11/30/07

Survei

Surveys. Cause if I talk about what's on my mind right now, I might spill out a secret that's not ready to come out / Never will.

Which Holiday Are You?
[Created by: TheWoodenShoe00. Please Do Not Remove!]

Valentine's Day
[ ] Your favorite colors are pink and red.
[x] You draw hearts on everything.
[ ] Love is your favorite emotion.
[x] You are very sentimental.
[ ] You prefer to be in a relationship rather than single.
[ ] You don't find Hallmark Cards sappy at all.
Total: 2

St. Patrick's Day
[ ] You can't live without the color green.
[ ] Shamrocks are cool.
[ ] You're Irish.
[ ] You like to drink on this holiday (or maybe just in general).
[x] You know the story about St. Patrick.
[ ] You pinch people when you see they aren't wearing green on this day.
Total: 1

April Fools Day
[ ] Pranks are your thing.
[x] You like to have fun.
[ ] April is your favorite month.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[ ] You're the class clown.
[ ] You like playing pranks on people, but you don't like it if they do it back.
Total: 2

Independence Day
[x] Your birthday is on the 4th of July (or you know someone whose is).
[x] Fireworks are pretty.
[ ] You enjoy celebrating this holiday.
[ ] You are proud to be an American.
[x] You know the history behind this day.
[ ] Red, white, and blue are your favorite colors.
Total: 3

Halloween
[ ] You love horror movies.
[x] You like dressing up in costumes.
[x] Black and orange are great colors.
[ ] Darkness doesn't bother you.
[x] You eat way too much candy.
[x] You wish that monsters were real.
Total: 4

Thanksgiving
[ ] You are grateful for everything you have.
[ ] Pilgrims and Native Americans interest you.
[x] You have to have turkey on this day.
[x] When you were a little kid, you performed in a play about Thanksgiving.
[x] Your family gathers on this day.
[x] You love fall.
Total: 4

Christmas
[x] You appreciate the meaning of this holiday.
[x] You love decorating the Christmas tree.
[ ] Candy canes = yum.
[ ] You like playing in the snow.
[ ] Everyone seems nicer around this time.
[x] Christmas makes you happy!
Total: 3

Hannukah
[ ] You're Jewish.
[x] You know the meaning behind this holiday.
[x] Eight nights of gifts appeals to you.
[ ] You own a Star of David.
[ ] You light the menorrah on this holiday.
[ ] You're proud of your heritage.
Total: 2

I am: Halloween / Thanksgiving

Whee another one

Yourself (Physically)
I'm in middle school
I'm in high school
Hell, I'm in college
I have brown hair
I have blonde hair
I have red hair
I have black hair
I have highlights
I dyed my hair
And it's a color that wasn't listed.
I have blue eyes
I have brown eyes
I have hazel eyes
I have green eyes
I have different color eyes
I wear braces
I don't wear braces
But I should have them
I wear glasses
Nope, I wear contacts
And they're WAY better than glasses
I'm underweight
I'm okay
I'm average, but others think I'm fat
Nah, they're right. I'm pretty fat
Or maybe I'm Obese
I'm 13
I'm 14
I'm 15
I'm 16
I'm 17
I'm 18
Psh, I'm older than 18
Or I'm younger than 13
I look older than my age
I look younger than my age

Family
My parents are still together
My parents are divorced
My parents are...something
I hate my parents
Eh, my parents are okay
For the most part, I get along with them.
Ha, I LOVE THEM.
I have siblings.
I have an older/younger sister
I have an older/younger brother
My siblings are annoying sometimes
But they're cool.

Actually, no, I hate them too.
I have a pet
It lives in the water
Or it chews up my shoes
Or it scratches everything up
Or I just have a wonderful pet

Friends
I rather one best friend than a crowd of friends.
Are you kidding? The more the better!
I have gone to my friends for advice
My friends and I have the craziest time when we hang out

No, they're pretty boring.
I need new friends
One of my friends tried to steal my boyfriend.
Well, he wasn't my boyfriend, but I wanted him!
It ruined our friendship
One of my friends stabbed me in the back
And I didn't even do anything
That ruined our friendship too.
I rather be honest with my friends
Well, for the most part.
Like, when they ask how they look and they look really bad, I lie
I lie to them all the time
Sometimes we get in stupid fights
But we made up
I have more than one best friend

Yourself (Personality)
I'm really outgoing
No, I'm really shy
I'm somewhere in the middle.
I'm really emotional
When I get angry, you should leave me alone
I get in a lot of fights
I'm sad all the time
I'm pretty happy, actually.
Eh, shit happens. I'm somewhere in the middle.
I LOVE to party
I also love to hang out with guys
And try to get them
My favorite color is pink
No, my favorite color is blue
I like black and white.
The hell with those colors.
I like all the colors.
I love being outdoors on a nice day
I love being out in the rain
I love jumping in puddles.
Uhhhh...puddle jumping? Wasn't that so when we were little?
I hate people who think they're better than everyone else
Yeah, I'm one of those people who treat others like shit
If I treat others like shit, it better be a good reason.
I love getting out of the house and drive around town
I love everything!
Psh, loving everything is an overstatement
And hating everything is an understatement
I love bunnies!
I like food
I love music


School
I think school is okay
Are you kidding me? It sucks
I love school
Eh, I'm only there to be with my friends
The lunches at my school suck too, actually
I'm late to class sometimes
I like most of my teachers
No, I hate them
I'm the trouble maker in the class
I actually care about my education so i can get out of high school
My teachers hate me
Actually, there's no such thing as a teacher hating you
They LOVE me
I hate science. I suck at it.
The same with English
And math
Actually, I do horrible in school all together
I appreciate my art/music classes
I'm one of those idiots who just fool around in those classes and fail them
I got a detention for a good reason
A GOOD REASON? MORE LIKE A REALLY PATHETIC REASON
I got suspensed
I got expelled
I'm a good kid
I get good grades
I get okay grades
I just suck
I skip my classes sometimes
No, most of the time
I'm a goody two shoes, so I wouldn't.

Relationships/Guys
I never had a boyfriend
I only had one boyfriend
Are you kidding? I had MANY more than that
My relationship with guys never last long
I usually break up with them
Sorry, I'm usually the one getting dumped
And it hurts
I've had a relationship last at least 6 months.
It lasted a year
It lasted MORE than that
Actually, I'm in a relationship right now
And we're been together for a long time
Immature guys turn me OFF
The hot looking guys turn me on
Looks don't matter; it's their personality that counts.
I like personality, but hell, if that guy is hot looking too, then I'm really lucky.
I've been rejected by a crush
And that hurts more than being dumped
My crush doesn't even know that i like him!
I'm a sucker for the eyes
Especially blue ones
I still talk to my ex-boyfriends
Psh, I don't talk to any of them.
I've gotten back together with an ex
But of course, it didn't work out
I still want to be with my ex
I've been in love
I still AM in love
Psh, love is for the stupid romantics
I've cheated on my guy
My guy cheated on me
And I almost killed him when i found out
Ive made out with a guy
And he wasn't my boyfriend
I'm a virgin

Music(I listen to...)
30 seconds to mars
Acceptance
Hellogoodbye
Carrie Underwood
Keith Urban
Chris Daughtry
Goo Goo Dolls
Avril Lavigne
Pink
The Fray
Cute is what we aim for
From First to Last
The Academy is...
Anti-Flag
The Police
Madonna
Justin Timberlake
The Sex Pistols
Bad Religion
Blink 182
Flogging Molly
My Chemical Romance
David Matthews
Fall Out Boy
Brand New
The Used
Panic! at the Disco
Britney Spears
Beyonce
Michael Jackson
Janet Jackson
Fleetwood Mac
Sean Paul
Snoop Dogg
James Blunt
Coldplay
The Automatic
Black Sabbath
Deep Purple
NOFX
Queen
Van Halen
Metallica
Cradle of Filth
Dream Threater
Johnny Cash
Dixie Chicks

