Defying Gravity

Sometimes there are those stories. That you realize something about yourself. I think I had one of those this weekend.

I went to see Wicked with Tori& her grandman & sister. It was wonderful. The story, the music, the characters... I loved all of it. <3 That musical is freaking AWESOME. Poor Elphaba... she's such an awesome character...

... AND FOR ONCE THE MAIN GUY DOESN'T SUCK. HOMG. WTF.

So afterwards, we slept til like 9... and then went shopping. Me & Tori went to Hot Topic. Oh god. They have such awesome stuff. Too bad it's so freaking expensive... I still bought a hat, headband, arm warmers, & a choker. If my parents found them, they'd freak. Saying I'm becoming a rebel.

"I've always been a rebel, I just don't dress like one"

On the outside, I look like a normal person. But inside, I'm a complete rebel. Like Elphaba xD. LOL.

I can't really put it into words. I'm not the same. Inside... there are things that are just waiting to break free. It's already starting to leak through. My bluntness, my lost fears... things are coming up that never happened til I got over...

... Someday, I'm going to try defying gravity...