WARNING. EMO POST AHEAD.

Song of the post:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oaved-rGoq8
Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback

Responding to Jen & Tori's blog (sort of);

I'm so happy for Tori. I mean seriously, I am actually quite tolerant of Matt (compared to the other trumpets... aha.) and she's an amazing person. TOOK them long enough to notice her. D: <3,Why am I so unlovable? Am I going to be left all alone, and die unloved?

I know. I'm so selfish for wanting someone to... well care. But I can't help it. I've read too many books, watched too many movies where girl meets boy and they find love.

When is going to be my turn? I'm tired of being left like this, barely hanging on to the hope that there might be someone for me somewhere in this whole entire world. I want a sign or something. That someone DOES care. In a non friend way.

Ugh. I hate you so much, Boots. I know I shouldn't, but you brought up these thoughts once again. I mean, I almost cried myself to sleep last night because something in my brain kept telling me this...

I want to believe. I really do. But seeing everything change so quickly, I don't have time to get back up on my feet.

Ugh. I totally lied to him. I said I had nothing to say. I have so much to say. How it's breaking my heart that he still exists in my brain, makes me feel like such a burden to him. I can't stand it. The fact I'm such a burden he needs to lie... and he feels the need to try to get me to talk to him.

It's tearing my heart apart. I don't know anymore. I just wish he'd go try to be that girl's prince charming; go wake the sleeping princess and ride off into the sunset. Leave me out of your story. You have no idea what it's like.

Go tell her. God, it makes me so freaking pissed, you know? Time is just going to pass them by, and the only thing they'll get is sadness. I know so many girls who would kill to have him call them his. Maybe that girl is the same. But he just. Doesn't GET IT.

Go save your princess. Rue has no purpose in this version of Princess Tutu.