Just your atypical teenager

HOMG 3 DAYS SINCE UPDATING!

Sorry. In between swim, guitar hero, and TV there's nothing really to talk about.... Life is really dull right now... D:

Well I started looking at colleges again (What ELSE am I supposed to do with my free time nowadays >_>;;) Here are my top choices right now:

1) Yale -
2) Brown
3) Bowdoin

... All of these are on the East coast. Wow. Cold stuff coming my way. ;_;''

"I'm not going to be someone's honey, baby, sweetheart"

Listening to "Love Song" by Sara Bareilles and getting to know all these guys on my swim team... I don't really care about this anymore. I keep trying to imagine myself with someone and nothing appears. Not even a dream guy. It's just blank. Is something wrong with me? Aren't teenagers supposed to have uncontrollable hormones or something? Then why am I so disgusted / not caring about relationships?

... I guess I'm just your atypical teenager. Considering what I do, that's probably true. xD

What Should Your Zodiac Sign Be?
SurveysThatAmuse

Capricorn [The Goat]
[ ] You usually have a good sense of judgment.
[ ] You are well-mannered.
[ ] You set many goals for yourself.
[x] You hold grudges.
[ ] Patience is a strong point of yours.
[ ] You always make people laugh.
[ ] You keep your emotions to yourself.
[ ] The worst could always happen.
[x] Everything happens for a reason.
[ ] You can be greedy.
Total: 2

Aquarius [The Water Carrier]
[ ] You are friendly to people you meet.
[x] You hardly cry over things.
[ ] Honesty is the best policy.
[x] You like to be unique and creative.
[x] You are stubborn.
[x] People say you’re unpredictable.
[x] You are intelligent.
[x] Some consider you a rebel.
[ ] You’re good at arguing.
[ ] You’re always there to help a friend in need.
Total: 6

Pisces [The Fishes]
[ ] You are very sensitive.
[x] You have a wild imagination.
[ ] You’re very compassionate and kind.
[ ] You’re more of a follower than a leader.
[ ] You tend to put loved ones over yourself.
[x] It’s hard for you to choose sides.
[x] You don’t care too much about material things.
[ ] You have good instinct.
[ ] It’s hard for you to keep to your goals.
[x] You often try to escape the bad things in life by daydreaming, etc.
Total: 4

Aries [The Ram]
[x] You like adventures.
[x] You can be selfish.
[x] You don’t have much patience.
[x] You have a lot of pet-peeves.
[x] You have courage.
[ ] You have a lot of confidence.
[x] Sometimes, you can be over-enthusiastic.
[ ] You are good under stress.
[x] You don’t have much common sense.
[x] You’re always changing.
Total: 8

Taurus [The Bull]
[x] You are very reliable.
[ ] You get jealous easily.
[ ] You are loving towards everyone you know.
[ ] You are patient.
[ ] When you have your mind set-you accomplish it.
[ ] You are calm in most situations.
[ ] You need to know that you’re loved and protected.
[ ] Things are rarely good enough for you.
[x] You’re easily annoyed.
[ ] Your point of view rarely changes
Total: 2

Gemini [The Twin]
[x] You easily adapt to change.
[ ] You are talented in many different ways.
[x] You are outgoing.
[ ] You are good at getting your way.
[x] People say you’re very smart.
[x] You always express your emotions.
[x] You’re immature at times.
[x] You get nervous easily.
[ ] You don’t really think in-depth.
[ ] You are cute and pleasant to be around.
Total: 6

Cancer [The Crab]
[ ] You are very emotional.
[x] Sometimes you don’t have a reason- you just know.
[ ] Your feelings get hurt easily.
[x] You always approach with caution.
[ ] You can be a bit over-protective.
[x] You’re moody at times.
[ ] Most of the time, you’re right about things.
[ ] You can be clingy.
[ ] You hate changes.
[x] You’re very creative.
Total: 4

Leo [The Lion]
[ ] You’re very generous.
[x] You can become obsessive over things.
[ ] You can be bossy.
[x] You’re very tolerant of others.
[x] You’re willing to talk about your problems.
[ ] You are always faithful to the one you love.
[x] You are very nosy or curious.
[ ] You are more serious than playful.
[ ] Sometimes you think you’re better than others.
[x] You are very loving.
Total: 5

Virgo [The Virgin]
[x] You are shy.
[x] You’re very modest.
[ ] You’re quick to judge people.
[ ] You try to make everything you do as perfect as possible.
[ ] You’re good at categorizing things.
[ ] You listen to facts-not beliefs or theory.
[x] You worry over little things too much.
[x] You tell people how it is-even if it hurts.
[ ] You’d rather not bring a lot of attention to yourself.
[ ] You’re a conservative.
Total: 4

Libra [The Scales]
[ ] You are very romantic.
[x] You can never make up your mind.
[ ] You have a certain charm about you that lures people in.
[x] You’re very easy-going and laid back.
[x] You can be gullible.
[x] You are always looking for company.
[x] You like to bring peace to things.
[ ] Some people would call you sophisticated.
[ ] You like to flirt.
[ ] You’re good with dealing with people.
Total: 5

Scorpio [The Scorpion]
[ ] You are very hard-working.
[ ] You are passionate.
[x] You like to watch and observe things.
[ ] You’re more of a leader than a follower.
[ ] You are charming.
[ ] You need self-discipline.
[x] You act like you have OCD sometimes.
[ ] You tend to be secretive.
[ ] You do not forgive easily.
[x] It’s hard for people to control you.
Total: 3

Sagittarius [The Archer]
[x] You are very optimistic.
[x] You like your freedom.
[ ] You’re religious.
[x] Sometimes you are careless.
[x] You’re cheerful most of the time.
[x] You can be irresponsible.
[x] You don’t worry about offending people.
[ ] You are all about reality-you don’t daydream often.
[x] People easily make you laugh.
[x] You’re always active-it’s hard for you to sit still.
Total: 8

i should be:: Aries / Sagittarius

... But I'm a Virgo... >____>