DON'T

DON'T get me started. Say anything and I just might blow up. Seriously, I've never felt so... iunno, in extreme emotions.

CARLY ROCKED THE HOUSE TONIGHT! Jesus Christ Superstar = best song of the niiight. Love you Carly. You make all us Cali's proud. David's did wonderful, Syesha was amazing. But the other 2 fell short.

I think Jason's going tomorrow ;-;. Oh wells.

I dropped alot of time in stuff and I was... I don't know, all over the place today.

Ugh. I wish I could honestly tell people what my hearts feeling without my doubts and my fears coming into play. I have a mushy, gooey center under all of this. But the crust is so hard, it takes alot of chiseling to reach it.

I... might like that guy a little more than I originally thought. He... might not turn out to be a jerk. Which is the scariest thing of all. Falling for someone you know you'll never ever, not it a billion million years have a chance with. At least when their jerkheads, I can tell myself "Oh, they don't deserve me anyways." and I can get over them.

... But... he's actually turning out to be cool. Even I told everyone (& myself) that he was a complete jerk. He's unavailable. But somehow... I'm still attracted. I can't help but look... you know?

Perhaps it's love at...

NO. No no no no no no no no. Don't even say it. Love can't be so easily found, just like that. You cannot see someone and already feel attraction. No no no.

There is no such thing as love at first sight...

... Right?