<--- Isn't it sad? :<You know, I've changed alot in the past few months. Everything used to bother me. I used to care about everything, I was indesicive, I was anxious, I just wanted life to go away.
But now... after all I've been through... well, I love my life. I swim my heart out everyday. It feels good to be exhausted. I love my classes. Yes, even useless AP Gov. I love sitting next to Jeff, Karl, Christine, Urmila, and Charles, who make the class a billion times more bearable. I love WHAP & APAH as the history buff I am - the books we're reading, the material we're learning... I don't care if everyone else thinks it's useless. I love it.
I love my friends. All of them. Even the ones I barely talk to. They make me smile and they give me a reason to interact with people, even when I don't want to. I love my family. I love how I can tell them practically everything, and how silly we can be, even when there's trouble afoot, I know I can depend on them.
I love the books I read and how they make me think. I love beautiful things that no one else really considers, I love the music that surrounds my head.
... I actually love myself for who I am.
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