Wake up from that dream, hun.

So it works like this, right:
Boy meets Girl.
They fall in love.
They live happily ever after.

That's pretty much how it is in every single annoying cliche story in the universe. I think it's etched into the human brain or something. That this exact order of events has to happen or something. We all like to think that the person we love now is the one we'll end up with forever and ever and everrrrr.

What a load of bullshit.

Oh yes, I believe in love. I've seen it enough times to know it exists for everyone else in the world. Does it exist for me though?

See, here's the thing. I don't think so. I'm a practical person - I rely on empirical evidence more than what not. I need to see the evidence to believe it, see. Or perhaps that isn't practical. I don't care, that's not the point.

So until someone proves me wrong, I have no reason to believe love exists for me. And when I say love, I mean romantic love. I'm not a skeptic; I see no reason to hope for impossible things. There's a difference between skeptic and non-believer. Skeptics still have hope. Non - Believers know it.

I'll admit I kind of don't want to be proven wrong. Love is so unessecary and annoying from what I've seen of it. My attempts to be indifferent never work however. Sometimes I fear there may be a red string tied around my neck. If I could, I'd get a pair of scissors and cut it off in a second.

"What a lonely life." they will say. Perhaps. What a lonely life they live I think. True love is complete bullshit. Eternal love is complete bullshit. It's nice to think of isn't it? That things will never change, etc. Sorry to rain on your parade, but that sounds extremely boring. And implausible.

Love at first sight? That's not love. That's infaturation. Don't pretend it is - you cannot possibly look at someone and determine you have an attraction that strong toward them.

My life may be lonely, but at least I don't believe those shitty lies anymore. When your heart breaks, have fun picking up the pieces. Disillusionment is a bitch.