Haaa....

NARGLES. FREAKING NARGLES.

People seem to always forget one thing.
I'm NOT like other girls.
I never have. Never will.

I don't care WHO it is. Even if I'm head over heels in love with him, I would never say yes. If someone asked me out.

I'm not worth the trouble. I'm an emotional mess who does all the wrong things and has no self esteem. I'm pretty convinced that no one will ever convince me that I'm not.

That doesn't mean it doesn't hurt like HELL. No one knows how much, how happy I am even at the THOUGHT of it. But they don't know how much it kills me, knowing how sad I would make them. So I tape my thoughts shut, cover my ears, close my eyes, and hide in the dark.

I think I'm going to bring a roll of tape to school tomorrow. So I can tape my mouth shut. ._.