hunh.

Swim & Nicole's Party. Yep, that was my day in a nutshell.

I have perverted friends. And most of them want to set me up with people. Troublesome. -_-

... It disgusts me. I can't imagine myself happy with anyone. I daydream, and it's always someone else, not me.

I'm more of a romantic romantic - not a sexual romantic.... All of what my friends were talking about... very unnerving. I really don't like thinking about stuff like that...

>////< I know, I'm so innocent compared to them. It's... hard to explain. I just... can't love romantically. Not anymore. I feel like I can only barely watch now. I'm preoccupied with other thoughts of stories of me being whisked off on an adventure where I find love - but it's always very uncertain.

I have a perfect picture of what a guy should be in my mind, that I can't seem to break. :[ ;;

:[ Your Body The Survey (Girls Only) ]:
(Made by www.xanga.com/surveys_for_nimrods, Don`t remove this tag)

Body Basics.
001. How tall are you?: 5'5
002. Are you happy with your height?: Sure.
003. How much do you weigh?: 123.
004. Are you happy with your weight?: Why yes.
005. What`s your BMI? (figure out your BMI - http://www.nhlbisupport.com/bmi/): 19.9
006. Are you at a healthy weight?: Yes <3
007. Did you ever have some type of eating disorder?: Does eating excessively count? Even though I don't get fat... xD
008. Are you one of those people who can eat ANYTHING and never get fat?: YES LOL.
009. How old are you?: 15.
010. Do you look your age?: Sure.


Menstruation. ( I'm not answering this :])
011. What age did you get your first period?:
012. Before you got it, did you want it really bad or were you dreading it?:
013. Do you get PMS?:
014. What`s the worst thing about your period?:
015. Tell us an embarassing period story:
016. How often does your period come?:
017. What was the date of your last period?:
018. Do you get bad cramps?:
019. Do you get really emotional?: .
020. Did you ever scream at your best friend because you were PMSing?:

General Health.
021. Does any disease run in your family?: Cancer seems to run in mommy's side.
022. When was your last physical?: Last Year.
023. When was your last gyno appointment?: ?
024. Are you due for any shots?: I hope not. I hate shots.
025. Are you allergic to anything? If so, what?: None I know of.
026. Do you have allergies?: No.
027. Do you have asthma?: Nope.
028. Do you take a vitamin daily?: Yes.
029. Ever broke a bone?: No.
030. Ever got surgery?: Nope.

Oral health.
031. When was your last dentist appointment?: Last month.
032. Do you have braces? If so, what colors?: Yes, I think grey :]
033. If you have braces, do you need to wear rubber bands?: No..
034. Ever got a cavity drilled?: Yes.
035. Ever got a root canal?: No.
036. Did you still feel pain even though you were on novacaine?: Yes.
037. What toothepaste do you use?: ... Colgate.
038. How long do you keep a toothbrush before getting rid of it?: Too long.
039. How often do you brush your teeth?: I brush them.
040. Do you use mouth wash? If so, what kind?: WATER

Eyes.
041. Do you have perfect vision?: Nope.
042. Do you have glasses or contacts?: Contacts with backup glasses
043. Do you sit too close to the computer and/or television? >->
044. Ever stare at the sun and then see weird shapes?: Yes. XD
045. If you wear glasses/contacts, can you see without them?: Not very WELL...
046. Do you know anyone with perfect eyesight?: Sure.
047. What color are your eyes?: Brown.
048. If you have contacts, are they colored?: No.
049. Do you look dorky with glasses?: I dunno.
050. If you have dark eyes, do you carry the recessive gene for blue/green eyes?: Yep.

Physical health.
051. How many pull-ups can you do?: None!
052. How many push-ups can you do?: 10.
053. Are you good at gym?: Sure.
054. Can you run fast and long?: When I feel like it.
055. Do you get cramps after running too long?: Not really.
056. Can you run the mile without stopping?: Yes.
057. What was your best cross-country time?: None.
058. Do you make up excuses to get out of gym?: No
059. Do you play any sports?: Yep, Swim foreva.
060. If not, why?:


Hair.
061. How long is your hair?: Pretty short.
062. Do you have bangs?: Yes.
063. When was your last haircut?: A month ago.
064. What do you do to your hair in the morning?: Brush it & maybe put in some hair accessory.
065. Do you straighten/curl/whatever your hair or do you wear it natural?: Au Natural
066. Do you wear your hair up or down most of the time?: Down.
067. Do you have any split ends?: ?
068. Do you cut your own hair?: No way.
069. What was your worst haircut?: Long hair.
070. Ever have a bob haircut?: Yep :]

Miscellenious; This or That.
071. Pads or tampons?:
072. Glasses or contacts?: Contacts.
073. Skinny or curvy?: Skinny, but still a little curvy :]
074. Light eyes or dark eyes?: Dark.
075. Tan or pale?: Tan.
076. Shaving or natural?: Natural? XD
077. Curly or straight hair?: Depends
078. Frizzy or managable hair?: Mangable.
079. Tall or short?: Short.
080. Long or short nails?: Shoter.