Random
I've played strip poker before
I've been in a car accident before
I failed my car license the first time i took it
I cut myself
I used to cut myself
I'm stopping the habit of cutting myself
Cutters are freaks
I've hooked up with a stranger before
I've seen someone die
I have an eating disorder
I had one, but I'm giving it up and eating healthy
I have my own style when it comes to clothing
I love candy
I over eat sometimes
I get bored easily
I get amused easily
I love to write
I love reading
I failed a class
I ALMOST failed a class, but luckily, I passed it.
I've swore at a teacher before
I've swore at my parents before
I got angry and dented the car
By hitting a telephone pole
By hitting other car
I've been in a fist fight before
And I won it
My dad watches weird movies
And it scares me a little bit
Hell, I love watching weird movies WITH my dad
I've thrown a snowball at someone before
And hit them
I'm anti-social sometimes
I love wearing jewelry
I love drawing
I love drawing during a class i absolutely hate
My best friend owns a dog
I don't have my own car.
Instead, I end up driving my parent's.
This survey was really long
But it was really amusing
And it wasted my time

... and anotherrrr... :D

Favorites.

COLORS
1. Black & White
2. Silver
3. Blue
4. Dark Red
5. Brown

BOOKS
1. The Truth about Forever
2. Twilight
3. Chicken Soup for the Teenager's Soul
4. Just Listen
5. Snow

ALCOHOLIC DRINKS
1. Ha
2. Ha
3. I
4. Don't
5. Drink

FOODS
1. Noodles
2. Chocolate
3. Pork Buns
4. Cookies
5. Ice Cream

TICKLISH SPOTS
1. Bottom of my feet
2. Arms
3. There
4. are
5. No more :D

THINGS THAT IRRITATE YOU
1. Smart asses
2. Ms. Webb
3. misspelling/incorrect grammar
4. Silence
5. Drama

FEARS
1. losing people
2. the dark
3. Having a boring life
4. Silence
5. Iunno anymore

REGRETS
1. Getting a C+ in Alg 3-4
2. Not getting over him
3. Falling for my current crush
4. Not getting into Color Guard freshmand year
5. ...


PLACES TO GO
1. Hong Kong
2. Julian
3. The Football field @ night
4. The beach
5. In a warm sunny spot.

ACCOMPLISHMENTS
1. Making alot of friends
2. Not having a boyfriend
3. finishing a fanfic
4. falling in love
5. Getting over love.

THINGS YOU WANT TO DO OR SEE BEFORE YOU DIE
1. travel the world
2. find my true love/soul mate.
3. Go on an adventure
4. Write a book
5. Make a masterpiece


SPORTS
1. Swimming
2. ATVing
3. snowboarding
4. Running
5. Tennis


WORDS YOU HATE THAT PEOPLE SAY
1. Nevermind.
2. (cuss words)
3. Shut up!
4. (insults one of my friends)
5. [when they say NOTHING.]

ACTORS
1. Orlando Bloom
2. Brandon Roth ( I think that's his name XD)
3. Jared Padalecki
4. Jensen Ackles
5. Tom Welling

ACTRESSES
1. Drew Barrymore
2. Aya Hirano (...VA)
3. Keira Knightly
4. Jennifer Aniston
5. ...

BANDS
1. Fall Out Boy
2. DAUGHTRY
3. Rascal Flatts
4. Simple Plan
5. My Chemical Romance

STORES
1. Hot Topic.
2. Borders
3. Mervyns
4. ...
5. ... Yeah...


THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. Love
2. laughter
3. comfort
4. happiness
5. simplicity

MOVIES
1. Hairspray
2. Pride & Prejudice
3. Treasure Planet
4. Grease
5. Pokemon 2

PIERCINGS YOU HAVE OR WANT
1. ears.
2. That
3. is
4. all
5. I want

THINGS YOU WANT TO WALK AWAY WITH AFTER A GOOD DATE
1. Laughter
2. ...
3. I
4. dunno
5. what else. XD


FORMS OF ENTERTAINMENT
1. Music
2. Friends
3. Writing
4. Reading.
5. Drawing

PETS THAT YOU WISH YOU COULD HAVE
1. Dog!
2. Tiger!
3. Horse!
4. Cat!
5. ... DRAGON!

FAVORITE THINGS TO DO WHILE ON THE COMPUTER
1. Googletalk
2. DeviantArt
3. Gaia Online
4. Listen to music
5. Yahoo!

PHYSICAL FEATURES THAT YOU LOVE ON OTHER PEOPLE
1. Smile
2. eyes.
3. tallness
4. muscles XD
5. nice face

FEATURES YOU LIKE ON YOURSELF
1. Hair
2. eyes
3. legs?
4. yeah,
5. thats good enough.

THINGS YOU DO IN A DAY
1. Talk
2. Read
3. Play video games
4. Work
5. eat & sleep


PHRASES THAT YOU SAY OR LIKE
1. idiot
2. -laughter-
3. I love you :D
4. I hate you D<
5. Dang it!

PEOPLE THAT YOU MISS
1. My crush >>
2. Angie
3. Calvin :]
4. Noel (haven't seen him in awhile >:)
5. Jessica?


WAYS TO END SITUATIONS
1. it
2. all
3. depends
4. ok?
5. ok.


WAYS YOU END SITUATIONS
1. Say nothing
2. Walk away
3. Get off topic
4. Sing :]
5. Write down my thoughts

11/28/07

My dream guy :D <3

HOMG LOVELY COMPLEX IS SOOO CUTE. Otani x Koizumi = OTP <3

... So does Zutara XD; <3

I don't know but since alot of people have been getting boyfriends & stuff, I was wondering what my dream guy would be... >__>... This is

Appearance
-
Tall... at least 6 ft XD
- Blue eyes & dirty blonde hair :D
- Muscular... XD. Sorry, I'm a swim girl, so I've seen my fair share of nice abs. XD;
- Good looking. Come on. This is sort of a give away. No girl doesn't at least wish she had a good looking guy.
- An amazing smile. You know, those one that could melt you into a puddle. :D

Appearance... Like Tyler & Dan <33.

Too bad their personalities are CRAP. LAWL.

Traits
- Funny. He has to make me laugh. Or he's not worthy. :D
- Tough, but nice. You know, he can take a joke, but he knows when to be tough & when to be nice
- Open minded. Come on. Don't be a hater. Be open :3
- Strong willed. If he's a wimp, he fails D<
- Easy to talk to. A must. :D
- Interesting. Come on. Dull people are suxxor.

Other
- Loves music, anime & manga, & Video Games
- Plays the Guitar or Fiddle
- BEAUTIFULLLL VOOOOICEEE.
- Amazing hat collection
- REALLY WARM :D.
- Has alot of money. But doesn't spoil me. Tee hee.

... My crush has an AMAZING SMILE. ;___;. Everytime he smiles now, I don't know what to say. I hate it. D<

... -emo now-

11/27/07

Dynamic!

I just finished reading The Goose Girl. Ani is freaking awesome. And Geric IS OFFICIALLY THE BEST PRINCE EVER.

... No, I am so not in love with him. XD

I've been getting alot of compliments lately. It's gettng annoying. I buy a freaking hat & WHAM everyone's like HOMG YOUR SO CUTE. Wtf no. Sure it's oay if once in awhile, but too much I want to scratch my ears out. =____=

... But I really like my hat. It makes me feel confident... strong. And my necklace... I feel like their helping me become stronger. I don't know how to put it in words, but I feel more... self confident. It's weird.

I'm going to dance my way through life. Life is fun. Why worry? :P. If love happens it will. I mean, I've had crushes (only minor) lately, & now I passed one of them & I didn't even notice. I'm still working on the other one, but I'll get over him easily. I know I can.

