Sountrack to your life

2 swim meets this week! Woo! Did terrible at them. And I have a 2 day swim meet starting tomorrow. Ugh. So exhausted from this week. Lief as been... well sort of slow. I have to start my East of Eden paper. I have this amazing Main Thesis, Amazing 1st Sub thesis, but then I had to write a 2nd Sub Thesis. And it's so freaking. UGLY. IF THAT'S POSSIBLE. IT'S UGLY UGLY UGLY AUGH I HATE IT WHY. D:

And yeah. Freud did Cocaine. I know. Explains so much huh. XD

I will end this entry with a poem. :D Well more like just random spaced lines. But get over it. XD

Please don't tell me
I'm the only one confused
About this.
What are we doing?
I kind of feel like
I'm standing on one side of the street
and your on the other
Neither of us is willing to cross
Even though there's no cars at all
Just an empty street
separating what could be.
Don't blame me for being hesistant
I don't blame you either.
But someone's gotta make a move.
Cross the street, or just walk away.
I know I'm not going to walk away
just yet.
But I can't bring myself
to take even a step.
I'm scared.
So scared.
There are things that
I don't ever want to go through again
things you put me through
that I never want to think about
again.
Don't blame me
for not wanting to cross the street.
I think I've just
developed a fear of being alone,
no matter if I cross or not.