Change

I've been thinking. (Uh no, that's not a good thing)

Well before I get to the serious stuff; Go watch the series Bones. It's witty, poignant, and laugh out loud funny. The characters are charming and lovable, the stories are unique and emotion envoking. It's a great show that's smart enough to make you cry and laugh in the same episode.

Zack is the greatest. He's adorable & I love him D: <3.

Anyways.

I feel like the people all around are changing, the very world is changing, but I'm still the same. After all I've been through, I still feel like the same girl who performed on the field during sophomore year. People are falling in love and changing, and sometimes I don't think it's for the better. But I'm still here. People are leaving and becoming different people.

Yet, people pretty much stay the same. They are far too easy to read, and even though they change, humanity hasn't changed.

Like me. Little ol me, a spot in an endless sea of sky. And I wonder why people have to change drastically? For what? Do they mean to, or are they even aware how much they change?

Maybe there's something wrong with me instead. Maybe I'm supposed to be changing, but I'm not. Is that bad? I don't know. I'm not sure.

Hm. Oh well. If people change, I won't change with them if I don't feel like it. I don't like being directed against my will. I will change for myself if I want to.

If I want to...
... What do I want anyways?