Don't be afraid to let go. Be dynamic.

I want to be known as the dynamic, yet...

... I don't know. Something amazing. :3

11/26/07

Music & Quotes

Music feeds my heart.

It's the only thing I don't forget. Songs. Their all stored in my brain. They all have their meaning, their moments of fame where their all I can think about, they reflect my mood,

Music is my life. It's the only thing that gets me through everything - it's always there, the only thing I'm confident in crying front of (Other than my stuff animals. But they don't count).

It's no wonder I have 5 gig of songs on my computer. And even more CD's at my house, where I have at least song in my library in my head.

I love you Music. You are my one and only love.

... Yay random quotes

01.
After all the fuck ups and f a l l o u t s
With all the ups and downs and turn arounds
Through all the breaking up to breaking down
Yeah we were the ones to say,
There might not be a next time

02.
don't look back, got a new direction
i loved you once, needed protection
you're still a part of everything i do
you're on my heart just like a tattoo.

03.
Music doesn't lie.
If there is something that can be undone
in this world, it can only happen through music.

04.
when someone hugs you,
never be the first to let go.

05.
if a guy really likes you
he'll listen to what you have to say
and not what he hears from others.

11/25/07

Boys r weird :[

La la laaa...

I feel like insulting guys. So I'm going to.

Okay I was watching Pride & Prejudice today with my mommy. Augh. Mr Darcy looks so old sometimes in that movie... in the A&E version, he looks funny too... XD.

Just like the Original Broadway version of Fiyero & the LA one. Oh god. LA one wins hands down in looks. The LA one has black hair. And he's prettier. XD

Jacob vs Edward! Who wins? JACOB. CAUSE EDWARD'S SO FREGGIN PERFECT. How irritating =____=

Okayyy... People I think look good? Young Edgeworth, Tybalt in the R&J anime, Kyo...

Oh you mean real life guys?

........

None that I know of. :P Stars are kind of ugly. I prefer fictional guys.

Oh and in Enchanted.. Rob > Edward.

... ZUTARA FOREVER. YEAAAAAAHHHHHH

The Surveys before the storm...

:D <3

About You Bolding Survey ))
BY: DC__surveysx3
Bold everything that applies to you in each category, so you can bold more than one thing!

Your name starts with:
A-G
H-P
Q-V
W-Z

Your age:
13 & under
14-18
18-25
25 +

Gender:
Female
Male

Sexuality:
Straight
Bisexual
Gay/lesbian

Year you were born:
'84 or less
'85 - '90
'91 - '95
'95 +

Day you were born:
1-10
11-20
21-31

Month you were born:
Jan - April
May - Sept
Sept - Dec

Your hair colour:
Brown
Blonde
Red
Black
Other

Your eye colour:
Green
Blue
Brown
Hazel
Mixed/more than one colour
Other

Your complexion:
Pale
Fair
Olive
Mixed
Bronze
Brown
Dark brown

Relationship status:
Single
Crushing <- if it's what I think it means...
Taken (short term)
Taken (long term)
Married
Divorced/seperated

Height:
Very short
Short
Average
Tall
Very tall

Weight:
Skinny
Average
Chubby
Overweight

Personality:
Funny
Outgoing
Shy
Annoying
Serious
Nice
Mean
Bitchy
Moody
Fun
Confident
Smart
Dumb (You know it! XD)


Music:
Pop
Pop rock
Rock
Classic rock
Punk rock
Hard rock/alternative
Metal
R&B
Hiphop
Rap
Country
Classical
Gospel
Other

Style:
Trendy
Preppy
Punk
Goth
Confortable
Conservative
Wild
Out there
Classic
Designer
Other

Jewellery:
Earrings
Nose rings, lip rings, etc.
Necklaces
Bracelets
Bangles
Anklets
Toe rings
Rings
Chokers
Other

Shoes:
Skater shoes (DC's, Etnies)
Running shoes (Nike, Adidas)
Flats
Flip-flops
Sandals
Heels
Boots
Peep shoes (open toe)
Ballet flats
Converse
Other

Interests:
Music (listening, playing)
TV shows
Drawing/art
Surfing the web
Chatting (MSN, AIM)

Phone
Games (video, computer, board)
Singing/dancing
Watching or playing sports
Hanging out with friends/family
Partying/drinking
Going out
Movies
Reading
Other

Pets:
Dog(s)
Cat(s)
Rabbit(s)
Gerbil(s)/hamster(s)
Guinea pig(s)
Fish
Lizard(s)/other exotic pets
Bird(s)
Mice/Rat(s)
Other

Abilities:
Drive
Sing
Dance
Play music
Entertain
Cook
Draw/do art
Make people laugh

Act
Fix stuff
Play a sport(s)
Make something
Other

Likes:
Magazines
Cellphones
Parents
Music
Working
Going to school
Candy
TV
Food
Posters
Homework

Dislikes:
Bad grammar/spelling
People
Animals
Planes
Pop/soda
Rap music
Pencils
Earrings
Reality TV
Video games

People in your life:
Boyfriend/girlfriend
Best friend
More than one best friend
Both parents living with you
TONS of friends
More friends of the opposite sex
Barely any friends
All grandparents
Many cousins
Crush
More than one crush <- Don't worry, their super small >>
Friend with benefits

What you do on the computer:
Play games
Surf the web
Talk to friends
Go to chatrooms
Update your site
Do surveys
Homework
Other

What you own:
Computer
Printer
Sidekick
Cellphone
Make-up case
Perfume/cologne
100 + magazines
100 + CD's
100 + DVD's
DVD player
Mp3 player/iPOD
TV
Room key
Alarm clock
Lamp
PS2

What you want:
Boyfriend/girlfriend
Sex
More friends
Money
A job
Mp3 player/iPOD
New computer
Clothes <- HOT TOPIC CLOTHES
Jewellery
Make-up
Nails
Haircut/colour

Activities you do:
Swimming
Volleyball
Basketball
Soccer
Football
Running
Walking

Yoga
Fitness machines/tapes
Tae kwon do/karate
Pilates
Stretches
Cardio
Weight training
Biking
Hiking
Hockey
Baseball
Other sport

Gifts you like:
Flowers
Chocolate/candy
Other food
Jewellery
Electronics
Art
Music
Cards
Hug

On the opposite sex (appearance wise).. :
Short hair
Long hair

Facial hair
Muscular
Skinny
Pale
Mixed/tanned
Dark skinned
Tall
Short
In between
Brown eyes
Other colour of eyes
Dark hair
Light hair
Soft features
Sexy
Don't care about looks

On the opposite sex (personality wise).. :
Nice/thoughtful
Forgiving
Mean
Moody
Confusing
Mysterious
Shy
Quiet
Outgoing
Confident
Nerdy
Toubled
Assertive
Hard to get
A little freaky
Funny
Fun to be with

Serious

Preference:
Night
Day
Night owl
Early bird
Sleep on the side
Sleep on back/stomach
Big bed
Small bed
Junk food
Healthy snacks
Make-up
Job
School
GREAT survey =)
End the survey!

One More~

( Your Personality ))
BY: DC__surveysx3

Instructions: Put an 'x' in the box next to the statements you agree with.

