Err... hmm.

Hmm... I'm not in the happiest sorts of moods right now. So I guess I made this to make myself feel a little better. I hate feeling depressed...

So I went to see Harry Potter today. Yeah, ho hum. It was pretty enjoyable to the fact that I haven't read the 5th book yet. Yet I understood it pretty well...

Er hum. Now why I am feeling down in the dumps. Well... Onii chan... his status on my GT (google talk) is "I hate you all, just learn to accept that fact." I don't know why but it makes me feel so sad. That I can't help him although he's done so much for me. No no. Not sad. Horrible. I wish I could do something... I hate feeling so useless and not being able to make the people I love happy. It sucks. Alot.

You know, alot of my guy friends are so hung up on love. It's hard to forget it. I know. I haven't forgotten mine. But they're almost drowning it. They're not willing to let go.

... I don't understand. Why do peopel cling to things so tightly? Is it because they're afraid nothing that good will ever happen to them again? NO! That's not true. They're good people. I know that they're special someone just for them is out there. Someone better will come along. Please...

... I'll admit. I miss being around him. I miss being comforted when I'm sad. I really do. But I can do it. There are far worse things than a broken heart. But he is comforting another person. And I am happy for that.

Ugh, I sound so extroverted. Maybe cause I really don't like talking about my own problems.

Err... on another note... I WALKED OUT OF THE THEATER JUST AS CHO AND HARRY WERE ABOUT TO KISS TO GO THE BATHROOM. I have pro skillz xD.