last call, lost cause

Halloween was bunches of funnn. Went to Bando party and trick or treated for like an hour and a half. I GOT CRAYONS AND A SPIDER RING. TEE HEE HEE. AWESOMEEEE. Then we went back and watched Eight Legged Freaks. As much as I'm scared of spiders, it was actually very very humorous. We barely paid attention, and were pointing out all the untrue stuff about it and stuff. GG old man with pitchfork. And sheriff with chainsaw and token crazy black guy. :D

Then we watched some of Nightmare before Christmas before I had to leave. Lulz, it was great fun. What an average halloween, (referring to MLIA).

Breathe in. Breathe out.
The night is filled with stars
which I can't see.
Is it weird that I won't wish
for anyone tonight?

Breathe in. Breathe out.
I'm too scared to get close to people.
I try to push them away.
Don't get too close
I warn myself.
Don't hurt anyone else.

Breathe in. Breathe out.
Why am I so chipper
when there's nothing to be happy about?
Why do I find love
so hilarious?
My mind still reels at all
the differences I share.

Breathe in. Breathe out.
Breathe in. Breathe out.

What do I have to lose?
Breathe in. Breathe out.