Outgoing
[x] I have A LOT of friends.
[x] I go to parties often.
[ ] I love to talk.
[x] I am generally happy.
[ ] I go out more often than I stay home.
[x] People sometimes call me crazy.
[x] My favourite past-times include shopping, talking on the phone or computer and hanging out with friends.
[ ] I actually like going to school.
[ ] I wish I was famous!
[ ] I love meeting new people.
Total: 5

Shy
[ ] I don't like school or social gatherings.
[ ] I never go to dances, parties, etc.
[ ] I don't have that many friends, only a few close ones.
[ ] People have said I'm shy.
[ ] I don't talk a lot.
[ ] I like to sit in my room alone all day.
[x] My favourite past-times include going on the computer, reading and sleeping.
[x] I have never had a boyfriend.
[ ] I wear somewhat "conservative" clothing, I don't follow trends.
[ ] I don't have more than one of these: MSN, AIM, Xanga, Myspace.
Total: 2

Mean/anti-social
[x] I like to wear all black.
[ ] I don't have many friends, in fact, I don't really like people.
[ ] I talk behind people's backs.
[ ] I think about suicide/death a lot.
[ ] I listen to hardcore punk rock and nothing else.
[ ] I wish people would just leave me alone!
[ ] I don't get along with my family.
[ ] I rather die than be friends with a cheerleader or someone popular.
[ ] I have had a lot of fights with people this year.
[ ] People don't really want to be my friend.
Total: 1

Nice
[x] I have good friends that I can share anything with.
[ ] People come up to me all the time, wanting to be my friend.
[ ] I guess you could call me popular.
[x] I do my homework and always study for tests.
[ ] I don't swear.
[ ] I never break the law.
[x ] I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs.
[ ] I love people, animals and nature.
[ ] I think the world would be a much better place if everyone was just nice to each other!
[x] I am NOT a hater.
Total: 3

Determined/serious
[ ] I study REALLY hard for tests.
[ ] My grades are very important to me, not just my parents.
[ ] I go to school to LEARN, not socialize with my friends.
[ ] I am focused on what I need to do.
[ ] I don't party, drink/smoke, or act wild with friends.
[ ] I don't seem to laugh very often.
[ ] People tell me I should be more calm sometimes and worry less.
[ ] I am stressed out often.
[ ] I already know what I wanna be in the future, and how I'm gonna get there.
[ ] I have a job.
Total: 0

Fun/laid back
[x] I like to have fun with my friends!
[x] I don't worry too much.
[] I never get stressed.
[ ] Stuff seems to come easy to me.
[x] My life is just chill.
[x] If something goes wrong, I don't freak out, I just handle it in a calm way.
[ ] People come to me for advice.
[ ] I have a lot of friends because I know how to have a good time!
[ ] I consider myself very social.
[ x] Life is short, live it to the fullest!
Total: 5

Funny
[x] I laugh ALL the time.
[ ] I ALWAYS cry when I laugh hard!
[ ] My friends always come to me when they need to be cheered up.
[ ] I have a lot of jokes to tell.
[x] I like watching comedies and funny TV shows.
[x] A lot of people have told me that I am funny.
[ ] With me, you will always have a good laugh!
[x] A sense of humour is most important in a guy.
[x] I don't cry often.
[ ] I am an optimist.
Total: 5

Emotional/depressed
[ ] I cry a lot.
[ ] I listen to sad music mostly.
[x] My friends always ask me 'what's wrong'.
[ ] I think people don't understand me.
[ ] I seem to spend a lot of time alone.
[ ] I don't have a boyfriend, a best friend, or any close family members.
[ ] I take some kind of medication for my depression.
[ ] I never seem to have fun anymore.
[ ] I am HIGHLY sensitive.
[ ] Sometimes, I wish I could die.
Total: 1

The category with the most x's is your most dominant personality trait. If you have a tie between two or more, that's great! You have different sides to your personality.
Now post your personality(s) here:

I am: Outgoing, Fun/laid back, Funny. LOL YES. XD

11/24/07

romantic :[

I'm such a romantic :[. That's what daddy said at least.

Saw Enchanted today. Ahh how I love Disney... those stories will always remain in my heart <3.
Giselle is freaking awesome D: <3. I loved her dress she made out of Rob's curtains. Lolol. The person who played Elphaba orginally in Wicked along with the lyricist...

WOAH. HE PLAYED CYCLOPS. o-o. wowowowow. AWKWARDDDD...

-ahem- Siigh... I wish I was someone's princess... :[. Those girls in those books are so lucky.

... Why are guys such wimps D<. They always seem to say the wrong things at the wrong time & ...

... liking people sucks. I hate getting excited when he comes online, & then chickening out & not taking to him... DX

Dancing thru life...~

11/23/07

Surveys~

:D

HIGH CLASS:
[] You go/have gone tanning.
[] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
[] You love Starbucks.
[x] You have been called a brat.
[] You have tons of shoes.
[] You hate buying things that are on sale.
[x] You have/had a laptop.
[] You love shopping.
TOTAL: 2

GOTHIC:
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[] You wear chains.
[] You like heavy metal.
[x] You've shopped at hot topic ( <3)
[] You have worn black lipstick.
[] You have/had/or wanted piercings.
[] You own a pair of Tripp pants
[x] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
TOTAL: 3

PUNK:
[] You can skateboard.
[x] You like plaid.
[] You have Converse.
[x] You hate mtv.
[x] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[] You love Mohawks
[x] You LOVE Music.
[x] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
TOTAL: 5

EMO:
[] You are sad sometimes.
[x] You have dark colored glasses.
[] You cry easily.
[x] You like emo music
[x] You've kept a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[] You have dyed your hair
[] You're sad when you're drunk
TOTAL: 4

GHETTO:
[] You like rap.
[] You have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc."
[] You have worn/wanted a grill.
[] You have had a freestyling contest.
[] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
[] You know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
[] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
TOTAL: 0

HARDCORE:
[x] You like loud music.
[x] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
[] You have slip-on shoes.
[] You like Norma Jean.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly
[] You love to "hardcore" dance
[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[] You wear jeans a lot.
TOTAL: 3

PREP:
[] You LOVE The OC.
[] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
[] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
[] You like buying shoes
[] You have clothes from Hollister, AE,and/or Abercrombie
[] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[] You have/had big sunglasses.
[] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
TOTAL: 0

ATHLETIC:
[] You watch/watched the Superbowl.
[x] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
[] You collect jerseys.
[x] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[x] You belong/belonged to a team.
[] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
TOTAL: 3

SCENE:
[] You like putting little bows in your hair.
[] You have mini-skirts.
[x] You have parted your hair to the side.
[] You think polka-dots are way cute.
[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
[] You've been called scene before.
[] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts.
TOTAL: 2

REDNECK:
[] Gone four wheeling.
[] Went hunting.
[] Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...ect.
[] Like to go fishing.
[] Eat beef jerky.
[] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
[x] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
[] Know who Bocephus is.
TOTAL: 1

METALHEAD:
[] You wear band shirts alot.
[] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
[] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
[x] You HATE emos.
[] You like Black Sabbath.
[] You have gone to Ozzfest.
[] You have headband.
[x] You dont like rap.
[] You have a taste for classic rock as well.
TOTAL:2

LOL IMA PUNK. XD


I can’t stand conceited people.
Rap music drives me insane!
I will kill for chocolate.
I can recite lyrics to more than 10 songs right this minute.
New comments make me wet myself.
I drive a van.
I love the song “Cyclone”
I hate that song actually.
I love Uggs.
Uggs are UGGly.
My school is small.
I have the memory of a snail.
I hate layout sites whose layouts all look the same.
My dad is a doctor.
My middle name starts with the letter L.
I’ve told someone they were gay to their face.
Do you want some fries with that?
What can I say, I’m a dumbass.
Bite me!
Lets go dance in the rain.
I’m very random.
I seem to never feel alive anymore.
My dad is a murderer in disguise.
I would love to move to New York.
I know what “Curbstomp” means.
I’m in love with my siblings best friend.
I’m not very intelligent.
I sometimes wonder why I’m so ugly.
I think I have a sleeping disorder.
I like to read.
I can’t stand making a grade worse than a B.
I’ve dressed up as a hillbilly before.
“Because the drugs never work”
I know what song that is from!
I never forgive people when they do wrong to me.
I love balloons.
Shiny things make me happy.
I hate old music.
I can drive.
I love quotes.
Milk tastes gross to me.
What is it with fake people on Myspace?
I have never understood the concept A+B=C.
I hate my English teacher.
I don’t like writing with pens, I prefer pencils.
It seems like every guy I like doesn’t like me.
I hate when I’m writing and my pen runs out of ink!
I’ve accidentally caught myself on fire before.
I have slept on a waterbed before.
I hate listening to people snore.
My computer is an Emachines.
I have a bunch of bitches in my classes at school.
I hate Maxi pads.
I can run a mile without getting tired.
I understand Gibberish.
I like ketchup on my fries.
I hate when Myspace is being slow.
What is it with people dying their hair? It looks tacky.
Tacky is a fun word to say!
I have never been on a roller coaster before.
I have a hot rod car.
My best friend is a wigger.
I love car shopping.
I have never been to the hospital.
This survey was extremely too long.

