Hmm.

"This is how I feel"
Such simple words they make it sound, no?
Ha. It's not.
That's all a lie.
Sometimes I wonder
why I can't be some emotionless doll.
So I don't have to feel.
Feel nothing at all.
How sweet. How bitter.
I wonder what I would write
if I could, well,
write what I feel.
Anger. Sadness. Joy.
I don't know.
I don't want to feel.
I feel too bad
for feeling so good
when I shouldn't.
This will always be my fate.