Hay guys :D

<-- Such a cute icon... <3. I love gummy bears they are yummy.

So you know how they say that if you love, you receive love in return? I used to think that wasn't true.

Now I think I understand. You do receive love; maybe just not in the way you want it. I've also learned I give out alot of it. You'd be surprised how many people I consider I "love" right now. And how many of them are boys for that matter. Sure, mostly platonically, but I do really care for them. (In fact two of them, I have cried over because they were so depressed and it was making me sad too xD).

And really, for once I feel pretty content this year. Before... the whole Boots fiasco. Which still hasn't been really fixed, but that's okay. Rome was not built in a day, and this friendship will take many weeks to fix.

I'm still unsure what I feel for him. I should hate his guts, but I don't. I still... love him, in a sense. I don't know how to explain it, but it's like... as long as he's happy, I don't really mind. Everything's pretty good.

Lately, I really don't have anyone to tell what's on my mind. Because... well, I feel sort of intrusive. Everyone's in this bubble of loveeee and happinessss and... I don't feel like I should be interrupting. Like Dobby Tsui and Yang. They're both some of my bestest friends, but sometimes, I just don't know how to say what I'm feeling. Dobby Tsui got her first boyfriend... so how can I bother her with this drama? And Yang's got one, so I don't know how to talk to him about it either.

Oh well. I'll figure it out soon enough.

So if I compliment you, I mean it. I do not joke around about compliments. And when I say "I love you", I mean it.

I love you guys <3.