11/22/07

10 songs That I love to death <3

woooo. I found it on my Yahoo thing. So I'm going to list mine ;D. (In no order)

1) Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson
2) Defy Gravity from Wicked
3) Stand by Rascal Flatts
4) Welcome to the Black Parade by My Chemical Romance'
5) You & Me by Lifehouse
6) I'm Still Here from Treasure Planet
7) So Small by Carrie Underwood
8) You Can't Stop the Beat from Hairspray
9) Thnks Fr Th Mmrs by Fall out boy
10) I am a Rock by Simon & Garfunkel

I have so many songs I love. And so many of them have changed me to who I am today.

... god I love Music.

11/21/07

SURVEYS R FUN

DANCING THRU LUFE.

Pajamas are the best thing ever.
I bow down to my MySpace addiction.
I talk gangstah as a joke a lot.
The chair I'm on is squeaky.
My hair is annoying me today.
^ My hair annoys me everyday.
Finding Nemo = Coolest Ever.
I still do the Macarena at parties.
^ Shut up, I'm cool.

Sometimes, I wonder what it would be like to be a fish.
Words cannot describe how much I hate my school.
I don't know what I want to be when I grow up.
Shoes are all I buy.
Being drunk is really not fun.
I've dyed my hair before.
Actually, I hate my phone.
^ Are you kidding? It's my baby.
I must spend half my life on the computer.
The summer is overrated.
McDonald's tastes like crap.
What's the difference between Vegetarian and Vegan anyway?
Sometimes I don't believe in love.
Socks rock my world.
You like Brighteyes! LET'S HUG!
^ Ewwww, whiney annoying dude.
What exactly does 'pwned' mean anyway?
Chat lingo annoys me.
I love the smell of old books.
I miss being a kid, that was the best.
My longest relationship lasted nearly a year.
iPods actually suck to be honest.
^ HOW DARE YOU!?!?!
I dress up for no real reason sometimes.
I hung out with my friends today.
I really wish I could speak Chinese.
Bottled water is all I drink.
People with webbed toes are seriously weird.
Television really does rot your mind.
I want to ride my bicycle!
Big sunglasses actually make me look like a fly.
Those Goth-Kid-Wannabe's annoy me so bad.
I still have teddy bears.
Rawr is totally dead, the Scene kids killed it.
^ And Guns Go Bang Bang, totally ruined that too.
AIM sucks balls.
British accents are hot.
The maker of this survey has a British accent, isn't that cool?
I love the rain.
Socks and sandals are totally a no no.
Sometimes you just have to dance.
I know that I've been in love, whatever you say.
Anime is totally amazing.
I change my layout as often as I change my shirt.
My parents hate my hoodies.
I hate crying at school and I don't know why.
Cramps are horribly painful.
^ Especially when you're swimming.
Sometimes I cringe at the things I've done.
My favourite colour is blue.
I'm guilty of slipping an out 'LOL' in spoken conversation.
My Mother tells me I have bad posture.
^ What does she know?
Money isn't everything but it's right up there with oxygen.
I love Sanrio, so cute.
Baths products that smell good are a great gift.
I love to play Jenga.
^ But I always lose.
^ Twister owns Jenga's ass.
I hate Hip Hop music but their dancing is kinda cool.
Smelly people are disgusting.
Belts. Now they're cool.
I like posters.
Cassettes are totally cooler than CD's.
^ MP3's all the way man.
What the hell does 'Yo wut up dawg, yo crazy foo' actually mean?
Grey's Anatomy owns your soul.
^ Meredith totally broke George's heart.
^ Bitch.
Empty photo frames make me sad.
I miss someone too much for words.
I'm actually kinda sleepy.
Music is what keeps me going.
Sometimes it's nice to just sit down and do nothing for a while.
I hate my Mother sometimes.
^ But other times she's cool.
I always wondered what an electric shock feels like.
Candles are relaxing.
I want to be one of those guys who gets paid for playing video games.


Another one? YAY

01. i have more then one best friend.
02. i have a gothic friend.
03. one of my friends is from another country.
04. i met my best friend in preschool.
05. most of my friends aren't from school.
06. i never fight with my friends.
07. i have friends from every social group.
08. my friends make me laugh all the time.
09. i have a friend who's on the nerdy side. (pfft. all of them.)
10. i don't have more then 20 friends. (close ones)
12. i have a bipolar friend.
13. one of my best friends had ADD.
14. one of my best friend is a really good dancer.
15. i have a famous friend.
20. i have a friend who i don't really like.
21. i get into a lot of fights with one of my friends.
22. i have the best friends in the whole world.
23. i practically live at my best friend's house.
24. i go on vacation with my friends.
25. my friends and i are popular.
26. me and my friends are classified as drama geeks.
27. i have a friend whose mother died.
28. i have had a friend move away before.
29. i just met one of my best friends this year.
30. i have an on and off relationship with a friend.
31. i have a crush on a friend of the opposite gender.
32. i have more girl friends then boy friends.
33. i know my best friend better then anyone else.
34. i have a friend who lives far away.
35. i met one friend online before i actually met her.
36. i love to cry with my friends.
37. i have known my camp friends longer than my school friends.
38. i can keep all of my friend's secrets.
39. i have had only one best friend for a long time.
40. my current boyfriend and i were friends before couple.

Are You Right-Brained or Left-Brained?

1. When I pick up a new CD, I read the notes about the band inside.
2. When I pick up a new CD, I look at the cover design.
3. I'd rather figure out a math problem than write a poem.
4. I'd rather paint a picture that complete a science experiment.
5. If I fight with a friend, I write about it in my diary to figure it out.
6. If I fight with a friend, I do something that makes me feel better--like eat my favorite food.
7. My room is usually neat.
8. My room is usually a disaster area.
9. I like playing team sports like basketball and baseball.
10. I dig solo sports like running or biking.
11. When I write a paper, I outline what I want to write, then start writing.
12. When I write a paper, I just start writing and see what happens.
13. I wear whatever is in style and follow trends.
14. I wear whatever I feel like wearing at the time.
15. I listen to cool, new bands and whatever is on the popular radio station.
16. I listen to older music or whatever I'm in the mood for.
17. When I meet new people, I remember their names.
18. When I meet new people, I remember what they're wearing.
19. I like being organized and planning ahead.
20. I like going with the flow and doing whatever seems like fun.
21. I'm usually on time.
22. I'm usually late.
23. I make my bed almost everyday.
24. I make my bed when I feel like it.
25. When I listen to music I like, I sing along.
26. When I listen to music I like, I move with the beat.

27. I usually organize parties or the things I do with my friends.
28. I usually go along with whatever someone else has planned.
29. If I had/have a diary, I'd write in it every night.
30. If I had/have a diary, I'd write when I felt like it.
31. I remember all my friend's birthdays.

