Happy Christmas.

Dear Boy,
Well, it's Christmas Eve.
Do you know what I'm wishing for?
No, you probably don't
I've driven a wedge between us
And it won't be fixed anytime soon.
I'm wishing for peace & happiness
Because no one deserve to die
or be saddened
by things out their control.
I'm wishing for material things;
video games, CD's,
I'm wishing.
and sometimes it's for you.
I'm always watching the rain fall,
hoping that you will
someday, somehow
show up at my door,
and break out into some corny lines,
like in some movie,
take me into your arms
and the world will be right.
I know.
Funny, right?
I'm such a romantic fool.
I'll live without your love,
but that doesn't mean I want to.
You deserve every kind of happiness.
And even though I know
I could probably never fit in
to that perfect puzzle of your life.
I hope
that tonight
For just a moment
you think of me.
From
the girl who stayed up
wishing at 11:11.

Merry Christmas everyone. <3