If you only knew.

Yay day off tommorrow!! :). So excited. Even though I have to wake up early. Boo hoo. D:. Practice at 7:15 at RA. :. Thanks Dan. mucho gracias. Especially that pool. Ew. Dx.

It's nice to feel something, you know? Being conflicted again. Even though some thoughts haunt me to no end. Or maybe that was just last night. I dunno, last night was frustrating. Couldn't sleep til midnight. :<.

I mean it's not a nice feeling. I guess. It depends really on which one. The regret and the worrying, oh yeah that's annoying, but that's ok. At least I'm sort of feeling negative emotion again.

But well... it's just I like someone, ok? It's hard to admit I guess. I wish I could elaborate, but I'd rather not. But I will say, he's adorable. And I adore him as a friend. So I don't really care what happens. Just as long as he doesn't leave. :P.

Not love, probably never will be. I'm not fickle. Too logical for my own good, I think.