32. I remember all my friend's favorite colors.
33. When I watch TV, I find out what's on, then decide what to watch.
34. When I watch TV, I channel surf until I find something I like.
35. My class notebooks are color coded and neat.
36. My class notebooks are part doodle pad, part notes.
37. My clothes are mostly solid colors or outfits that are one print.
38. My clothes are a mixture of color, prints, and styles.
39. I eat healthy food because it's good for me.
40. I eat some healthy food, some junk food--just depends on my mood.
41. When I exercise, I have a set routine I follow.
42. When I exercise, I usually work on whatever feels flabby.
43. If I had a bad hair day, I'd wear a hat or a ponytail.
44. If I had a bad hair day, I'd point it out to my friends.
45. My friends think I'm a little neurotic.
46. My friends think I'm a little scatterbrained.

Even: 20
Odd: 5

Defying Gravity

Sometimes there are those stories. That you realize something about yourself. I think I had one of those this weekend.

I went to see Wicked with Tori& her grandman & sister. It was wonderful. The story, the music, the characters... I loved all of it. <3 That musical is freaking AWESOME. Poor Elphaba... she's such an awesome character...

... AND FOR ONCE THE MAIN GUY DOESN'T SUCK. HOMG. WTF.

So afterwards, we slept til like 9... and then went shopping. Me & Tori went to Hot Topic. Oh god. They have such awesome stuff. Too bad it's so freaking expensive... I still bought a hat, headband, arm warmers, & a choker. If my parents found them, they'd freak. Saying I'm becoming a rebel.

"I've always been a rebel, I just don't dress like one"

On the outside, I look like a normal person. But inside, I'm a complete rebel. Like Elphaba xD. LOL.

I can't really put it into words. I'm not the same. Inside... there are things that are just waiting to break free. It's already starting to leak through. My bluntness, my lost fears... things are coming up that never happened til I got over...

... Someday, I'm going to try defying gravity...

11/19/07

Shuffle Survey

Yay, Another Shuffle Survey to Add to the Collection!
by: SurveysForThePeople

NOTE: for me, this all my english songs. cause if I did all of my songs, it'd be over a thousand XD

For this first section, put down the first ten songs that play, and then rate them on a scale of 1 - 5 (5 being the best) in the next column.

1. Picture to Burn -- Taylor Swift
2. Promise -- Simple Plan
3. A Big Hunk O' Love -- Elvis Presley
4. The Boxer -- Simon & Garfunkel
5. Wheel of the World -- Carrie Underwood
6. I Am Rock -- Simon & Garfunkel
7. Should've Said No -- Taylor Swift
8. I'm With You -- Avril Lavigne
9. Get Busy Living or Get Busy Dying -- Fall Out Boy
10. Want To -- Sugarland

1. 5
2. 4
3. 3
4. 4
5. 5
6. 5
7. 4
8. 5
9. 3
10. 4

Now for a little fortune telling...
1. Who am I? Zero to Hero -- Disney
Comments -- SURE. XD
2. Why am I here? She Goes All the Way -- Rascal Flatts
Comments -- That makes SO much sense... [/sarcasm]
3. What's my theme song? Nobody's Fool-- Avril Lavigne
Comments -- I practically never listen to this song... XD
4. How's tomorrow gonna be? Whisper -- Evanescence
Comments -- ... Oh crap.
5. What does ______ really think of me? It Wasn't Enough -- Good Charlotte
Comments -- ... WHAT? o__o'
6. What's this school year going to be about? The Great Escape -- Boys like Girls
Comments -- YEAH BABY. XD
7. Is something bad going to happen in the near future? That's Where It Is -- Carrie Underwood
Comments -- ... oh shit...
8. What's the government going to do next? Too Much To Ask -- Avril Lavigne
Comments -- ... HA. That actually works.
9. What's my best friend doing right now? Speed of Life -- Sugarland
Comments -- Sure.
10. What does my iPod/MP3 thing about me? What About Now -- DAUGHTRY
Comments -- Wow. Okay.

Last section! These next questions are all about music
1. I absolutely LOVE this song!: Tomorrow -- Avril Lavigne
Comments -- Not really. XD
2. I have no clue why this song is still on my music player: Two Worlds -- Tarzan
Comments -- I LOVE THIS SONG. NO WAY.
3. This song has AMAZING lyrics: So Small -- Carrie Underwood
Comments -- SO TRUE. Yay for you Carrie :] <3
4. The band that does this song is one of my favorites: Part of Your World -- Little Mermaid
Comments -- 3 words: KISS THE GIRL
5. My dad loves this song: Addicted -- Simple Plan
Comments -- He would probably hate it. XD
6. My mom can't stand this song: I've Got All This Ringing in my Ears and None on my Fingers -- Fall Out Boy
Comments -- It's Fall Out Boy. Of Course she would.
7. I have a sibling who enjoys listening to songs by this band: These Are the Days -- Sugarland
Comments -- LOL NOPE
8. One of my best friends hates the band that does this song: Knowing Me, Knowing You -- ABBA
Comments -- YEAH DISCO MUSIC. I think they all do. Except Michelle. XD
9. I got this song off a mix CD: One Little Packet of Cigarettes -- Herman's Hermits
Comments -- no. This is from my Dad's CD collection XD
10. This song is on a movie soundtrack: I'd Do Anything -- Simple Plan
Comments -- It's probably is. This song is addicting :]
11. Share a memory involving this song in comments: What Hurts The Most -- Rascal Flatts
Comments -- This song reminds me of my first love. It's so sad... >>;
12. I've played this song on repeat before: What I Want -- Daughtry
Comments -- not yet... XD
13. This song is on the band's Greatest Hit's CD: Secret Smile -- Rascal Flatts
Comments -- Probably. XD
14. I love dancing to this song!: You Don't Mean Anything -- Simple Plan
Comments -- It's Simple Plan. DUH.
15. This song gets me every time I hear it: Umbrella -- Rihanna
Comments -- ... YES. LOUIEEEEE -sob-
16. This song is great to listen to when you're angry: He Ain't The Leavin' Kind -- Rascal Flatts
Comments -- This song MAKES me angry... cause it's so sad D:
17. I love the music video for this song: XO -- Fall Out Boy
Comments -- Lol no.
18. I've seen the band that performs this song live: Reflection -- Mulan
Comments -- ... No. D:
19. Is this song better to listen to at night, in the morning, or in the afternoon?: Going Under -- Evanescene
Comments -- Definetly night. XD
20. I haven't listened to this song in so long!: Track 13 -- Simple Plan
Comments -- ... LOL NO. I LOVE THIS SONG. XD

11/18/07

Ugh

Arcadia was fun. So was Magic mountain.

... But god damn. I hate this place I hate my house. These walls are paper thin sometimes - I can hear my mom talking shit about me from wherever I am in the house. If your going to tell me I'm dumb shit, at least do it when I can't hear it.

It's sort of funny. I'm so scarred on the inside. Mentally, I'm one huge mess. I can't set anything straight anymore. It's just... blackness.

... I feel so lost... I lost my backpack with my sketchbook in it. I need to draw something... & I need to fucking sleep...

11/15/07

What the eff.

What the hell. Another one of my friends has a stalker. Sure I'm mad at the stalker... but some of my friends are serious wimps.

"Oh no... I don't want to hurt his feeling. I feel guilty about it"

... WTF. Girl, that boy is harassing you. I don't think you should give a crap about his feelings. Unless you seriously care about them.

If you make them 'happy', aren't you going to make yourself feel worse? Until you keep having to lie to them and you both end up unhappy. Then they'll be 10 times sadder. People are resilient. It's a good quality we have.

People who are total extroverts are sort of stupid not to care about themself at least a little. Unless making other people happy makes them completely happy... Whatever.

What's wrong with standing up for yourself? For the things you love? It's not stupid. You know, there's some stupid people in the world. Who waste their life away not even taking the chance. Be fearless. Life's too short for it.

