Singleness

Nooo. I lost another friend to romance. XD

Oh well. I'm happy for her. ^^

... but our list of singles forever is getting smaller....

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

-siigh- I don't know. She was talking about it sorta on the bus. But... I really don't remember what it feels like. To even like someone. At least alot. ><

I haven't been in love or been "loved" for awhile. I don't know. I think my brains completely erased the feeling.

"What do you see in a boyfriend"

I see absolutely nothing. I can't imagine anyone likeing me in... that way...

Because on layer one, I'm a quiet kid who reads all the time. On layer 2 I'm the hyper, happy, giggly crazy girl. On layer 3 I'm the I-won't-take-shit-from-anyone.

... and in layer 4 is someone who wants to dissappear...

I just want someone to hug me. And not let go.