I come here when I want to talk about things I don't want anyone else to read.

I miss him.
I really miss him

And that's why I should probably let him go.

my friend says she doesn't wants to be forever alone.

I want to be forever alone.

I'm so scared.

I don't want to feel. I wish I didn't feel anything.

Make this feeling go away. Please.

I don't want to be this weak.

That's it. Starting today.

I need to push him away. For everyone's sake.

If everything goes through.

This is the start of the worst goodbye ever.

I have to though.