very platonic

No me gusta waking up @ 5:15 in the morning ~___~

Wahhh, Swim this week is painful. Swim in the morning & Afternoon...! How frightening..

I GOT A 100 IN A TANAKA ASSIGNMENT!!! -dances-

... And then I got a 78 on my sonnet test... -falls to pit of despair-

Heh Heh. Dobby Tsui's got a new crush. It's sooooo fun teasing her. :D She gets soo mad~ <3

You know, it's weird. I found KOB's old hat in my closet. It's a pure black trucker hat with a patch in the middle that says "Kill them all! Let God sort them out!" ... It made me remember alot of bittersweet memories of the freshman year.

... Maybe then it really did look like we were "going out" huh...

Regardless, I never felt anything really over platonic. He was (and still is, even if we don't talk as much anymore..) one of my best friends and the closest thing to a big brother I've ever had. I love him very much. In a very platonic way. :D

... I don't think I'm even capable of liking people unplatonically, I'm just that stupid... >___>

I do miss having big brother, little sister time (SHUT UP, HE'S LIKE A BIG BROTHER TO ME.) with KOB - but life goes on, and my family situation is ALOT better than it was freshman year, along with I'm actually not very close with alot of my friends anymore. Well sort of I am, but I kind of feel like one of those background friends...

Oh well, everything will figure itself out in the end. I'm an idiot, and will forever remain that way~

... DUDE, BROWN HAS THIS SUMMER PROGRAM... AND THEY HAVE SOOOO MUCH HISTORY CLASSES!!!!! O___________O <333333

... shutupIlovehistory D: