Mixed emotions

Today was Ronnie's Party. We burninated Sasuke and played Guitar Hero and played truth or dare.

Well... someone asked if I liked this one person. Of course I said I didn't but... I don't know. I'm not really sure about my emotions right now.

I mean... This person... I care about him more than all my guy friends. And most of my girl friends. I worry about him excessively and I like seeing him happy. And... I'm really comfortable talking to him. I know, Tori and Jeana, But Tori isn't really the one to talk to when your emo and when I talk to Jeana about it I feel like I'm creating more unnessacary feelings for her. But when I talk to him about stuff that bothers me... I feel alot better. I can't really put it into words...

I know I love him as brother. But... could it be more?

... I don't think so. At least not yet. I... I don't my heart to break and for all those nights I spent nearly crying myself to sleep over... some guy. I don't want to give anyone else the power to break my heart. I'm not ready for that yet.

But I do care about him. Alot. Besides, I already know who he's... "interested" in? And... someone precious to me is developing romantic feelings for him. So I don't want to ruin that either.

I hope you find your super special awesome person <3

And I hope I don't remember this in the morning.