Time will tell

I was born alone.
Ridiculous as that sounds, I know it to be true.
I repel love like sunscreen repels sunburn.
There is no red string of fate tied around my hands,
I make my own way in the world
No one can decide what is to be my fate but me.

There are people in life whose hands I shake and hold
but not one which I eventually won't go.

Then I met you.

No. I did not suddenly realize what my life is missing.
Things like that only happen in terribly cliche movies.
We realize those sort of things much later, you know.
Things happen, we all know that.
And here we are again
at the beginning of something that started long ago.
Why do we even try?
It's almost like water and oil.
We can be great friends

but once you mix it together

everything

falls

apart.

Oh what will happen I wonder
Only time will tell

and we all know how patient of person I am.
How long must I wait?
Forever, forever.
Maybe not.
Oncce again

only time will tell.