movie buff. I really like action movies and rom-coms. I look up that stuff on yahoo and obsess over it.
8. I still sleep with a stuffed animal. His name is Kyo, and he's an orange cat. I love him so much.
9. I'm a gigantic book buff. If I see a really interesting book, I'll start reading it and buy it or borrow it. Automatically. No questions asked
10. I'm extremely klutzy. I just dropped my yearbook while trying to pick it up. And I trip over air
11. I learned most of my card games in math and during 5th grade in ESS.
12. My family is full of nerds. I mean, my dad beat Final Fantasy 10 before me and my brother did! How weird is that?
13. I love history, english and art while the rest of my family is math and science. I'm such a black sheep ._.
14. I believe the only good men are fictional.
15. I'm very blunt. I will tell you the truth if you ask for it. And maybe even if you don't.
16. I'm a hopeless romantic. But I still laugh at the sight of it. XD
17. I want to dye my hair red. Like a red-brown.
18. I'm one of the slowest swimmers in my group... and I talk the least too
19. I don't have any older brothers, but I have a really good guy friend who's almost like one. So I call him onii-chan (older bro in Japanese)
20. I'm scared to fall in love, because last time I did, my heart broke so much that it still hasn't been fixed yet
21. I get goosebumps / nervous when I'm holding a knife or fire
22. I'm as stubborn as an ox.
23. Crime shows are the best. CSI:NY, Bones, Criminal minds, NCIS... Yep. Coolest shows on television
24. BOY BOY LOVE IS HOT. just not too much of it
25. My swim tan is reallyyyy bad. I'm like 5 shades darker than I'm supposed to be
26. My favorite city in the whole world is probably Hong Kong <3.
27. I take alot of hard classes not because of credits and stuff, but because the kids in regular classes annoy the crap out of me
28. I'm really naive and have the memory of an alzeimer's patient. Maybe a little better, but you get the idea
29. I have nooo orginization skills whatsoever. You should see the floor of my room.
30. I HATE being complimented.
31. I like a guy who will probably never like me back
32. My dream is to become the next Indiana Jones. I know, silly dream.
33. It was really hard to find facts on myself.
34. I'm really quiet around people I don't know but really loud around my friends.