"Well doesn't that make you a hypocrite?" No, not really. I don't fear anything openly. And I don't love because I haven't found anyone to love yet. But god. Some people I know are just... wow.

I want to do everything they'll never do & more. I'm going to enjoy my life. What have you to fear when there's nothing to lose?

When I find someone who can sweep me off my feet, I'll understand. Til then - What are you waiting for? Don't you want to be happy?Then think about yourself. What do you want? Do you WANT him / her? If you don't then... as I regret how many tears will be shed, the world goes on. And so do you.

11/12/07

Oh noes D:

I'm soooo sorry. I caused drama because of this blog. From now on, I won't talk about anyone's relationships on here! Just mine! Yeah!

... great now I sound like VJ. XD

Ah... We have a a new coach for swimming. I guess he's okay...

... I don't know. I've been getting so much more forgetful lately. It's really strange when you don't remember things you did the same day... o___o...

Uhm. I don't know what else to post... bbl? XD

LAWLLL

Found this on deviantart. It looked fun~

Which Naruto char are you?

Naruto
[x] You're stubborn.
[x] You like ramen. ( I constantly crave ramen... XD )
[ ] Are foxes your favorite animal?
[ ] You're afraid of ghosts.
[ ] You're jealous of your best friend.
[x] Are you a hands-on kind of person?
[x] Do you have a crush on someone, who isn't interested in you?
[ ] You want people to respect you.
[ ] You never give up.
[x] Are you tan?
[ ] Were you born on the 10th of October?
Total: 5

Sasuke
[x] You don't care about other people or their opinions.
[ ] Are you left handed?
[ ] You prefer being alone.
[ ] Are you cold, cruel or withdrawn?
[ ] Are you talented? \
[x] Have you had to work on your social skills?
[x] Do you practice your skills?
[ ] Do you have a motive in your life that you live for?
[ ] Do you feel like you're cursed?
[ ] Were you born on the 23rd of July?
Total: 3

Sakura
[ ] You like the color pink.
[x] Do you feel like something inside of you is ordering you? (... Yeah... Hachi... >>)
[ ] You and your friends have a crush on the same person.
[x] You're smart. (I guess if I'm in Calc, I'm smart...)
[ ] You have a five-finger forehead.
[x] You usually repress your emotions.
[x] You insult people just to annoy them. ( >>... ahahahaha...)
[ ] You're aiming for a medical career.
[ ] You grew long hair because of your crush.
[ ] Were you born on the 28th of March?
Total: 4

Kakashi
[x] You read romance novels. (OH YEAH)
[x] You like to spend time in the fields.
[x] Have you separated from some group?
[ ] Is your personality hard to describe?
[x] Are you often late? (... Evie j'te vois venir.. no comment XD)
[ ] Do you like to use something that covers your mouth? (my scarf? :3)
[ ] Do you use the sayings: "A black cat crossed my path..." or "I fell into a sewer..."?
[ ] Is one of your eyes a different color from your other one?
[ ] You only have one hobby.
[x] Were you born on the 15th of September? (Let's just say I am... XD
Total: 5

Itachi
[x] You like red and black.
[ ] You wear purple nail polish.
[ ] You paint your toenails. (we call that "the beauty interior" please!)
[ ] You've been the leader in a group.
[ ] You're a lot more advanced than others in your age class.
[ ] You're unforgiving at times.
[ ] You judge people.
[ ] You hang out with a certain crowd.
[x] You have a little brother.
[x] You dress in overly long clothes. (yay for big jackets :D )
Total: 3

Gaara:
[ ] You like sand.
[x] You couldn't care less.
[ ] You're alone a lot of the time. (yeah lot of my friend are not in my city XO)
[ ] You've made some sort of a symbol of love on your skin. (..wtf XD)
[ ] Your name means death in Japanese.
[ ] You have one reason to live.
[x] Your life has had a significant turn.
[ ] You have red hair. (yeah!!! XD)
[ ] Is you birthday on the 19th of January?
Total: 2

Lee
[x] You believe in hard work.
[x] You're decisive.
[ ] You have large eyes.
[x] You're a unique person. (°A° of course!)
[ ] You've seriously decided to do something.
[ ] You have a huge crush on someone.
[ ] You have a person who you share a warm relationship with.
[ ] You have a black bowl-cut.
[ ] You've been in an accident where you were had little chance to survive.
[ ] You like green.
Total: 3

Jiraiya
[ ] You write and sell romance novels.
[ ] Are you a pervert?
[ ] Do you like alcohol?
[ ] You're somewhat famous.
[ ] You have long/white hair.
[ ] Do you spy on people for some reason?
[ ] You're specialized in some field.
[ ] You're over 20. (argh XD now you can guess my age...)
[ ] You're in some way great. ( and so modest)
[x] Do you have an ambiguous way of thinking?
Total: 1

Orochimaru
[ ] Are you pale?
[x] Do you like snakes?
[ ] Is one of your hobbies fencing?
[ ] Are you strong? (strong? Wich way? Oo...)
[ ] Are you sadistic, power-hungry and egoistic by nature? (yeah and no.. i'm not a megalo like him XD)
[ ] Do you use people as pawns? (...what? Oo)
[x] Do you have a dream?
[ ] You don't feel empathy for other people.
[ ] Do you lust for someone else's body? (Ahahah!!! Orochi you're a fukcing pedo!!!)
[ ] Are you over 20?
Total: 2

Tsunade
[ ] Do you like to play gambling games?
[ ] Do you like snails?
[ ] Do you have a pig/pigs at home?
[ ] Are you afraid of blood?
[ ] Do you have an object that you believe brings bad luck?
[ ] You're in the medical field.
[ ] You're dependent on something.
[ ] You're a blond.
[ ] Do you use rejuvenation creams?
[ ] Are you over 20?
Total: 0 (AHA WIN)

Shikamaru
[x] Are you lazy?
[x] Are you intelligent?
[ ] Is everything too troublesome for you?
[ ] You often play shogi.
[ ] You like shadows.
[x] You pretend to sleep a lot.
[ ] Your IQ is over 200.
[ ] You wear a ponytail.
[ ] You often use the saying "How troublesome" or something near it.
[ ] Is your birthday on the 23rd of September?
Total: 3

Shino
[ ] Do you like bugs?
[ ] You prefer eating salad.
[x] You don't like tofu. ( I never eat tofu so <_< )
[ ] Your personality is quiet and mysterious.
[ ] You hate food with strong aromas.
[ ] Do you collect bugs?
[ ] Is your favorite saying "Trump card"?
[ ] Do you use sunglasses a lot?
[ ] You don't tell much about yourself
[ ] Is your birthday on the 23rd of January?
Total: 1

Hinata
[x] Are you extremely shy? (around strangers...)
[x] Are you a bit insecure about yourself?
[ ] Are you trying to improve some of your skills?
[ ] Do you feel like your family doesn't appreciate you?
[ ] Do you hate your cousin?
[ ] Have you had a crush on someone for a long time now?
[x] Knowing someone has increased your self-confidence.
[x] You make some mistakes.
[ ] You have violet hair.
[ ] You don't give up easily.
Total: 4

Iruka
[ ] You have a scar on your face.
[x] You worry about other people.
[ ] Is your favorite word "believe"?
[ ] Do you like dolphins?
[ ] You and your friend have a similar past.
[x] You're kind by nature. (lol yess... although it might not seem like it)
[ ] Is your hobby the hot springs?
[ ] Is you blood type B?
[x] Your favorite food is ramen. (again? o_o)
[ ] Were you on on the 26th of May?
Total: 3

Neji
[x] Are you an exceptional student at school (... I guess...)
[ ] Are you frighteningly good at something?
[ ] You're a genius.
[ ] Your personality is confident and somewhat stiff.
[ ] You don't show your emotions.
[ ] You believe you cannot change destiny.
[ ] Someone has influenced your way of thinking.
[ ] You do things seriously. (sometimes...<_< )
[ ] Do you feel like you can see through people?
[ ] Do you come into terms with your cousins?
Total: 1

Kankurou
[ ] You have two siblings.
[ ] You're tough by nature.
[ ] You afraid of your brother/sister.
[ ] You like to fix things.
[ ] Your hobby is puppets.
[ ] You like to paint your face. ( Lol.. yeah when i was young XD)
[x] You hang out with a lot with your brother/sister.
[ ] You don't talk much.
[ ] You use purple make up.
[x] You have brown hair.
Total: 2

I'M NARUTO / KAKASHI.

