Just one sip would make me sick

Going to Comic Con tomorrow. SO EXCITED. x3. Can't wait!!

Hey there guy,
So here's the deal:
I'm sort of annoyed with myself
cause of you.
I find my mind slip to you
and then I find myself smiling
for no apparent reason.
I have an answer, but I don't like it.
Cause you make me happy.
Not hyper or excited, just
happy.
I don't know if you mean it
when you say I'm
"cute" or "pretty"
(useless adjectives, if you ask me)
But for the first time in awhile,
I kinda want to believe I am.
I know one of my friends can vouch for this;
She hears about you all the time
(Haha, but I hear about her's all the time too)
I'm kind of worried to tell the truth
I know I shouldn't
(get my hopes up)
but well...
It's going to be terribly hard on me
if you feel anything back.
Cause I think I'd know there and then
This needs to stop.
In fact, no would be nice.
But until then, I'll believe my truth:
we're just friends.
Friends.
And that's all we'll ever be.