Way Too Much

Went shopping today with Dobby Tsui and Ai. Best friends ever. Love those guysss <3

Dear Boy,
Have you ever heard of love at first sight? Do you believe in it?
I don't. Never have. Don't think I ever will.
But that's the strange thing. When I met you
Something sparked.
At first I thought it was nothing.
Just a crush.
It was never nothing more after that.
Freshman year. What a killer.
In time, I forgot about it.
Crush after crush followed.
Sometimes, you still popped up
but that was nothing.
Only fleeting flames
soon to be blown out by the wind.
Then something exploded.
I don't know what it was. It just exploded.
Now, I dream
about you.
It's quite annoying you know.
I like being around you.
It's enjoyable.
And for once in my life
I want someone to be happy.
Just one person. To be happy.
Usually it's plural you know.
But we all learn the hard way
that not everyone can be happy.
That doesn't stop me
from wishing for yours.
I know someone like you
could never fall
for someone like me.
But it feels nice to be around you.
To talk to you.
It breaks my heart
thinking someone might have you someday,
but that's life.
I'll be happy if you are.
Whoever gets your heart
will be the happiest girl in the world.
But you keep
focusing on the wrong things
you know?
Life is not all
grades.
It's not all band.
Sure
it may be important
but it's not what really matters.
Maybe you should look around
see what's going on
you are loved,
and always will be.
Just
be happy.
Please.
With love
and happiness,
A Girl
Who Care About You
Way Too Much.