... wow. I'm really strange. XD

11/11/07

I...

Love books
Laugh at gorey stuff. (You should of seen me during 300... XD)
Laugh at romance
Cry alot during movies
Don't plan on getting married
Much less get a boyfriend
Can't wait to go to arcadia
Am not perfect
Am brutally honest
Not afraid of my death (Or many other things for that matter)
Like reading Romance Novels in particular
Can't wait for the new books Stephenie Meyer is writing
Love really old movies like Indiana Jones & Princess Bride
Like to sit in warm spots and read
LOVE COUNTRY MUSIC. NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT IT.
Think my present for Tori is awesome <3The Truth About Forever
Wished Gavner Purl hadn't died in Cirque du Freak
Beat up guys
Have the weirdest guy friends
Am an Otaku
Doesn't understand many supposedly 'perverted' jokes
Is in Colorguard
Is anxious about what the hell's going to happen next
Needs to get more sleep
Hasn't had a serious crush in a LONGGG time...
Detests the thought of a boyfriend
... Yet harasses all of her friend's BF. :D
Sing when I'm alone
Loves to stare up at the stars
Also love Hong Kong
Think China's in serious trouble
Tend to forget things that happen the same day
Have a love-hate relationship with fireworks
Want to travel the world
Want to be swept off my feet
Don't want to stay in one place for the rest of my life
Need to get a haircut
... and a good MP3 player

But most importantly...

...I want to fall in love...

11/6/07

People can be suckage

Iunno. Talking to Nicole on the bus depresses me sometimes :<

People suck sometimes. As much as I try to see the good in all of them - some of them really do suck. They're mean & they just take out their issues on us 'little people' . And the sad part is, adults can be completely ignore how us children have problems too.

Is it possible that people pick on people CAUSE THEIR JUST MEAN? No. We all have excuses. It's a bit saddening.

I know I was bullied. But I had really good friends then. They're still my friends now. I'm really lucky compared to poor Nicole. ><

But... it's strange. I don't remember almost any of my bad memories. It's like my brain locked them away. I try to remember, but their gone. Vanished. I suppose I'm one of the better lucky ones.

Hmm. But really when people try to tease me or give me dirty looks or anything, most of the time I kind of... ignore them. It really doesn't phase me unless I want them too. It's either I have really good emotional control or I'm starting to alienate myself from everyone else.

I'm pretty sure of this cause... I haven't even thought about liking people seriously for a long time. I mean sure, I like people. But just not... like like.

People suck to be around sometimes. :] But that's okay. Unlike most, I can lose reality.

11/4/07

Paper Bags & Plastic Heats

Boys like Girls is a pretty good band. But Boys like Boys. Duh :D

+Love+
I'm in love
I like someone
I have a bf/gf
I just broke up with someone
Someone just broke up with me
...It was complicated
...It was my best friend's ex
I just lost a friend
I just lost a best friend
I've had a friend die
I've had a bf/gf die


+Happiness+
I'm WAY happy
I like being around people
I'm very social
I love laughing
I'm just a very happy person
My friends make me happy
My bf/gf makes me happy
My family makes me happy


+Anger+
I'm angry at someone
Someone's angry at me
I've built a wall around myself to protect myself
My friends have been so angry at me that they didn't talk to me for over a week
...A month
...Two months
...A year
I take things out on people
I'm angry at my bf/gf
I'm angry at my best friend
I'm angry at a friend
I'm angry at a person who used to be a friend
I'm angry at my family
I'm angry at myself



+Disappointment+
I've been disappointed
I've been called a disappointment
My friends have been disappointed in me
I've been disappointed in them
My family has been disappointed in me
I've been disappointed in them


+Grief+
Someone close to me has died
I've been to a funeral
I've lost a thing that I didn't think I could live without
I've been in denial
...For a LONG time
One of my parents/step parents have died
One of my siblings have died [miscarriage or abortion]
One of my siblings have died [other]
I knew someone under 10 that died
I knew someone who killed themselves
I knew someone who ODed
I knew someone who murdered someone
I knew someone who died in a car crash


+Depression+
I've been clinically depressed
I've been on antidepressants
Depression is in my genes
One of my parents is/was bipolar
One of my par ent is/was situationally depressed
One of my siblings is/was bipolar/depressed
One of my friends is/was depressed

I know people who have self-harmed
I know 10+ people who have self-harmed

[Made by DimmingStar_Surveys]

11/2/07

Quotes

I watched our school play today. Damn, I never ever want a boyfriend. XD. Saves me sooo much trouble.

-random quote time-

"Do you remember when we were just kids, and cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss? School yard conversations taken to heart,and laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not."

^ BACK IN THE DAYYYY...

"He's the kind of guy who used to do stupid things just to make me smile.I'm the kind of girl who needs a guylike him every once in a while."

^... Yep. That'd be my type of guy. He'd embarass me in public, and inside I wouldn't care.

"And its those days you wish you hada boyfriend to cuddle with, hold hands, kiss, tell him everything. I just want to be loved by someone."

^ No I don't want a boyfriend. o__O. I just would like to feel loved. XD

"Girl: i like him
Friend: you do ... really?
Girl: yeah
Friend: why?
Girl: are you serious? have you seen him SMiLE?
Friend: you should tell him.. he likes you too
Girl: he does?? how do you know??
HiM: because i know your friend's password."

^HOMG I SHOULD SO DO THAT IF ANYONE LIKES A GUY. XD

"The best feeling in the world is knowingsomeone is missing your smile"

^ I bet it is ^^

"And the next time you talk,tell her how you feel;tell her you can't understandwhy you let her go"

^ This is so many people I know, it makes me cry.

"i dont like being this weak, feeling this vulnerable, crying tears that dont need to be shed, letting you have complete and utter control over me. but i just cant help it. im in love with you."

^ ... THIS IS ME... DAMMIT...

"It's hard to watch people changeright in front of you.But the worst partis remembering who they used to be."

^ Homg, Soooo true.

"its amazing how one minute, you findyou cant imagine living your life withoutsomeone. & the next minute, that'sexactly what you're doing"

^ IT REALLY IS AMAZING. XD

"look at me now, tell me what you see .it’s a whole new game now, im not the girl i used to be"

^ READ IT AND WEEP BEN. READ IT AND WEEP

"My heart still beats baby,But not for you."

^ Not for any one of you anyways :P

"the pain will fade.,i`ll get back on my feet. it`s not the end of me. my heart is still open."

^ :P

11/1/07

Singleness

Nooo. I lost another friend to romance. XD

Oh well. I'm happy for her. ^^

... but our list of singles forever is getting smaller....

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

-siigh- I don't know. She was talking about it sorta on the bus. But... I really don't remember what it feels like. To even like someone. At least alot. ><

I haven't been in love or been "loved" for awhile. I don't know. I think my brains completely erased the feeling.

"What do you see in a boyfriend"

I see absolutely nothing. I can't imagine anyone likeing me in... that way...

Because on layer one, I'm a quiet kid who reads all the time. On layer 2 I'm the hyper, happy, giggly crazy girl. On layer 3 I'm the I-won't-take-shit-from-anyone.

... and in layer 4 is someone who wants to dissappear...

I just want someone to hug me. And not let go.